I Understand. An AU/punk story.

I frown down at my phone, what did he want to talk about this hour.

To:Louis(:

About?

From:Louis(:

It need to be in person. Can we meet up tomorrow.

To:Louis(:

Yeah.. maybe. We'll have to see what Harry is up to. I'm going to bed but I'll keep you posted.

From:Louis(:

OK, sounds good, sweet dreams.

I put my phone on its charger and curl back up in to Harry's grip, he constricts his arms in reflex.

-

http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=108256315

"Whats the plan for today?" I ask him as he comes out of the bathroom, I'm on the edge of the bed, brushing my hair.


"Mmm." Is all he gets out as he puts his hands on either side of me on the bed, putting his mouth on my neck. Harry pushes me on my back and takes my ankles, wrapping my legs around his neck he goes to town on my throat. I giggle and try to push him off. "I'm serious, baby." I whine. He groans but pulls away.

"Well, I have to work. I'm meeting up with Josh and Louis again. So you can do whatever." Fortunate for me, I could talk to Louis that way.

"Hmm, I'll go with you then." He smiles and dips his head back to my neck, leaving wet kisses down my chest. His large hands take my wrists and pull my arms around his necks, I lay limp when his hand creeps down in between my legs. My breath hitches when he cups my sex gently. He laughs from my response. Before I can rid him of his shirt, Perri calls me.

"Ugh!!! You have got to be kidding me!" Harry groans, getting up and pulling me with him. I smile at his pout and peck his lips.

-

"Rhonda, I'm serious, I can handle it!" Harry argues with her.

It's later and Harry, Liam, Lauren and I are at the bar. We were trying to tell her what was up.

"Nothing! It's not your problem, I'm fine!" She snaps.

But she wasn't fine.

She had a black eye and a pale face. Even Audrey was out of it, bags under her huge blue eyes and she wouldn't let anyone else hold her, not even Harry whom she always wanted.

"Please, we know someone did that so -" I argue back.

"ENOUGH!" She finally yells. Audrey bursts in to tears at her moms distress, when she reaches for her, Audrey slaps her mom away, not wanting to be by her when shes upset. Instead she reaches out for me.

"DIDY!" She cries, I frown at the toddler and lean over the bar, scooping her in to my arms I bounce her on my knee as she hides her face in my neck, burrowing in to the purple hair of mine that she loved so much.

"Miss, Audrey! No tears, big girl!" Harry coos her, leaning towards me on his stall he tickles her lightly. She peeks up at him, and like every female on the planet, loved him, and stopped crying immediately. She reaches her tiny fists out to him, wanting him to hold her. He frowns at the child, not sure how to handle her since he wasn't used to being around kids. Shooting me a pleading look, I huff and spin my stool so she couldn't see him.

"Styles, lets go!" Josh barges in to the bowling alley with two of his friends, Liam and Lauren follow them to the basement. He gets off his stool and comes to stand in front of me.

"I'll be right up, OK?" He places his hands on my upper thighs and pecks my lips.

"But I want to go down with you." I protest.

"It's fine, you don't need to worry about it. Let me handle it." He smiles sweetly, obviously not too keen on me going down stairs with him.

"Why does Lauren get to?" I argue. He leans in to peck me again, trying to shut me up but I dodge the kiss.

"Shes family." Holding my jaw in his hand so I can't reject him he plants another kiss on my mouth. I frown and shake my head. Upset I couldn't go in to the meeting. "I don't want you to worry about anything." He says softly, dipping his head so I had to meet his eyes.

"I worry more not knowing." I mumble, letting him lean his forehead on mine.

"Well don't. I said I would take care of you, right?" He smiles sweetly, kisses my nose and leaves for the basement. Well that was hardly fair. Five minutes later Louis appears in the door and smiles when he sees me.

"Hey, can we talk now?" He asks, leaning next to me, Rhonda turns her back to Lou, hiding the black eye from her younger cousin.

"Yeah, sure." I put Audrey in her high chair and follow him outside. Leaning against the building wall I wait for him to continue. He stands in front of me but doesn't look at me.

"I made Mckenzie move out." He declares, I whip my head up to him.

"Oh..." But before I can even clear my thoughts he comes at me and puts either hand on the wall above my head, crashing his lips on mine. His lips are sweet and tempting but my relationship status is more daunting. I shove his chest off of me.

He flies back just as Harry opens the door, finding us two. But I don't look at him. Instead I bring back my palm and slap his cheek.

"What the hell is going on?" Harry spits. I shoot Lou a death glare and storm inside past Harry whos standing there stunned.

"Hey, L, wait!" Louis calls after me but I don't listen, instead I storm to the bathroom and lock the door.

