July 24th, 2014 12:21pm

OUTFIT

"Please Aden.." I whined, holding Aden's small body close to mine. I rocked him back and forth as he cried uncontrollably for an unknown reason. My heart raced as I felt my body begin to heaten in effect from all the running around and stress I'd endured this morning since Harry left for something. I'm not sure what it was, but he left a note explaining that he wouldn't be here for another few hours.

"Stop crying..." I pleaded to Aden, almost on the verge of crying. It was stressful trying to get Aden to calm down and trying different solutions to why his crying. Then watching Ema, making sure she doesn't get into anything she isn't suppose to.

"Ema. Don't stand on the chair! Sit down correctly before you slip and hurt yourself!" I yelled at her, taking her hand and sitting her down properly. I rolled my eyes as I walked back to the counter, so I could finish making her cereal. I shook Aden in my arms while I poured Ema's Lucky Charms into the bowl, trying my best not to spill it.

I quickly sat the box of cereal onto the counter and powered walked to the refrigerator and grabbed the carton of milk. As I walked back to the counter, I had trouble twisting the cap off the carton of milk due to holding Aden and gently shaking him, attempting to calm down his tempura tantrum.

Aden cries grew louder into my ear. I begun to feel annoyed that I felt a head ache coming on. That I tired every possible thing to make Aden stop crying. That Ema's acting especially wild today. And that the day Harry decides to head out of all hours of the day, all these things happen.

The timer from the microwave startled me which made my hand jumped making the milk carton fall to the floor, spilling everywhere. I looked down at the milk as more and more spilled out but the millisecond.

"Ema.." I whispered, still looking down at the milk like it was blood or something that was unusual.

"Come take you brother, and go into the bedroom for a second please." I whispered once again to Ema. I listened to her feet hit the ground as she walked as close as she could to me, without stepping into the milk puddle that was growing bigger.

"Come around on the other side sweetie." Aden's cries didn't stop nor decrease. As I walked to the other side of the counter, I looked up at Aden to see his face red, his eyes puffy and tears streaming down his cheeks. It broke my heart watching him cry. Especially since he's been crying non stop for at least four whole hours now.

I carefully placed Aden in Ema's arms, making sure his head was being supported. I took one step back and examined Ema holding Aden.

"Okay Ema, Ima just order some room service for us okay? Just go into mommy and daddy's bedroom, close the door and go to Nickelodeon or Disney channel. There 310 and 311 okay?" I said to Ema calmly. She nodded her head and began to run to the bedroom.

"No running with Aden, Ema! You know that." I yelled to her. Instantly, she began to walk slowly due to what I just had told her. I watched Ema as she disappeared into the other room and closed the door, letting me know that she was finally in the bedroom.

I pursed my lips as my fingers grabbed onto the rim on the counter. I let my head fall as I inhaled and exhaled slowly to calm my nerves. I was still able to hear Aden's cries from the bedroom.

I quickly let go of the counter, trying to compose myself as best I could. I walked over to the other counter and unwrapped several pieces of paper towel from the roll. I sighed deeply before getting on my knees and beginning to clean it up.

I laid the paper towels on the spilled milk and patted it down so it could soak up fully. Relief flew through my body as I heard the front door open, letting me know that Harry was finally home.

"Hey b-" I immediately cut Harry off by wrapping my arms around him and suffocating my face into his chest. I felt him watch me in confusion as I did this. His arms soon wrapped around me making me feel safe. I had always felt safe in his arms. He was home to me.

"Whats wrong babe?" He asked. I pulled away from him and looked up into his concerned eyes. Right then, I burst-ed out in tears, letting my head fall back into his chest. His hand rubbed my back smoothly, in circles.

"Shhh baby.." He said, pulling me away from him. Already, I felt cold not begin able to touch him. Harry's soft thumbs wiped the tears that had fallen down my cheeks away.

"Stop crying Tay. And tell me what's wrong?" He said sincerely. We both stood their in silence looking into each others eyes. He obviously was waiting for me to speak and I was waiting for myself to calm down.

