"Just get me five more minutes." I responded, laying my hand on my stuck and sucking the fat in. I turned to the side, and now examined my body from a side profile, while sucking it in. Yes, I looked skinny. But right when I let it go, I instantly felt terrible about the way I look. I sighed deeply, looking at myself in the mirror once more before walking out to be jumped on by Christina.

"Come here." She scream, yanking my arm and pulling me toward her. She walked around and examined me with her lips parted, forming a o. I quickly covered my body with my arms, hiding as much skin as I could.

"Stop Taylor. You look wonderful! I don't know what your so insecure about." She said walking to me, and pulling my hair different ways. Christina kept fixing my hair even though it was already done. I just stared at her.

"Out on the beach now girls." Someone called out to us. My body jumped once the door slammed shut. Christina parted away from me and smiled once more before taking my hand and dragging me quickly right behind her with my heels clicking on the ground.

All these different thoughts ran through my head as we grew closer to the destination set up for the photo shoot. Such as, should I really do this? Is Kendall really worth this? Or should I just make up some lame excuse and get out of this?

Once we were just inches away from where the girls were, I stopped in my tracks, making Christina look back at me with confusion in her eyes.

"You know what? Harry is probably wondering where I am right now." I said, pulling my hand away from Christiana's grip. I began to walk away, until Christina forcefully yanked me back to her while she had a smirk on her face.

"Nice try Tay. But you got my ass in trouble for asking for you so now, your going to do it. I don't care what you say. Your going to pose in front of the camera, in front of all those people until they get a good enough shot oh you. Cool? Cool."

I stomped my feet and pouted my lip, knowing that I was going to have to do this if I wanted to or not. Christina began to walk with my wrist in her tight grip to the destination where the photos would be taken.

When we finally got there, my heart was beating out of my chest as I stood like my a dummy. Christina already ran off to the photographer and hugged him. While I stood away and just watched with everyone's eyes on me.

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July 24th, 2014 6:32pm

I waited.. And waited.. It's been hours since we've gotten over here. Everyone has taken pictures except for me but then again, I'm not even a angel. Let alone a model.

I splashed the water around as I walked in the water with the sand between my toes. Once in a while I would have to hold my hair down since the wind was just that strong.

"Taylor.." I heard from a distance. My head shot into the direction where I heard Christiana's voice coming from. She was running to me with a smile on her face. I walked out the water and met her halfway.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"They want you. You can take the pictures now." She said breathlessly. I was jumping up and down, screaming and smiling, mentally but physically I just smiled and followed behind Christina as she led me to the photo shoot.

I felt a little more comfortable since the other angels had already left except Christina.

"David.. This is Taylor." Christina said, tapping this mans shoulder. He turned around from looking down at his chair that had a stack of paper and looked at me, confused.

"Is she a model?" He asked, grabbing the camera and placing it around his neck and let it hang.

"No.. But she's trying to. She just needs some pictures for her portfolio." Christina said looking back at me and winking.

"And I'm getting paid extra?" David responded to Christina. She rolled her eyes.

"Yeah, yeah." She said. David smiled and began to walk to me.

"Fine by me then." He said back to Christina. He walked closer to me, and I held the towel more around my body. David nodded his head and pulled my arms away from it, letting it drop to the ground. I felt so exposed.

"A model isn't afraid to show her body. Even if she knows she has flaws, she embraces them and let's the whole world see them. She doesn't hide them. It only makes it more noticeable and give critics something to talk about." He said. He bent over and grabbed the towel off the ground and held it on his arm as he backed up, with his eyes on me.

He stood there and examined me closely as I just stood there, in the hot sun. He chuckled as he walked to me.

"It isn't hard to see that you haven't done this before." He chuckled, taking my hands and placing it across my stomach.

"Because models just do whatever they want. They pose how they want without needing me to direct them." He finished. I pursed my lips and looked down as he bent my arm and told me to grab my hair, which I did.

"Now stay right here.. And don't move until I tell you too. Okay?" He said. I nodded my head before he ran back a little and started snapping several pictures at once. After I heard about a hundred snaps, he said that I could now move. I didn't want to stand there and act like I didn't have any sense, so I started to move my body different ways.

