Never In a Million Years (Zayn Malik)

Zayn's pov
After Ryan left.i was so furious i wanted to hit something or yell at someone.
Annabelle turned around and saw me then her eyes were filled with concern.she asked me:
"are you ok?"
Never been Better (sarcasm.):
"Peachy"
she looked taken back from my response.she walked up and stood right in front of me.oh the thing's i can do to her right now...
she snapped:
"what your problem?"
i looked at her.i know i shouldn't dump all of my rage on her.but right now i cant take it anymore and she's the closest person right now:
"MY problem! MY problem!I'm sorry but i think you've mistaken something.I'm not the one with a Problem YOU are!"
"What's that suppose to Mean!"
"you know what ?just Forget about it!I just don't know what Waliyha saw in you!"
i know i must sound confusing but i really need her to step back.i say and do dumb things when i'm crazy.i don't want her getting hurt because of something i do.
"What ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!!!"
ok ,she shouldn't have yelled at me.
"what am I talking ABOUT?we met that guy like 5 minutes a go and you ALREADY have a date with him!And the other GUY,MATT.waliyha told me you were a good,innocent girl but it looks like your nothing but a SLUT!"
ok that was harsh and i know not one of it's true and i don't mean any of it now that i think of it , the person i was talking to was perrie not Anna.i guess i screwed up big time because she was looking at me with teary eyes and then she started running away.i need to fix this!
I Shouted:
"AnnaBelle GET BACK HERE!!!!!!!"
but she didn't even turn around she was going through the houses.i guess so i cant follow her.i wanted to leave the car.i couldn't even care less right now but since its not my car i cant.its probably better if i talk to her later.were both not in a good mood and we both need some time alone.
i kicked the already trashed bumper on the ground and then punched the car while yelling 'FUCK!' to let some of my anger out.i got in to the car and just started to drive.i don't know where i'm going.but i don't care.i just want to be alone right now.
I needed to get my mind clear,but i couldn't get the image of Annabelle's Watery eyes out of my head.She looked so... so small.so fragile.so innocent.like she would break any moment.HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID!!!HER?A SLUT!??SHE PROBABLY HASN'T EVEN TOUCHED A GUY YET!!!!STUPID,STUPID, STUPID!!!!!
i yelled out and banged my hands on the steering wheel.she didn't deserve any of this.i wanted to tell the words to perrie but i guess Annabelle was the one on the other end.I Need to fix this

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