But after a few moments, Harry's eye brows furrowed together as he looked away from me like he was listening to something. Right then, he pecked my lips.

"I'll be back in a minute baby. Get a glass of water and calm down okay?" He said, walking away from me. I nodded my head up and down and wiped my eyes. I slowly walked over to the refrigerator and opened it, grabbing a bottle of water with my shaky hands.

I held the bottle to my chest as I struggled opening it.

"Here.." I heard Harry's voice. I watched him approach me and gently take the bottle from me hands with Aden in his arms. I stared back and Aden then Harry wondering how he got Aden to stop crying after hours.

"How'd you do that?" I asked, taking the bottle back from Harry. I brought the bottle up to my lips and took a small sip, not really in the mood to drink it. Harry looked up from Aden and smiled at me.

"This? Don't worry about it baby." He smirked. I turned from him and took a pan from the cabinet, placing it on the stove.

"What do you want to eat Harry?" I asked him, turning the stove on to low. Harry's tall figure approached me once again, placing his hand ontop of mine. Harry placed his free hand onto my waist, turning me to him.

"Baby. You need a break okay?" He said nodding his head. His free hand dug into his pocket, pulling out a stack of money.

"I want you to go out and just do anything. Buy anything, do anything. I want you to have a day to yourself. You deserve it." He said, placing the credit card into my hand and closing it.

"No Harry. I ha-." He cut me off.

"I'll handle the kids. Just go out by yourself and hopefully it'll take some stress off." He responded with a small smile. I pursed my lips and gave him a sympathetic look as I stuck the credit card into my pocket.

"And maybe if this doesn't take some stress off, maybe we can do something later tonight." Harry said, into my ear. I smirked and placed my hands on his chest.

"And what about the kids babe?" I said seductively.

"Christina?" He questioned. I chuckled lightly as I walked away from him to the kitchen table. I grabbed my purse off the table and placed it around my shoulder.

"Good try Harry, but no. She's already worrying about Nathan and plus she's working." I said. Harry pouted his bottom lip as he walked to the counter, grabbing the bag that he brought in with him.

"Then what are we going to do with this..?" He smirked, pulling something out of the bag. My eyes grew wide and I blushed, rushing over to him and placing it back into the bag so Ema wouldn't walk out and see. My eyes slowly scanned Harry and looked up into his eyes as I bit down on my bottom lip.

"We'll maybe will just have to call Christina." I said seductively as I puckered my lips out and kissed Harry's. Once I pulled away, I smiled.

"I love you baby." Harry confessed. Shivers went through my spine as he said that, which it does every time actually. Every time he says he loves me or even touches me, it feels like the first time.

"I love you too."



July 24th, 2014 2:36pm



Girlfriend: I'ma be shooting at Tampa beach around 4 ! I want u 2 come n see me !

I began to respond to Christiana's text, as they cashier rang up my items.

"And your total is...$3,783.23." The cashier said, typing something into the cash register. I nodded my head and opened my purse, pulling my wallet out.

"Cash or credit?" She asked.

"Credit." I respond. She nodded her hand and turned the credit machine around so it was facing me. I read the words that were on the screen and pressed credit. I swiped the card in the slot and tapped my fingers on the desk, watching the screen as it said processing.

I grabbed the pen that was connected to the credit machine and wrote my name onto the line that was asking for my signature. I pressed the enter button and looked back up at the cashier.

"Thank y-." Her eyes grew wide.

"Y- y- your Tay- Taylor? H- Harry Styles w- wife?" She stuttered looking up at me. I smiled widely.

"Actually fiance but yeah.. I am." I said proudly. She stared at me in shock with her hand on her chest like she was about to faint. I looked at her with a confused look.

"You okay babe?" I asked concerned. She gulped loudly before nodding her head up and down rapidly.

