Never In a Million Years (Zayn Malik)

"i hate traffic!"
"louis........."
i chuckled at Eleanor and Louis.they've been either fighting or doing a lot of flirting or sexual touchings which made everyone either laugh at them or scold them.Niall was drinking like a mad man,Liam and Danielle were talking in hushed tones,Harry was telling Avin a story which made her laugh and oh yeah,turns out Avin did like Harry,so he asked her out!
Zayn had his arm around me kissing my cheek or my neck on occasion and laughing with me at the other couples.well at Eleanor and Louis.
zayn grabbed my necklace and examined it while saying:
"you never took it off"
"how could i,it's what you gave me for christmas.and i like it."
it was a blue tear necklace on a gold chain which had a bird on it,just like the bird tattoo zayn had on his hand.
i couldn't see him since he had his face behind me but i could feel him smile since his lips were on my neck.
i grabbed his hand and rolled up his jacket sleeve to see the watch i got him for christmas,i remember seeing 100 different watches until i chose this one.and he hasn't taken it off since the day i gave it to him,he also gave me a painting of a comic cartoon version of myself,and i love it.i have it in my diary under my bed at home.
i told him:
"you haven't taken this off as well"
"i got it from the person i love,i'm not taking it off anytime soon"
just then i heard a series of Awws coming from Danielle,Eleanor and Avin.the guys all rolled their eyes while Niall was scrolling down on his phone looking bored.
Eleanor hit Louis in the head saying:
"why can't you say things like that to me!"
louis looked at Eleanor in a shocked expression then turned to Zayn and said:
"thanks mate,thanks a lot,now theres no way i'm gonna get some tonight"
Eleanor gasped crossing her arms turning from louis and pouting.Louis said:
"oh come on baby you know i was joking..."
"even the fact that you joke about it is no okay!"
i sighed knowing if i don't stop this now it's gonna get pretty ugly so i leaned forward towards Eleanor and whispered in her ear:
"you know Eleanor,a couple of days before i met you i was talking to louis and he was telling me about you,when i asked him about you,he said and i quote 'she's the most beautiful girl i've ever seen,i love her like i never loved her before,she makes me feel complete,she makes me feel happy,i don't know what i'll do with out her' he also asked me to not tell you this.but i thought you should know"
Eleanor looked at me like she was about to cry,and then turned around practically jumping on louis probably sucking the life out of him in front of our eyes.every one groaned and looked away.
i mumbled to myself:
"i think i told her a lot more than i should've......"
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at the VMA's

"Anna i need to hold my hand all the time okay?"
i nodded my head not finding the voice in myself to answer zayn.i was nervous out of my mind.zayn said:
"don't worry it'll be okay,just smile for the cameras.i'll be with you all the time"
i nodded my head squeezing his hand.i looked to see Avin not looking much better than me,neither Eleanor,Danielle looked a little better than us but still.
the door opened and Zayn walked out dragging me with himself.just as i walked out i was met with thousands of flashes and sound of either yelling or cameras taking pictures.The fans were screaming ,the reporters were yelling and shouting their questions,the photographers were yelling the celebrities names to get their attention.it was frightening.
i remembered what Zayn told me and plastered the most nice smile i could on my face.just as all of us were out of the Limo the whole fans went crazy,they were screaming the guys names or yelling things like 'i love you'.i even saw some posters.not all of them were for One direction but some were,i read some of them and i couldn't help but chuckle at the dirty ones.
we started walking on the red carpet and it was taking everything in me to not scream,well what would you do if you were walking down the red carpet with tons of cameras taking pictures of you.
we stood next to each other,all 9 of us,in some places so they could take a picture of us.after 2 places Danielle whispered to me and the other girls:
"we should go in so they can have some pictures only of them,we'll wait for them inside"
i nodded my head understanding and told zayn i was going inside sooner while he nodded his head kissing me on my cheeks one last time before he let go of my hand,i saw the other boys do the same with their girlfriends and we all walked through the big grey doors.
the door led to a hallway full of doors each leading to a section,there was a girl standing there,when she saw us she smiled at us and said:
"hello,Welcome to the VMA's,you'e with One direction right?"
we all nodded our head and she said:
"ok then,follow me!"
she lead us through the hallway and went through the seventh big door,when i went through i couldn't help but let out a wow.it was enormous.there were people scattered around the place,but not a lot,i guess we were early anyways.she lead us to the front rows and told us:
"well,the first nine seats of the third row is for you and the band itself also behind you the fifth row is for their music producers and director.i hope you enjoy the show."
we all thanked her and she walked off.Danielle said:
"well obviously we want to sit next to our boyfriends,well they're the ones who want us to seat next to them,so we should wait till the y come to decide,let's just seat next to each other until they do."
i nodded my head mumbling a yeah and sat on the fourth chair and they followed closely behind.i looked around and i couldn't believe what i saw,will smith and his 2 children were sitting on our left side on the second row and i felt my jaw drop,i couldn't move,i stopped breathing.Avin nudged me saying:
"hey,you ok?"
i couldn't answer her so i just pointed to them,Avin turned to see them and she as well stopped midway saying:
"holy shit...that's....that's...."
i answered for her:
"will fucking smith"
i don't know how long we were staring at them but finally someone pinched me and i snapped out of my daydream.i looked to see Eleanor looking at me and Avin with a look saying -what-the-hell-is-wrong-with-you?
i shrugged my shoulders trying to act cool even though i was screaming inside.i looked around again only to find that more than half of the seats were now taken,how long was i drooling over will smith?
just then i received a text from zayn, i opened to see:
babe tell the girls we have to announce the first award,we'll meet you after
i replied back with a simple 'ok'.
i told the girls about what zayn texted me and they all nodded their head in understanding.after about half an hour of us talking and chatting the lights all went off making the crowd go quiet,when the lights came on they were all towards someone on the stage wearing only white in a weird outfit.when she started singing something, we all were looking to the stage trying to figure out who she was.Danielle said:
"guys,isn't that lady gaga?"
my eyes went wide,how did i not think about her earlier?
when she was finished singing Applause we all stood up and clapped for her.she might be crazy but there's no denying she has a crazy voice as well.
the announcer said:
"ladies and gentlemen from the new film One direction:this is us,please welcome One Direction!"
every one once again clapped and their song best song ever played at the background.Niall was the first to yell:
"what's up Brooklyn!we are so excited tonight to be at the VMA's in Brooklyn baby."
i rolled my eyes and Avin laughed slightly at his choice of words"
harry said:
"we maybe from England but tonights VMA is about the world coming together to celebrate in Brooklyn new york"
Zayn said:
"and now we'll see if it's true what they say,the best fans are in new york?"
the crowd once again went crazy and every one either screamed or howled or clapped.
Louis and Liam also said something but i didn't have time to comprehend what they said because the camera went on Taylor swift and i saw Avin let out a breath.i asked her:
"are you ok?"
"yeah just her and harry used to date,something she said is on my mind nothing serious"
"you sure?"
"yeah don't worry about it"
they announced the nominees and apparently Selena Gomez won.


