I Understand. An AU/punk story.

"What happened?" His voice is panic stricken, it brings fresh waves of tears to my eyes when Martin tries to inspect my busted knee.

"He was here at the mall, please hurry." I cry out.

"Tell him the south entrance." Lou adds.

"Who the fuck is that?" Harry snaps. Damn it.... Things were going to start unraveling...

"It's Louis.. I'ts a long story, please just hurry and I'll explain everything." He hangs up with out a reply. Great now I get to deal with him too...

The boys help me hobble out to the bench at the entrance, Harry pulls up a moment later, Liam, Niall, and Zayn jump out of the car too. He rushes up to us. But his eyes don't go to me... they go to Martin......

"What the fuck is going on here?!" He bellows. It's getting later so thank god not a lot of people are here.

"Calm down, man. She had a bad day." Louis grouches, irritated just by Harry's presence.

"Why the fuck are you even here!?" Harry's starting to lose it.

"Harry, stop.." I plead, his eyes finally go to mine. "I was here with Martin. And we saw Jake, we made a run for it, we got separated ... And he had my phone... So I guess he called Louis.." And that was the truth, I look at Martin.

"Why the fuck are you here with my girlfriend, I told you to stay away from her!" Harry snaps, stepping towards Martin. I look confused between the two.. What?

"I thought you didn't know him?" I mumble to Martin.

"How do you fucking know him?!" Harry yells at me, before i can answer he shakes his head, grabs my elbow and pulls me to my feet.

"OUCH, HARRY!" I scream as the pain rips up my elbow. He jumps from my reaction and then looks down at my knee, his eyes getting huge.

"Who the fuck did this!?!" He hisses, pointing a finger at Martin who jumps back, scarred at Harry. I wince again. He looks back to me, makes a strange growl noise before he simply scoops me in to his arms, stomping towards the car. His three wing men follow him

"Harry..." I whimper as he carries. He doesn't even look at me. Instead he drops me in the back seat, I bump my knee on the seat and yelp but he isn't phased. Liam and Niall get in on either side of me. Zayn and Harry get in the front.

It's silent for a moment.

"I can't believe you right now..." He grouches, looking at me in the review mirror.

"Harry, how is that my fault!!?" I cry out.

"You damn well know." He snaps. I can' take this. I could very well had been kidnapped and raped today and hes mad I was at the mall with my friend... Honestly...?!!! I sigh a shaky breath as some tears fall over. I put my elbows on my knees and put my face on my hands, trying to catch my breath. I was so upset....

Niall's hand softly landed on my back, rubbing up and down, trying to comfort me. He was an amazing friend...

When we finally got to my place I slid out on Niall's side, he gave my his hand to buffer some of the pain in my knee. But before I could walk away from the car, Harry grabs my upper arm and swings me back in to his arms roughly. I try to shove off from his chest but the death glare he gives me makes me go limp in his arms.

Once in my place I'm embarrassed to see everyone waiting.

Oh my gosh, what happened, we were so worried?!" Lauren gushes, running to me, she shrinks back as soon as she sees the look on Harry's face.

"Excuse us." Harry grouches, pushing past the girls he goes to my room and kicks the door shut.

Going to my bed he drops my on it. Goes to the bathroom, gets a towel wet with cold water and kneels in front of me. Roughly he rips my shoes off of me and drops them to the side. Next he takes my elbows, yanks me to my feet and unbuttons my jeans, yanking them off my hips with no mercy.

He storms off, grabs a pair of my spandex shorts and tosses them at me before storming out of my room, coming back with some ice in a towel. I have my shorts on so I can see the damage on my knee.

It's purple and swollen with red streaks going up my leg. I wince when he wraps the cold towel around my upper leg and drops the ice on my knee. He's not phased by my pain. After babying my knee for a moment he stands up and looks down at me.

"Explain. Now." He tries to contain himself but the anger is seeping through.

"I was with Martin at the mall and that happened. I already told you!" I plead.

