Suicidal

I was sitting on the couch with Theo. Today he came to my house, since it's HUGE! I used to model but I stopped after 'the incedent'. I hated modeling anyway so I was glad. *ding ding* "Oh Theo I think your dad is here" I said sluggish carrying him to the door. And non other than Greg and Denise Horan were there. "Scarlett no if ands or buts your going on a date with my lucky brother niall" greg said. "Yeah right, he doesn't even like me" I said rolling my eyes. "Yeah he does"theo said crossing his Tiny arms. "No now if you'll excuse me theo wants me to watch the Christmas party video, care to join us" I said turning around. "Okay then lets watch it" greg said following with denise. I put it in and it started with when Theo was playing with the camera. "So what do you think of Scarlett"greg asked. Typical greg can't he just deal with me being a loner. "She's very nice and knows how to have a laugh" niall said sipping his drink. "Pretty girl ain't she"greg said. "No" niall answered without batting an eye. "Ouch that hurt" I said. "Shhhh" denise said. "Shes absurdly beautiful" he said. "You had me confused for a second" greg chuckled. "Not only that but she doesn't treat me like some famous god from one direction, she treats me like niall Horan the funny anything but smooth guy" he sipped his drink and then continued "I really like her greg she's just completely amazing" he finished. "Its settled your going on a date with her" greg said. And then I came tumbling down the stairs. I had seen enough I just switched off the tv and sat speechless. "Now to the closet we go" denise yelled getting up. I willingly followed. "Denise scarlett I'll be back" greg yelled from down the stairs. "How many floors are their." Denise asked looking at my tall swirly stair case. "5 counting the basement and the attic" I shrugged. "My parents paid and the will left me in riches. I guess they felt bad" I said. "Well it sure does explain why you never let us pay you" she huffed still climbing the steps. So where is your room" she asked out of breath. We were at the 4th floor. "Come on" I said leading her in the library. She looked confused. "So do you sleep on the book shelf because there is no bed in here" she said gazing at all my books. "Impossible the shelf goes to the ceiling and all the walls are covered." I said. "Alright the door is over here" I replied . "This is another book case" she said impatiently. "Watch"I said pulling back on a small book. The book shelf swung open to reveal an elevator. Instead of some crappie music we were listening to little mix. The door opened and we stepped into my attic bedroom. "What's this" she said pointing at my art wall. "My art wall" I said. "Well duh. But the picture" she said and I looked closer. And this is why I don't paint people there was a picture of niall smiling. "N-nothing" I said. "The closet is over here" I said. We walked in and I picked up a knee high flower sleeveless dress with a pair of brown wedges. "Done I'll be back in 30 minutes or less" I shrugged. "Oh that was easy. Actually greg is here for me niall will see you at 8:00" she said walking out. That's 20 minutes from now perfect. Unlike most girls I don't take 3 hours to get ready. I finished getting ready and there was a ring on the door bell. I quickly dialled niall number so he wouldn't have to wait or think I stood him up. "Hay ni the door is unlocked" I said. "Why did you call " he asked. "Your gonna need help finding me" I said. "Yay I love hide and seek" he said. "Okay so you see the whit swirly stairs" I asked. "Yeah should I go up them." He asked. "If you want or you can go down the hall to the elevator" I said. "To the elevator we go." He answered. "Ok click on the 4th floor button. " I told him. "Alright I'm here" he replied "good now first door to your right then straight to the elevator then your here" I said. I hadn't realized I'd started working on his picture un til he asked "need me to pose" I laughed. "Sure sit on that stool" I joked. I got up and nd dusted off my hands. "So what do you wanna do" I asked. "Your choice" he answered. "Well then sit" I said pointing to the stool. "What are we doing" he asked. "Something kinda like 20questions but more than 20 or less" I replied going to the mini fridge and getting a pop Nialls P.O.V. She grabbed a pop and sat on the bed. "So who goes first"I asked. "Ask me anything" she said. "What's your story beginning to now" I asked. "Your sure you wanna here my sob story" she asked. "Yes I'll listen" I said. "I was never a popular kid. I was the opposite kids bullied me and I just wanted to show them I was beutiful and as good as them" she said. "So what did you do" I asked. "Well hush and listen. "I went to a modeling audition they let me through and then it just kept piling on. By 14 I had a stylist and if I slipped up everyone knew. I appeared on tv shows." She stopped to sip her drink. "I hated it they criticized me never let me be me I had to be the perfect girl. It was awful the were mean and stopped listening.My parents put me on a diet when all of my siblings ate cake my mom told me If I wanted to be a pretty girl I ccouldn't have any. I was so tired I started to cut and I s-st-till do" she said taking off her large gold bracelet. I got up and sat next to her on the bed and held her. "You don't have to finish" I said stroking her hair. "No I wanna finish" she said "I moved to london when I was 19 for modeling and I tried to kill myself so may times. I tried to jump but they caught me in a trampoline. I tried to cut my vain but my manager came in more like busted in. I tried so many times drowning everything shooting my last time was when I tried to hang myself. They fired me and 2 weeks later my parents died in a car crash I was finally free. I moved here for a fresh start and I gotone" she said. I kissed her wrist "you are beutiful and I want you her

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