I held my binders close to my chest with one hand while I used my pointer finger to push my glasses back on my face.

"I'm just saying... I don't understand how I got a A- on this test... I studied every day and night for like two whole weeks!" Chloe said as we walked through the school halls, getting pushed multiple times by the "popular kids."

My hand gripped tighter on the side of my books once this girl shoved me in the shoulder. I stood there speechless as I watched my books and papers drop onto the ground. I sighed deeply as I bent down on my knees and started to gather the pieces of paper that people were continuously stepping on as they walked passed carelessly.

"Watch were your going next time nerd." The blonde said as she looked back at us and rolled her eyes.

I let it go because I was use to getting spoken to like that. People bumping into me, dropping my books, making smart comments, rolling their eyes.. I was use to it all.

My eyes locked on a certain piece of a paper. A paper that was a secret that was only for my eyes to see. My heart beated rapidly as I watched it flow through the crowed hallways far away from where I was. I immediately got up from the floor and made a run for the paper.

My body smoothly pushed through everyone as I attempted to grabbed it.

"Excuse me.... Sorry..... Excuse me." I said as I pushed people out of my way. I knew I was going to have to pay for the pushing but right now I wasn't worried about that. I was worried about getting that paper back before anyone saw it.

Once the paper was in hand reach, relief flew threw my body. As my arm reached for the paper, it was instantly picked up.. And not by me. My eyes slowly scanned the person until I finally looked up to who I was looking at. My stomach started to tie in knots as I realized who I was looking at.

Amber, Harry's girlfriend.

I watched her closely as her eyes scanned the paper. I kept trying to snatch the paper from her, but she would always move out of the way when I would.

"Amber, give it back." I said almost whining. She looked up from the paper and at me with a smirk on her face. She slowly folded the paper into a small square and stuck it into her back pocket.

No, no, no.

"Harry's going to have a ball with this one." She said as she walked away. Her long blonde hair moving swiftly as she turned around facing me once again.

"And the only reason I'm not dragging you across the floor right now by your dirty hair is because your no competition to me. You, Jamie have nothing on me. Amber." Her hair swiftly moved side to side as she turned around and started to walk away.

This cannot be happening.

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My head hang low as I swiftly moved through every class. Once it was lunch time, I walked into the lunchroom with Chloe right next to me. My eyes scanned the room for Amber. And when I found her, I instantly looked away because she was looking at me already.

"Let's go." I said to Chloe, pulling her by her jacket so we could walked somewhere else. We both walked into the lunch line and gathered our food before sitting at the table where we usually sit with Kayla, Tiffany, Coraline and Ashely.

"Hey guys.." I said sitting at the table. They all returned me with small hi's. I started to twist the cap of my water bottle when I heard a very familiar voice.

"May I have everyone's attention.." I looked up slowly. My eyes grew big as I watched amber standing ink the lunch table looking directly at me with a smirk on her face.

Please not what I think.

Once everyone got quiet that you can hear a pin drop, I watched as she reached into the back pocket taking out the little white piece of paper. My heart started to race as I looked at her with pleading eyes.

"I'm Amber and everyone knows that's. Captain of the cheer leading squad, volleyball team, and more than anything, the lovely girlfriend of the captain of the football team, Harry's Styles." I hid my face in my hands as she continued.

"So many of you may no, or probably not but this girl right there, Jamie." I watched through my fingers as she pointed to me. I felt everyone's eyes on me.

"And Jamie here, has a little crush. Well, a big crush if I must say. Because she's been obsessing over my boyfriend. And ima read all to you guys a little thing Jamie Fielder wrote about harry." Oh gosh. No. I listened to the paper as she opened it with a huge smirk on her face.

"I watch Harry Styles everyday as he sits in my class in the back of the room. I watch as when he sniffles, his nose scrunches up. I watch as he uses his hand and pushed his curls back and shakes them.. I watch as he uses his finger and scanned his bottom lip when he's concentrating. But the thing I love most is when he bits down on his lip. Oh god. Have you ever watched him bite down on his lip? It's like sex.. Not that I know anything about it.. Ima virgin and I want harry to take it away."

My head hit the table as I felt the need to throw up from all the nervousness and embarrassment.

"I also want to have his kids. I don't care how much, as long as he's happy. I want to be Ms. Styles and wake up to Harry every day. I watch him all the time when he walks home.. When he walks in the hallway.. When he glances at me then rolled his eyes.. I notice everything..."

I listened as people started laughing.

"Well, that's all. I don't think I need to embarrass her anymore." She stepped off the table and slowly walked to me, throwing the paper infront of me.

"Harry will never want you. He's mine and will always be mine. He's not yours and will never be yours honey." She patted the top of my head like I was a dog as she walked away back to the "popular" table where harry and his clique.

"Ew.. What a creep?"
"Did she really think she had a chance?"
"Aw, how cute for a little girl."
"Why you so obsessed with him?"
"The last virgin of senior year.. How sad."
"Harry would never touch that."

The comments that were being directed toward me made me feel sick to my stomach.. I quickly grabbed the paper off the table and ran out the cafeteria as tears ran down my cheeks.

This was the worst day of my life.

Notes

Felt Like Starting A New Story... But This Is Just The Prologue. Its Not Gonna Be In A School Or During The Years Of Being In School..
um, this is Jamie senior year:

This is Jamie 5 years later:

lol, big change right? Well hope you like and chapter1 will most likely be up today.. right now its 4:01 where I am so maybe around 7 or 8..

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I get some mad at them when they do this.