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Through The Dark

Second Thoughts

“I don’t think I’ve ever seen you that mad before. It was actually kinda terrifying.” Harry said, making me laugh.

The boys and their girlfriends came over after Kendall left, eagerly waiting to find out what had happened. Amongst the conversation topic, Liam revealed that him and Sophia had broken up the day after I came home from the hospital. I apologized but he shrugged it off and smiled at me, saying it had been going down hill anyway.

“You see how big I am, right? I had to nearly use all my weight as I leaned back to get her off of the girl. Nichole was set on doing some serious damage.” Liam butted in, making my face feel hot.

“I wish I could have seen it when you tore into that bitch. Ugh, I can’t stand her.” Ashley said, grinning at me.

I rolled my eyes and laughed, the adrenaline from earlier making everything a little bit funnier.

“I will admit, though. Smashing my fist into her face made me very happy.” I said, pulling my legs up underneath me.

“Oh, yeah. We know. You was grinning the entire time.” Harry revealed, laughing as I smacked his arm.

I didn’t deny it because I knew it was true. Oh, it felt great to take some stress out on the very person who caused most of it.

“Did you get everything sorted out about all that mess?” I asked, looking at Harry.

“Yeah, management actually took care of it. I guess I’ve finally complained enough about her that they are going to fix it to get me to shut up.” Harry said, kissing the side of my head as he got up.

“Where you going?” I asked, watching him walk around the couch towards our room.

“I think the twins are up.”


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The next upcoming days flew by quickly, the only things left to do was pick out the actual wedding dress, the bridesmaids dresses and pick up the tuxes for the boys. Naturally, I had four bridesmaids. Ariel, Fer, Ashley and Sarah. I couldn’t pick just one or two so I had four instead. Of course, Liam, Louis, Niall and Zayn were the groomsmen for Harry.

The closer it got, the more nervous I began to feel. Am I ready for this? Am I really ready to give my young life up to me a full time mom and a loving wife? I rolled over and looked at the sweet face next to me.

Harry’s curls were everywhere, like usual, making me smile as a light snore came from him. His face was sweet and peaceful, his face half way buried into the pillow he was snuggled up to. I smiled and kissed his forehead.

Tip toeing out of my room, I made my way into the nursery, revealing to two sleeping toddlers. Dylan was on his stomach, a small snore making its way to my ears. Darcy was on her back, her little eyes fluttering open.

I cooed at her quietly so she wouldn’t wake Dylan, scooping her up into my arms. She smiled up at me, rubbing at her eyes before yawning. I fussed with her little curls, grinning as she giggled up at me in her baby coo.

I took her back into my bedroom, laying her on my stomach as I laid back down on the bed. I quietly played patty cake with her, shushing her quietly as she let out a loud giggle. Harry shifted beside me, her blue eyes following the movement.

“Da.” She said for the first time, leaving my tummy to crawl over to the curly headed boy.

“Da.” She said again, fisting his curls in her tiny hand. He groaned and squinted up at the toddler, a sleepy grin covering his face.

“Well, good morning to you too, princess.” Harry rasped, his morning voice sending a chill down my spine.

“Da.” She said again, her tiny hand landed a smack on Harry’s exposed cheek.

His eyes widened and he looked at me, excitement in his face.

“Did she just say what I think she said?” He asked, sitting up.

“Yup!” I squeal excitedly, watching him pick the girl up and hold her above his head, cooing at her.

“Good girl! Daddy’s so proud of you!” Harry said, making her laugh as he showered her face in kisses.

I watched in pure joy as Harry laid Darcy on her back, poking her gently in the belly. She giggled and tried to cover her tummy with her tiny hands, laughing louder as he continued to poke and tickle her.

It was then when I realized my answer. Yes. Yes, I’m ready to be a stay at home mom. I’m ready to take my responsibilities and start a new life with my kids and my soon to be husband. I’m ready to be a loving wife with a caring husband and two kids to adore. I’m ready for this.

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Comments

@WeddingGown
Thank you :)

hazzahstyles19 hazzahstyles19
1/22/15

Loved it

WeddingGown WeddingGown
1/22/15

@loseyourself
Thank you :)

hazzahstyles19 hazzahstyles19
11/13/14

@hazzahstyles19
Oh okay. Honestly you're like one of my favorite writers so i hope u keep writing because you're very talented

loseyourself loseyourself
11/13/14

@loseyourself
My Bully is on watt pad, I haven't had the account very long so Through The Dark isn't up just yet.

hazzahstyles19 hazzahstyles19
11/12/14