"You damn well know I mean why you were at the mall with another man." He yells at me. Control gone."Are you cheating on me!?"

"What? Thats ridicu -"

"Is that why you won't sleep with me? You're already doing it!?" He yells,standing over me. I can't believe what hes even saying right now.

''You're mad. You don't think that!" I say quietly, I'm too afraid to get mad.

"Don't I?" He laughs, running a hand through his hair. Is he fucking kidding me?!?

I know I have to come clean about Martin.....

"We aren't sleeping together... we're friends....." I look up at him, his eyes are black as he waits for me to continue, deciding weather he's going to believe me or not. "We met the night of the shoot out... he was shot... I have been visiting him in the hospital... he knows which gang it was."

Harry stands there in disbelief.

And that's the maddest I have ever seen him get.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! ARE YOU STUPID!?" I don't say anything. "IF I HAD KNOWN I COULD HAVE GOTTEN THEM BACK BY NOW! I COULD HAVE TAKEN CARE OF MY FRIENDS. YOU KNOW, THE ONES WHO GOT ALMOST KILLED BY MARTIN'S GANG!"

''It wasn't his gang! He wasn't going to follow through, I convinced him not to!"

"Wait, he wasn't going to do what?!"

Damn it! I didn't tell him he was the one who was going to kill me.....

"Lilian, fucking tell me!" He shouts, coming at me, putting his hands on my shoulders he shakes me. I repel form his anger. "NOW!" His hand slams down on my bad knee, squeezing it.

I scream like bloody murder.

Pain, hot, terrible pain. I bring back a fist and get him good in the jaw. He stumbles back, shocked.

"Lilian I swear I didn't mean to do that!" He freaks running over to me. The door flies open, Perri behind it.

"You guys need to fucking separate!!" She yells, everyone's crowded nervously, scarred by my shrieking. Harry's anger completely gone, replaced by panic and me still sobbing face.

"Give us a minute!" He hisses, closing the door on her. He runs back over to me but I don't want him anywhere near me,

Right now he's the Harry I can't stand. The one that scares me. The ones that mean and bitter. The ones who barely even likes me much less love me... he one I hate.

"Get away from me!" I shriek at him, slapping hi face away form me. He's scared and tries again to get close, this time grabbing my hands. I stand up on my know throbbing knee and shove him. "GET OUT! I WAN'T YOU TO LEAVE!"

"Lilian, please!"

"GET AWAY FROM ME!" I punch his chest before turning around, hiding my sobbing face. He comes behind me and wraps arms around my waist, I shove him off, grab a pack pack and start grabbing random things. He tries to stop me but Zayn comes back in this time, pulling him away from me.

Everyone is just freaking the fuck out.

Hot tears burn my eyes. It's not sadness. It's anger and hate. How dare he lay his hands on me like that and then dare to tell me loves me. Tell me I'm the one cheating, the problem. I won't be a part of that relationship. I deserve better! I am so fucking Mad!!!

I strip my clothes off in seconds, pulling on something more comfortable for my sore knee.

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Zayn closes the door behind him and Harry, I can hear the girls start yell at Harry, he screams back. I pick up my back pack, swing my door open and make a straight line for the front door.

"Lilian!" Harry calls after me.

"Lily, wait a second doll!" Perri and Lauren both call out for me. So does Niall and Zayn.

Harry grabs my arm. I rip it away, swing my door open and fly out the door, he follows me to the elevator.

"I'm not letting you run away!" He yells in desperation.

"I DON'T WANT YOU TO CHASE ME, I WANT YOU TO STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME AND STOP FUCKING EVERYTHING UP FOR ME!'' I shriek in his face before getting in the elevator and pressing the close door button. He stands there and watches me, full of hurt and sadness. Shock even.

As soon as the door closes I sink to the bottom of the elevator. What just happened? Why did I just do that? I regret every second of it. Yet I only regret every second he fucked up.

Notes

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