"Beautiful." He comments as he snapped more and more pictures. As I stood there posing, with everyone's eyes on me, I began to felt more and more comfortable being in front of a camera. And to be honest, it didn't feel half bad.


July 25th, 2014 3:45am


I stumbled into the hotel room still giggling over what happen at the bar with this guy and Christina. I couldn't keep a straight balance as I walked to the bedroom where Harry should be.

As I walked to the bedroom, I stepped out of my shoes, and kicked them off my feet. My hand held onto the wall, so I wouldn't trip over my own feet anymore although I have already. Numerous times.

I opened the bedroom door widely. So wide that it made a big banging sound on the wall. Harry sat up from the bed and stared at me confused as I entered the room, with a large smile on my face.

(Harry's POV)

"Heyyyyyyyy babbbbbbbbbe." Taylor slurred, falling into my arms. She looked into my eyes as her hands felt all over my face. The smell of alcohol consumed the room in just seconds. Her eyes grew wide as she grabbed my cheeks.

"Where'd your dimples go?" She said shocked as she poked my cheeks. I grabbed the back of her legs and picked her up bridal style, as I walked into the bathroom.

"I'm not smiling baby. You can only see them when I'm smiling." I chuckled, laying her on the floor, string her up against the wall. I walked over to the bathtub and turned the water on.

"But your dimples are missinggggggggggg.. We need to find themmmm.." She said panicking. She got on her knees and began to crawl around the bathroom, patting her hands on the floor like she was really looking for my dimples.

I quickly ran over to her and sat her back down. She attempted to get back up, but after about threw tries she finally gave up.

"I'm just looking for your dimples mister.. Their missing and we need to find them before someone takes them." She whined, making me laugh.

"Look, there's my dimples. I found them and there back okay?" I said turning my head to each side, letting her see that my dimples were still there. She stared for a moment like a lost puppy before she smiled widely and laid her soft hands on my cheeks, poking them.

"There they gooooooooo." She said with wide eyes.

"I missed them...." She pouted. I walked back over to the bathtub and laid my hand in the water, feeling if it was the right temperature. Since it felt about right, I walked back over to Taylor and started to undress her. I pulled her arms through the shirt and lifted off over her head, throwing it anywhere.

"Ohhhh.. You want it? If you want it, I got it, but you can't have it unless I give it but you need it and I want it so give it cause I got it." She said giggling. I looked at her confused before busting out in laughter.

I laid Taylor on her back as I undid her shorts and pulled them down her legs, revealing her patterned panties. She moved her legs around, making it harder for me to pull them down.

"Stop baby.." I said to her. She Instantly stopped moving around and let me pull them down. As I began to pull them, Ema appeared in the doorway with her teddy bear in her hand.

"Daddy.. I can't sleep.." She cried. I quickly walked over to her and bent down. I kissed her cheek.

"Go into my bed and put nickelodeon on okay? I'll be in there in a moment." I said. She smiled widely as she walked away. I instantly stood up and closed the bathroom door and locked it.

I walked back over to Taylor and pulled her panties down, not even taking notice that she was naked. I lifted her body up and placed her in the water as she laid her head back.

"This feels like sex. Come in here Harry. Have sex with me." She said bluntly. I combed my fingers through my curls and chuckled as I grabbed the bar of soap from in the shower.

"Maybe when your not drunk." I responded. I placed the wash cloth in the water and started to rub the soap in the wash cloth, making the wash cloth all soapy. I gently grabbed Taylor's arm and started to rubbed the wash cloth all over her arm, hoping that the smell of the soap would mask the heavy smell of the liquor that was all over here.

"For better or for worse.." I sighed.

Notes

I'm so sorry for the short chapter! My cousins computer is about to die and his charger broke.

Well, I'm out the hospital. They gave me some depression pills and I haven't taken them yet. Since Ive been out the hospital, nothings been going right for me and I keep cursing myself out for not locking the fucking door that day. Ugh, I dont know. Im just having a lot of thoughts, different emotions and all that shit. I dont know.. Maybe because its that time of the month or I just fucking hate my life. Who knows? Brandon wants to get back together but I'm not sure. My family says he was the first at the hospital an he was crying and all that shit but I'm just suppose to get back with him because he was crying over me? ughhhhhh I dont know. SOMEONE HELP!!!

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