Suicidal

Scarletts P.O.V.

I had settked in to my new 'home'. I was still broken but didnt drink as much. I thought of theo I thought of how he had settled to me being a dream. I tgought of greg and denise how they probably hurt so much to tell theo I wasnt real. But most of all I thought of niall. I thought of hpw he had heard of my drunken state. How I left the country. How I had my phone disconnected. Things were ok here I was broken but stopped drinking. I was lonely but free. Nothing for me to do I got up and and drove to starbucks. I was walking out with my preciouse coffee when someone slammed right in to me. "Oh sorry love" he said in a thick british accent. Thank god this wasnt like the movies. I looked up and saw harry. Nope spoke to soon things are worse when your trying to run from 5 people."Its okay umm gotta go bye" I said trying to walk away. "No let me buy you a new one I insist" he demanded. You dont give up do you god always gotta pick on me. I webt to church. "Um how bout no" I said and tried walking away. But no styles grabbes my wrist. I must be some hard core sinner or am I secretly jewish and I ate pork. "Harry let go now" I growled. It hurt like hell my wrist was probably still bleeding and here he gos yanking me around. "Oh your american" He asked. Took ya that long. Wow I am really sarcastic. "Ya can I go now" I asked. I still hadnt faced him in fear hed reconize me. "Oh come on babe" he pleaded. Oh hell no he did not just call me that. I spun around not caring if he reconized me. "I am not your babe" I yelled. "Understood you are scarlett the girl qho ran away from love" He said. "I shook my head I ran to my car and got in. As I was at the gate of the 'community' I saw a carcome in behind me. As I was walking to my part of the complex building harry came up. What is this a high speed chase. "What the hell harry" I yell. "What did I do dont what the hell me my bestfriend has been pacing around ever since he heard you fled the country" he yelled back. "I cant take this why cant you leave me alone" I yelled. "Harry who are you talking to" Louis yelled from inside one of the doors. Oh no I am not about to get attacked by 2 people. Too late louis quickly looked at me tgen started running to me. "Where did you go" Louis asked. "Here" I answered. "Well no shit but why" He asked. Wait a second I dont have to answer that. I quickly spun on my heel and made a run for it. Out of nowhere someone grabbed me and I was weak on the edge of breaking now I finally broke I went limp on the ground and cried and someone was behind me saying it would be okay to let it out. But I wouldnt be okay since 12 Ive been like this 11 years and I couldnt run. I was suddenly angry I started kicking and thrashing as someone picked me up. "Let me go" I screamed. "Itll be ok just calm down " they said. It was zayn. "Why cant you people just let me die alone." I yelled as he carried me in to whoever owned this places house. "Dont say that" He said. "No one wants do die alone." He added . Ge finally put me down. I faced him and couldnt hold. It back "Ive been trying to die alone for 11 years so dont tell me what I want because I made up my mind" I screamed. "Thats because you tried to fix yourself alone" some one said. Niall .

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