the night went on and The boys won the award they got nominated in.they were happy so i was as well.when they went on stage the camera showed us and i couldn't help but laugh when i saw myself,i don't know how people act so cool when this happens,i looked like a crazy girl when i saw myself.
finally it was over when Katy perry was finished singing Roar and people started to get out of the arena.we also got out but this time we went through another way.when i asked Zayn about it he said this way we don't have to go through the paparazzi anymore.so i didn't say anything.we were in the limo once again.we talked about the award some other stuff but we were all exhausted so we didn't say much.except Niall who was drunk off his ass.
we were at the hotel and when we all got out i had to cover my ears because of the yelling and i grabbed zayns hand running inside being followed by others closely.
we said goodbye and goodnight to each other and each made our own way to our own hotel room.
although Eleanor and louis were already eating off each others face so we didn't bother.
when we got in to the elevator i felt my insides go crazy because i was so nervous.i thought about it for the past couple of months and i'm ready.i just never thought i would be this nervous.
while i was a wreck her zayn was whistling with the elevators tune finding the patterns on the walls really interesting.
how should i tell him?should i just go for it or tell him when we get in the room?oh god i should've asked Avin!
when the elevator doors opened we walked towards our room and zayn unlocked the door and we went in.i looked around myself taking of my coat and thinking about it while zayn took off his jacket.
Oh screw it
i practically threw myself at zayn and kissed him with all the force i had in myself,he was shocked at first but after a couple of seconds he grabbed on and kissed me back,he grabbed me by my waist while i had my hands on his shoulders.
i nudged his bottom lip with my tongue and he opened his lips with out any hesitation.
our kisses got rougher and more heated every second that passed by,zayn grabbed me by behind my thighs and said between our kisses:
"jump"
i obeyed right away and locked my feet around his waist locking my hands around his neck for more support while he walked us towards somewhere which i presume was the bedroom.
he turned around and walked backwards in to the room to get the door open with his back,and after a couple of seconds he laid me down on the mattresses,he himself got on top of me still kissing me,he started kissing my jawline and then moving down to my neck and finding the spot he was way too familiar with,i released a moan at the feeling.
his right hand which still was on my waist slowly made its way down my dress and found its way under my dress on my inner thigh.
ok it's now or never
i whispered,well more like panted in to his ear:
"zayn"
he only mumbled something i didn't figure out,finding what he was doing more interesting.i pushed him a little of to get his attention and told him a little more loudly:
"zayn!"
he groaned and used his left hand for support to keep himself up,he looked at me waiting to hear what i have to say with a waiting look.i told him:
"i'm ready"
he looked puzzled at first so he asked:
"you're ready?for what?"
oh god,does zayn has to be this oblivious?
i reached up and whispered in his ear:
"i'm ready to be all yours"

Notes

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