You Were Mine For The Summer

I can't believe it’s 10th of June 2014 and I'm standing here, on the big field, surrounded by my friends with everyone in blue coats and black hats, graduating school. I can't believe It has been 13 years... I survived all of them and mostly... I survived the toughest... hardest year of them all...I feel proud! 

The day when I started high school I never believed that these 3 years would be gone so quick but guess what? It feels like it was yesterday I was as scared as a little child being away from her mother for the first time. 



"Next person to come up on stage is... Sunny Pearson" 
The crowd clapped their hands while I walked up on stage (well not for me but everyone), concentrating on Not to fall and embarrass myself in front of everyone in my heels that I can't even walk in and the coat doesn't make it any easier since it's to big for me. But I gladly made it up without falling and took my grades and hugged the principal and walked to the right side of the stage and stood with my class. I looked at my friends, sending them a smile and blinked meaning, it was soon over. The principal kept saying the names on the list in the microphone until everyone has been handed their card with grades on it.
Finally now everyone had gotten their grades and the parents could take photos of us.

Every class now had their grades and the last, best minute was here, we threw our hats away and screamed. The feeling of happiness overtook my body and happy tears started streaming down my face while hugging and jumping around like fools with my friends. I was definitely Not going to miss this hideous school I call a prison. A prison I've been living in for 3 years… No I haven't been living in school but with the amount of homework and exams it surely feels like it! I swear I don't even remember half of what we've learned all these years.
Everyone hugged each other goodbye, maybe some of us for the last time and some were crying, like me. Even if I didn’t like some of them I still was going to miss how the days turned out to be. Lots of laughter, playing around in the kitchen while cleaning up from the class. Just these small things we thought wouldn’t make a difference, turns out it changed our 3 most important years.
Yes there’s more then just grades in a graduation ceremony. But I’m not so much into the whole thing to get drunk and be able to ride on a trailer around the city to show yourself. I’m going to celebrate by going home, get into my cosy clothes and just chill on the couch while watching a bunch of series and telly while eating Ben & Jerry’s! I was craving it so damn much! A girls best friend is the ice cream.

I flipped through the channels in our living room to find something to watch… Fairly odd parents? Nah, Phineas and Ferb? No. Beauty and the beast? Nope. Let’s say there was nothing I didn’t want to see. So I put Glee on. I was crying my eyes out when I found out that Cory Monteith died. I will always see him as Finn Hudson. It is one of the best series ever! Behind Grey’s Anatomy of course. I’m that kind of person that watch lots of series on the computer… You can’t just do anything then love them! Lots of Drama, Teenage love… it’s just fantastic you know.
My sister and me once watched the first whole season of Gossip girl in 4 days and the episodes is like 40 minutes long.

I must have falling asleep on the couch while watching telly. I had graduated and was just lying on the couch all day, dong nothing. I got my whole life ahead of me, and I need to figure out what I want to do all these years… I surely do not want my future being spend on a couch all day. Do I want to cook? Yes… I took the cooking class in high school but that doesn’t mean that I want to be that in the future. I’ve always loved little kids… but do I want to be a nanny?
My dream since I was 15 years old was to move to the UK when I graduated. But now when I have, do I want to move? I’m 18 now so I probably should be able to take care of myself, but it is such a big step… Moving from a little village in Sweden to a so much bigger city in England, have to speak another language daily, and learn how to be a people person. Which will be rather difficult for me since I am much more a person that wants to be alone then talk to lots of people and have other peoples attention... And it is hard to think that my parents will even let me go. But before I start thinking of the future I actually want to enjoy some free time, maybe travel somewhere. Somewhere sunny, where I can just lay on the beach the whole day, work on my suntan, being lazy, feel the sand through my toes while walking on the beach in the sunset, hand in hand with the most beautiful guy, kissing… loosing my virginity on the bea-
“sunny!”
“…huh?”
“Are you okay? You have been zoning out quite a lot lately”
“Oh yeah just thinking, don’t worry mum!”
“Are you sure?”
“Uh-huh totally!”
“Okay then… well go get dressed into something other then your pyjama, your gramps are on his way”
“Do I have to? he won’t judge me if I’m in my pyjama?”
“Yes! Now chop-chop”
I can’t believe I just daydreamed about loosing my virginity on the beach! With a guy… I haven’t even met... oh well that is awkward…. I guess… I’m not even like that, I swear! It was just a spur in the moment. I'll blame the books I read for thinking like that. yep.

