Never In a Million Years (Zayn Malik)

Zayn's Pov
I got in to my room,put something more suitable on.then i went downstairs.My Mother was talking to my sister Safaa.she saw me then came up to me and gave me her car key.i went outside and saw Liyha and Anna putting her bags in the car.i went to the car and just as i was about to walk behind Anna,She dropped something and bent down to pick it up giving me a good view of her body when she was straight again,i couldn't help but notice How her figure was like.sure i knew she was hot,but now that i'm getting a closer look, i have to say i was wrong.She's way hotter than i thought.
She has a nice body.Curvy but not too much.oh god the things i would do to her if i get my hands on her ...
I need to stop!i got in the car as fast as i could not even bothering to say goodbye to liyha.They both were oblivious of my looks or reaction to Anne bending down,so i guess i'm lucky.Anne hugged Liyha and said goodbye to her then came and sit in the passenger sit.she was wearing short black jeans that hugged her body perfectly,showing a lot more to everyone than needed to but when i'm done with her she wouldn't even go near this things anymore,at least not for any one but me.
Oh My God!!!what's happening to me.i don't own her!and probably wont ever get near her.!so i need to stop thinking about her.!!
but its not like i don't want her to be mine.but i'm not gonna do anything to get her.i know she'll be running to me.they all do.probably this is all because i haven't been with any girl in a month.it's just sexual frustration.that's all.
But i know she's innocent.she practically screams it.she might try to hide it,but her actions say other wise.and i know i wont mind being her first.i mean,look at her.
i took a glance at her legs.soft skin,long tan legs.i just want to get my hands on her.
Ok she needs to change her wardrobe.I mean, Come On!!tell me what kind of guy see's that and doesn't want to do the same to her that i want to.she's showing too much skin.
Zayn stop it!it's not like you care!
i just started the car and They Don't Know About Us came on.Seriously Mom!i knew she listened to my songs.i looked through the list and found nothing but "One Direction".
I sighed and cut the music off.and then not even bothering to try to hide my annoyed voice i said:
''cant believe my mom listens to my songs when she's driving"
i wasn't looking at Anna because i knew if i did my mind would wonder things it shouldn't have.so i just kept my look to front.But i noticed her kind of stiff for a second and then she said:
"she's proud off you"
"well she's taking this to far"
I knew i sounded rude.but i couldn't care less right now.I Love my mom,but ever since the X-factor she listens to my song's everywhere and wont stop talking about me.i know she's proud but she needs to stop.
She didn't reply back.we didn't talk until i pulled out of the parking lot because i couldn't take it any longer.i wanted alone time to get to know her not to sit in silence with me driving and she playing with her fingers.so i tried to open up a conversation :
"so,Waliyha told me you met at school"
"yeah,i was new, she was new,i liked her a lot because she was a sweet girl and i guess she liked me too so we just became fast friends"
"oh"
i was just turning left to the main street when suddenly a car hit us.What the fuck?!so i said:
"what the fuck!!?"
then i unbuckled my seat belt and got out of the car i went to the back of the car and saw the bumper on the ground.this must've been a hard hit.
I was still examining the cars damage when i looked up and saw Anna standing there blushing crazy.Why was she Blushing?
the answer to my question was standing in front of us eating Anna with his eyes.he was about the same as my age.Blonde,Nice style.but i don't think were gonna get along since his clearly interested in something that's going to be mine.and like i said 'i don't share'
i cleared my throat and glared at the boy to prove a point,but he looked like he didn't even care i was there.i looked at Anna again and saw her blushing even more.he has to go.Now."ok so this is defiantly not my fault but i really don't have time for this.just watch where your going next time."
i was about to grab Anne and get back in the car.when he answered:
"yeah sorry,i just had a lot on my mind and got distracted"
he kept throwing glances at Anna and it made me angry.who does he think he is?
i looked at Anna and demanded:
"Anna get in the car"
i know that this was not right at all to her. i mean i just demanded her to do something like i'm her father and called her Anna out loud so...
she just quirked her eyebrows up at me and throw me a look saying 'seriously?' but she turned around and started walking to the car.
the boy said:
"you 2 are a couple"
the question made me realize something.who am i to Annabelle?
wait a minute.... i'm no one to Annabelle... so she might not even see me more than her Best friends brother... yeah,that's probably what i am to her , Her Best Friends Brother.
i laughed bitterly and told the guy what was on my mind at that moment :
""WHAT? Me and HER.of course not!"
Anna turned around.she looked... hurt.i didn't like to see her hurt.why was she hurt? was it because of what i just said?so maybe she does like me after all.The boy said:
"oh well thats good."
what the fuck is he talking about?
then he walked up to Anna and said:
"hi,Im Ryan."
Annabelle smiled at him and shook his waiting hand and said :
"hi Ryan im Annabelle"
he smiled back at her and said:
"i don't want to freak you out or anything but your beautiful and i would love to take you out with me"
i felt my blood boiling.how dare he!he's asking the girl i want on a date?!i know he doesn't want anything more than sex from her. i know guys like that.hell i've been living with one of them for more than 3 years now!Annabelle will surely say no.i mean he must be dumb to think that she would fall for a stupid line like your beautiful!of course she's beautiful.Plenty of guys must've already told her that.she would reject him.i know it.
But against all reasons possible she said:
"I would love to."
i couldn't help but feel sadness inside of me at her words.but all of that turned to anger.it was taking all i had in me to not go to the boy and beat the crap out of him.
He smiled and said:
"can i have your phone then?"
She looked at him in a puzzled look.ha....so i guess she's not that experienced with guys like i thought she was.but that only makes her more pure and makes me want her more. all to myself.
"so i can call myself so you'll have my number and ill have yours"
''oh"
then she gave him her phone.after he was sone putting his phone number in there,he gave it back.and by that time i knew if he didn't get the fuck out of here i cant control myself anymore.
then he did something that made me clench my fist so hard that my nails went deep in to my skin.he took her hand and laid his lips on her hand.i know it was just her hand but no one does that!No One except Me. i had to look somewhere else to keep my rage in control.
Why was i getting so fed up over something like this?she just another girl!
Isn't she......?

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