"Yeah I'm fine.. I'm just a huge fan of the both of y'all. Can I get a picture?" She confessed. I smiled and nodded my head, walking over to her. She pulled her phone out of her pocket and I pulled my glasses off. My hand snaked around her waist as I smiled.

Right after I heard the click, I removed my hand from her and stopped smiling. My hand grabbed tighter onto my bags as she turned to me with a big smile.

"Thank you so much! Like you don't know how much I love all of you! Ema, Aden, you and Harry! Gosh you guys are like the perfect family!" She kept going on and on. Don't get me wrong, it was so sweet how much she loved us. Even me and I'm not even famous but damn.

"I just hope you and Harry have an amazing life together." She said, breathing hard after talking for several minutes, non stop. I nodded my head and smiled.

"Thank you so much and I hope you have a very awesome day." I said beginning to walk away. I unfolded my glasses and put them back on as I exited the store. I looked down at my phone and text-ed Harry as I walked without being noticed.

Me: how's Ema n Aden ? Do they need anythin .

I pressed send. I looked up from my phone and watched where I was walking without being distracted. I pulled my water bottle out of my bag and twisted the cap off. I brought the bottle up to my lips and tilted my head back, expecting some ice water to cool my body.

But once I didn't taste anywhere I sucked my teeth and cursed under my breath. I twisted the cap back onto the bottle and stuck it back into the bag. I rolled my eyes as I looked up with my hand on my forehead, wiping the swear away.

My eyes began to quickly roam the stores to see if there was any place that sold something to drink. Once I found a place called "Cocoa and Dough". It sounded pretty legit so I walked over to the store.

I opened the door to the cafe and immediately felt refresh due to the sudden burst of cold air. I smiled to myself as I walked in. It felt like heaven finally feeling cold hair since outside was at least 95 degrees.

As I walked to the register the smell of coffee consumed my nostrils. My hands held onto the counter as I looked up at the menu above my head.

"Welcome to Cocoa & Dough. How may I help you today?" The male cashier asked. I looked down at him from the menu and began to speak.

"Um hi. Can I get a bottle of Aloe Vera drink and a fruit salad. Just without the cane lope please." I responded. He typed it into the cash register.

"Your total will be $8.32 ms." He said. I pulled the credit card out of my wallet and handed it to the man. He took it from my hold and swiped it into the cash register before handing it back to me.

"Here you go.." He said ripping the receipt from the register and handing it to me with my credit card.

"Just stand over there and your order will be ready in a minute mam." He said pointing to where I have to stand. I gave him a thankful smile as I walked way, to the destination where he told me to go. I felt my phone vibrate, making me pull it out of my pocket. I slid my phone to unlock and entered my password to see a new message from Harry.

My King: babe don't worry. I can handle it <3

I bit on my lip and smiled as I read the message Harry had sent me. I pulled my hair behind my ear as I begun to reply back.

"Taylor?!" I heard from someone. I didn't look up as I tried to think of who that was who was calling my name because I felt like I knew who it was for some reason. But as I replayed it in my head, I cursed under my breath realizing who it was.

"Hi Kendall.." I said smiling. I was mentally hitting myself on the head. I didn't want to see her. I don't care for her.

Kendall pointed to the seat across from her, gesturing for me to sit with her. I didn't want to be rude so I grabbed my order off the counter and walked over to her slowly, dreading that moment.

"How you've been Taylor?" She asked me, taking a sip of her coffee. I untwisted the cap off my drink and took a sip quickly since I was so thirsty due to the very hot weather.

"I've been okay.. How you've been?" I asked.

"I've been very good actually." She said all jumpy. I pursed my lips and nodded my head, not very fascinated with seeing nor talking to her. We sat there in silence. I pulled the cap off my fruit salad and began to pick out the grapes, and the strawberries first which are my favorite fruits while Kendall scrolled through her phone. It was very awkward sitting with her since the last time we were in the same room, it didn't end well at all.

"Taylor.." I heard Kendall say quietly. I looked up at her from the salad with the fork in my mouth. Her phone was on the table and she was staring at me.