“Congratulations sweetie!” my gramps said to me while giving me a little box and an envelope.
“Thanks gramps! I'm gonna open this later"
“How you feeling?”
“It feels so good to finally be free!”
“Aw yeah I understand that… I remember when I graduated, it was 55 years ago! But that was old times so lets not talk about that”
“aha sure. Would you like some cake gramps?”
“What do you think, that I came here for nothing?! Kidding kidding of course I want some cake, I can get everything in me * wink *”
“of course you can gramps, just look at your belly… *winks*"

“So have you opened your grades yet?”
“No I’m to scared to do that…”
“Well you have to do it sooner or later”
“yeah I will, just not now!”
“And when you have, you will call me and say what you got, right?”
“yeah yeah”
....“So what do you want to do now then? After graduation and all”
“I don’t know, but first I want to go on a vacation where it’s warm and just relax after all these years.“
“Well at least so you have a plan. When I graduated I didn’t have anything so I just was laying on the couch all day”
“oh… well I don’t want to do that”
“Well I think It’s time for me to go… Take care Kiddo, see you soon?”
“Yeah bye see you and thanks for the present!”
“Aw anything for my beautiful granddaughter”
“thanks gramps bye”
“byeee”
“mum I’m going to bed now, nightie love you”
“oh okay love you sweetie, sweet dreams.”
I walked down the stairs to my room I had for now since we’re fixing some things in it. I wasn’t really going to sleep I just bury myself in the comfiest bed and then I’m just on my computer until late. Its 10PM now so I will probably sleep like 3AM, like always. As usual I log in on my Facebook, twitter and tumblr, I re-blog some pictures I like on Tumblr and chat with some friends on Facebook. Just an original night for me. I feel my phone buzzing on my chest, tickling me. I look who it is and see that it’s Madeline, she lives in Australia so she probably just woke up by now.
* Text conversation “Madeline: Heyy sunnyyyy
me: hii maddiiiii
Madeline: whatcha doin? I’m bored talk to meeeh
me: not much I’m just on my computer “
* End of conversation *
wait what?! Seriously? Did my phone turn off again? I don’t understand why it keep turning off when I have battery! One minute I have 83% and the next suddenly I have 3% I’m so tired of it! I need to get an IPhone! Almost everyone I know has an IPhone and then there’s me, with a Samsung Galaxay Wonder. Oh well I can’t really do anything about it right now. I just have to wait and see. I just feel like throwing my phone against the wall. It’s so frustrating! Urgh
* On-coming call *
Hilly: sunnyyy!!!!
Me: Hillyyyy!!
Hilly: CONGRATULATIONS!!!!
Me: EEEP THANKS!!!!
Hilly: so whatcha doin?
Me: oh you know… nothing special, just on the computer
Hilly: nothing as usual then?
Me: nope. There’s even nothing to do in this shitty village.
Hilly: that’s why you should’ve gone to Gothenburg with me!
Me: Hil for the last time, they wouldn’t have let me move there!
Hilly: *sadface*
Me: Now let’s forget about that. What are you doin then? Watching Movies? As usual?
Hilly: You know me very well my friend *wink*
Me: Of course *wink*
me: so how's the city?
Hilly: oh you know.. nothing special anymore, guess I'm kinda used to it by now
Hilly: urgh I gotta go sun, dad’s calling me…
Me: okay bye Mil see ya
When we hung up the clock said it was 2: 30AM! Every time I talk to her time flies by. We don’t see each other very often so we have lots of things to talk about. I really miss her…We haven’t seen each other in like 4 months!
The clock turned 3AM when I decided I was to tired to anything else and rested my head down on the pillow to drift off into a deep slumber with a land full of dreams.

Notes

hiii! :D I'm new here heheh so let's see how it goes eh? anyway If you want.. You will find me on wattpad @ SannieOfficiall you will find this story on there 2! but wanted to post it here also :))

Graduation outfit > http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=118363592
the cozy clothes she wore at home after the graduation > http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=118366087
the clothes she changed into when her gramps came > http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=118366749

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