Sweet like sugar
Confessing and anger
I was on the dance floor, hardly able to walk and I had all these guys grinding up against me. I walk toward to couches and fall back. This guy comes to me and hands me a drink, I was to drunk to work out his face completely but he was scrawny, tall and had curley hair. I thought it was Harry. So I skulled back the drink. He sat down next to be and wrapped his arm around me. "Hows your night so far lovely" This man I thought was Harry asked in a seedy voice. I then realised it wasn't Harry. I didn't care much at the time and said "Ooohh I am so drunk!" He replied with "Well your night will get better thanks to me" I didn't know what he meant but was to drunk to think. I look over to the bar, where the light was and I see Sarah. I yell out to her, stupidly thinking she could hear me threw this music, I see her walking towards someone and her making out with them.
I concentrate to figure out who it is, the guy next to me starts kissing my neck and I say "No wait one second" He ignores me. Once Sarah moves I see Harry. She was just making with out with Harry? Harry was making out with her? What! I grab the guys hand and drag him toward them.
I had no idea who he was but I wanted him there. "What the fuck!" I yell at them, stumbeling. Harry stands up and opens his mouth to say something. Before he does he I push him as hard as a could and he falls on to his chair suprised. "Who the fuck do you think you are using me then hooking up with this slut!" I yell again. I was happy about calling her a slut. She wasn't a true friend and it was about time she knew how I felt. "Excuse me?" She says. I look at the guy and his facial expression was seedy. He looked like he was enjoying this. "You herd me! You are a slut, the biggest one I have ever met!" I was so drunk and sounded it too. "Fuck you! Atleast I am not a 30 year old trapped in a 19 year olds body!" She snaps. "What is that supposed to mean?! I question "Stop acting top shit and more mature then you are!" She replies. I was fed up. All of a sudden everything went weird. I was tripping out. "No response? Ha!" Sarah said. I look at Harry who is suprised and looks disappointed in himself then look around. Everything was doubling. I could see 2 of everyone. I slap Sarah in the face as hard as I can. Grab my vodka bottle, skull it straight then look at Harrys expression now. He was on the ground with Sarah helping her out. I grabbed this guy, made out with him and I could feel his hands on my ass. I was so pissed off I didn't care. He grabbed my hand and pulled me outside.
Next thing I remember is being in an allyway. I felt my phone buzzing but I just chucked it. This guy was on top of me and I felt more normal then before. I was tripping out as much. I could see more clearly. This guy was seedy and grosse and I just got it threw my head. He drugged me! I was pushing him off me. But he was ripping off my clothes, I was yelling "Stop" "Please" It made him mad. Straight in the eye, he hit me. I cried in pain. I couldn't believe what was happening. He was raping me... I was scared and crying and he hit me whenever I was too loud. I could feel blood gushing down my nose. I let out one big scream "some body help me please!" He hit me once more "Shut up bitch!"
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12/20/13