"M hmm?" I responded. Kendall took a deep breath, making me more into my seat more comfortable since she was playing out like this was serious.

"Look, I know you don't like me but I like you. A lot. There are a lot of rumors going around how Harry's cheating on you with me and I'm just here to tell you that their not true." Just like someone would say if they were cheating..

"Me and Harry are just friends. Nothing more. And to be honest, I really want to be your friend. Every time Harry talks about you, he smiles and his face glows. And the first time I heard about you, I knew that I just had to meet the Ms's for myself. I understand if you still don't like me because if I heard those things too, I wouldn't know what to believe. But I just want you to know that nothing is going on between me and Harry. Where just friends." She smiled.

I narrowed my eyes at her, still not believing any of the bullshit she was trying to sell to me.

"And that speech is suppose to what? Make us be bffs?" I joked, taking another sip of my drink.

"No... I just think that there's no need for the tension anymore between us. Even if were not close, at least will be acquaintances. Right?" She said. I shrugged my shoulders.

"Yeah I guess.." I replied. I still didn't believe any of the shit Kendall was saying. I don't like her and most likely, that is never gonna change.

"Yay!" She squealed making me jump back.

"So I was thinking about going shopping. I could see you already done most of yours b-." Kendall's phone began to ring finally making her shut up. I looked up and mouthed thank you before looking back at Kendall. She looked down at the table as she held the pone to her ear, listening very closely. I could easily tell by the look on her face.

"Yeah okay.... I'll be there in like a half an hour..... Okay....... Bye." Kendall pulled the phone from her ear and ended the call. She quickly grabbed her bag and pulled it over her shoulder.

"I have to go. I'm running late for my photo shoot. Did you know I'm a model?" She said to me grabbing her coffee off of the table and standing up. I narrowed my eyes at her once she said that. Is she seriously trying to brag right now? I don't know what my mind was thinking. I just said before I fully thought about it.

"I'm a model too." I said loudly. My eyes grew wide once I realized what I just said. I mentally cursed myself out for making such a lie that I couldn't even prove like it was true. But the look on Kendall's face was priceless. She looked annoyed but then.. Jealous.

"O- oh? Really?" She said shocked. I looked up at her and smiled.

"Yup.. I actually have one in about an hour. You know, for Victoria secrets?" God. My lies kept growing and growing but u wasn't able to stop them. But I guess when your trying to compete for the love of your life, you do and say things that you normally wouldn't.

But the Victoria Secrets was good. Because it did make Kendall look like she was going to rip her hair out. I loved it.

"Seriously? How about you show me some pictures of you." She asked shocked.

I grabbed my bags and my drink off the table. I stood up and smiled at her knowing that she was jealous. Really jealous.

"Yeah seriously. So I gotta get going. You know, I have to get ready for the Victoria secrets shoot. And yeah, I'll have some pictures for you." I said emphasizing the words, "Victoria Secret". I wave my hand to her before walking away feeling really cocky until I remembered that I wasn't a VS model. And not even close.


July 24th, 2014 3:02pm


"Pleaseeeeeeeee." I begged Christina with my hands held together. She sat down in the chair as the makeup stylist curled her hair. Christina looked at me through the mirror.



"No Tay. You know I can't do that. It's not my decision." She replied. I sighed deeply, beginning to get frustrated with this whole situation that I had gotten myself into.

"Please. Can't you just ask? I don't wanna get paid. I just want some pictures so I could make it seem like it." I begged again.

"No Taylor! I can't just do that!" She yelled. I rolled my eyes and took a deep breath, calming down so I wasn't yelling anymore.

"Look, how would you feel if you were competing over the love of you life with this tall, skinny, rich girl? And you feel like your nothing compared to her? I know I may sound with stuck up right now but I need to do something better than her. For once." She took a deep breath and sighed, looking down.

"Fine.." She drifted off. Only that one word made me clap my hands and jump up and down.