I mean, what the hell!? I fume in there for a few minutes. Now Harry would be pissed at me. He kicked Mckenzie out? Did that mean he wanted me? A strange fear crept inside of me... Remmebering last time I dated Harry and had feeling for Lou. It was terrible. Did I like him still? Would the feelings return if I didn't?

I sit there pondering until a knock rings on the door.

"Baby, it's me. Let me in." Harry yells. I hurry to the lock and flip it up, hes in in a moment, closing the door behind him.

"What the fuck just happened!?" He whispers harshly at me. My emotions get the best of me. I really didn't want to lose Harry. I really did love him. I sniffle and hug my shoulders. He looks at me, bewildered by my sudden emotional swing. "What!?" His eyes are big, he raises his arms in confusion but I run in to them none the less. Hugging my arms around his waist and burying my head in his chest.

"I'm sorry!" I whimper, not wanting to fight with him, his hands find my hips and he pushes me to the sink, lifting me on to it he takes my head away from his body.

"Why are you sorry, you didn't do anything! I saw what happened!" He chuckles lightly, amused by my constant sorry's.

"I don't know. He kissed me and I figured you would be mad at me! I just don't want to lose you I'm sorry!" I say sadly, feeling like a total pussy but knowing I want him so much makes it worth it.

"Stop saying sorry, you dork. You aren't going to lose me." He laughs, pulling me in to a hug. "Can't say the same for Lou. He might be losing a few teeth tonight." He says somberly, pulling me out of the bathroom. I frown and shrug, not sure hot to reply to that. Leading me to the bar I find he's already gone. I'm glad. I don't want anything else to come between Harry and I.

-

Laying in bed that night, Harry falls asleep with his head on my stomach while we're watching criminal minds. When my phone buzzes.

From:Louis(:

I'm so sorry about tonight. Can we please talk about it?

I huff and look down at my sleeping boyfriend.

To:Louis(:

I don't think that's a good idea.

I don't wait for a reply, instead I put my phone to the side and move from under Harry;s head, he groans and it about to complain but stops when I sit up and mount his hips.

"Hi." I say in a small voice, a little grin on my face, we both know what I want.

"Hi." He sits up and looks up at me with his bedroom eyes. I smirk down when his hands find my ass and knead lightly. I moan and drop my head back, letting his lips find the sensitive part of my neck. I wrap my fingers in his hair and pull the baby ones on his neck. He groans and bites my flesh lightly. I can already feel his hard on.

He flips me on my back and peels my cropped sweater over my head. Followed by my bra, his mouth find my breasts. I moan his name as he sucks and bites lightly. He moves towards the top of my right breasts and starts sucking, leaving a hickie. I giggle and start stroking him through his jeans.

Grabbing his belt, I wrestle his pants off of him and kiss his member through his boxers. Groaning he takes my hair in his hand and pulls lightly. He puts his other hand through the waist band of my jeans and starts rubbing my soaking womanhood. Freeing Harry's erection I take it all in at once and start bobbing while my other hand pumps. I go at him until I know hes close to coming.

Harry's hands rip my shorts from my hips and taking my ass he pulls me so he can try to get my crotch over his face. I whimper and push his hands away. I didn't want to sit on his face! That was embarrassing. He quickly sits up and hugs me close, kissing my face.

"It's OK, we don't have too. It'll just feel a lot better." He reassures me. I frown and pout. "Try? For me?" I look in to his green eyes, so convincing. How could I say no. When I don't say anything he lays back down and pulls me back on to him. I hesitantly lower myself on to his mouth.

His tongue, and even teeth waste no time on getting to work. I gasp as he teases me and squeezes my ass too. My hands find my head board as I try to remain composed. Failing epicly.

His tongue circles my clit and goes in to my entrance. I'm a second away from my orgasm when he pushes me off and gets me on his back, pulling a foil from his wallet.

"You sure?" He asks sweetly. I nod and smile, wanting to feel him again. Once it's on him he's at my entrance, slowly pushing himself in, keeping my eye contact the whole time. But it's too big and too much so I squeeze my eyes shut and tilt my head to the side. "Lilian, it's OK. Look at me, doll." He murmurs, kissing my forehead. I hesitantly open my eyes as he rocks in to em for the first time. It hurts just a tiny bit but after a deep breath so I can relax, the pleasure consumes me.

"Aw fuck, you're too tight." He curses, gaining speed. I can't even form words, instead I part my legs farther, giving him more access. Harry continues to do his best, rocking his hips harder, making me claw at his back. And curse too.

It doesn't take long for me to come undone under him, he comes a moment later and falls on top of my chest, panting.

"God that was nice." He chuckles between breaths, resting his head on my chest. I nod in agreement.

It really was.

Notes