"I'll ask. I doubt he'll even agree to it but I'll ask. But only if you don't ask me any more after this okay?" Christina said getting up from the seat. I smiled widely and nodded my head due to all the excitedness that was coming over me.

I follow Christina as she walked. My eyes roamed around in awe. I saw Adriana Lima getting her makeup out on. Chanel Iman on the phone. Behati Prinsloo and Lily Aldridge taking a photo together in the mirror. It was amazing even to be in the same room with these well known models. Even to have your best friend be one of them.

"Marc...." Christina sung, smiling as we approached this man. He was swiping through the rack of different bathing suits quickly. His eyes glanced over at Christina and he smiled.

"Christina...." He drifted off, kissing both of her cheek. Marc was french. I could easily tell by his accent.

"How's my angel doing?" He said moving his attention back onto the rack of clothes. He pulled a top and bottom off, and handed it too Christina.

"Here these are what your wearing for the first shoot." He said before returning back to the rack. I stood their like the third wheel, which I was though at the moment.

"Who's that?" He blankly said, not even looking at me. Christina leaned her arm on the rack and smiled while getting those puppy eyes.

"This is Taylor. My best friend.. And I wanted to ask you a quick question." She said moving her free and played with his shirt.

"Am I giving you anything?" He responded.

"No your not.."

"Alright then, let it out." He said walking away. Me and Christina both followed behind him.

"I was wondering if Taylor could do a shoot? J-." Marc put his hands up and laid them on his temples as he breathed out.

"No no no Christina. No."

"But whyyyyyy?"

"Because, I'm the director of this shoot and I say.. No."

"Pleaseeeeeee? It's just one little shoot. She just wants one picture."

"What do you think I'm running? A free Victoria secrets picture? No. This is Victoria fucking Secrets and we do not handle business like this." He replied, walking to another rack. I stood their quietly, praying to God that he changes his mind.

"It's just one.. Look at her. She's my hieght, she's beautiful and she's good with cameras." She pleaded to him. Marc sighed deeply, as he turned around and pulled his glasses down onto his nose while he looked me up and down.

"She's too fat." He blurted out. My heart ached once he said that. I looked down at myself and examined my body with my own eyes. Maybe I was too fat.. I thought to myself. Instantly, I felt so exposed with what I was wearing.

"No she's not! She wears a fucking size 4 Marc! And just had a baby! A month ago!" Christina responded, explaining why his accusations about me were wrong.

"Have you ever been behind a camera? Especially in nothing but a two piece bathing suit?" He asked, twirling my body around and looking at me.

"No bu-."

"Then no. She is not doing it. Now go away Christina an put on that bathing suit I handed to you." Christina immediately stepped in front of him, blocking him from the rack.

"Look, I'm not asking for these pictures to go on the website nor magazine. She's not getting paid for this. She just wants a picture." She whined. Marc glared at me once again before looking back at Christina.

"It's coming out of you pay check because every picture we take, we have to pay the camera man." I pursed my lips to stop myself from smiling. I began instantly hugged Christina tightly.

"Here put this on." He said, shoving me a bathing suit before he walked off. I just stared at Christina in awe because she did this amazing thing for me. So immediately hugged her again, only this time, tighter.

"Thank you Chris. Seriously." I said thankfully.

"Anything for you. Now, go and out those on. You have shoot for Victoria secrets in less than an hour and you need your hair and makeup done." She winked before walking away.

Notes

Sorry for the bad chapter. I'm here alone and its freaking me out because I hate hospitals and I haven't slept in like....... Well a long time. The doctor finally gave in and is letting me use my phone so hopefully, Ill be updating my stories. But im worrying about this one first.. I dont know why but I just am. Please give me your feedback on the chapter. I love to hear what all of you got tot say. I'm sorry I said I was going to explain more about this situation but I'm very tired and scared right now, so Ill Wait till tomorrow morning. Its 1:52pm right now where I'm at. And no me and Brandon are not together. Sadly, I doubt were ever getting back together. :( He wants too but I'm just not sure,,

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