I Understand. An AU/punk story.

I take my cell out on my walk home just to spite Harry.

To: Louis>:(

Everyone's fine.

I continue to walk. How could Harry not trust me? I never cheated, the only time I every talked or went to another guy for support was when he flipped shit on me! My phone buzzes.

From: Louis>:(

OK, I'm glad.. Can we talk?

I sigh, did he really think that was a good idea???

To: Louis>:(

Harry wouldn't like that... if you wan to, just text me. Sorry.

I finally reach home, kicking off my shoes I flop on my bed. Marcel and Leroy come in and cuddle me. At least someone would. Buzz.

From: Louis>:(

Are you guys back together?

To: Louis>:(

Yeah....

he doesn't reply for a long time. I don't know why he would care. He's the one that got a girlfriend first.

I spend the rest of the being mad at Harry and watching the T.V... Neither guy texts me. I don't blame either of them, to be honest.

-

I drift asleep at some point and get waken up by the sound of the front door open and close. Getting up and stretching I hear Rae, Perri and Harry, come in. When my bedroom door opens I don't look at Harry, he doesn't say anything. Instead he goes to the bathroom and slams the door behind him.

"Real mature, Harold..." I say to myself as the shower starts. My phone buzzes.

From: Louis>:(

You deserve better.

-

Harry finally gets outside of the bathroom and after a big sigh comes and sits on the edge of the bed that I'm on.

"I don't want to talk about it." I interrupt him before he can speak. And I really don't.

"Don't be like this, Lily....I know I should of told you." putting a hand on my thigh. I move my leg, shaking it off. Harry groans and scoots closer.

"Just don't. If you can't honestly trust me. Then cool. That's your problem. I didn't do anything." I tell him bluntly.

"You're so fucking difficult, sometimes!" He yells, leaning over, rubbing his hands through his curls.

"So are you." He looks at me in disbelief.

"What do you fucking want me to say? Huh? What!? Because I'm lost here." Harry stands up and looks over me. I don't pay much attention to him...

"I don know."

"Well I want to make it better and I tried to apologize!"

"Yeah, but I don't want you to fucking say something you don't mean just so you don't have to deal with me!" I sit up, using my hands as signals. I don't raise my voice but it gets higher.

"Oh, don't pull that shit! I would never do that! If I say something I mean it!"

"So you really don't trust me!?" I get up and and let the dogs out of the room before coming to stand in front of him.


"Well yeah I did! Until you disappeared for hours this morning, lied about where you went. And right after Louis texted you! The guy you were just in love with!" He's getting mean now. I spin around grab my cell phone and throw it at him. He thinks I cheated? After everything I had been through with cheaters? Was he crazy?!

"Fucking take it if you don't trust me! I never did anything!" I shout, he doesn't know what to say. "Now give me yours!"

"W-what?" He stammers. Holding my phone in his grip. I move closer.

"I can give you mine, can you do the same or am I going to fucking find something?" I hiss, holding my hand out. I know I hit gold.

"Lilian..." He says softly. Then it clicks... He won't let me see it.... he really does have something to hide.

"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!?" He reaches for me. ''DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME!" I rip my phone from him and turn... Tears have started falling. Is he cheating on me??? "I want you to leave."

"Lilian. Please just let me talk!" He begs, coming closer.

"I want you to leave." I tell him bluntly.

"I'm not walking away in a fight. It won't do anything for us." I laugh and turn him, his face drops when he sees I'm crying.

"You're fucking cheating on me but you care if we fight?" I ask in disbelief. Confusion crosses his face. "Fuck you, Harry." I spit before throwing my phone on the bed and heading towards my bathroom. I don't fucking need this.

I get in the shower after stripping my clothes off. Before I start my ritual the bathroom door clicks shut. I look out. He must have just left. My eyes fall on his black cell phone case on the sink. Guilt washes over me. I leave the water on but pad on the bathroom rug to the sink to his phone. I go through the messages. Nothing but texts from me, and guys in his gang.... I'm fucking terrible.

But there are still some texts from Carissa from months and months ago.. mostly dirty conversations. But I don't have a right to be mad about that. We weren't together then...

I get dressed and rub some lotion on and towel dry my hair before taking a deep breath and going to the bedroom where Harry lays in his sweats. He doesn't look up when I come... I can tell he feels just as bad as I do..

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I go to him and sit in front of him in between his legs, his anxious eyes meet mine. I pick up a finger and beckon to him, he sits up. I lean forward and put my lips on his. It's just a second but it means a lot.... I owe him an apology.

Pulling away I lay my head on his shoulder, his hands find my back.

"I'm sorry....."

"Me too, baby." He says softly. And that's how I know we're over it. Thank god.

Harry takes me and pulls my on to his lap and reconnects our lips. It's another short kiss but I still bring my hands to his curls and my chest to his. He reacts to my movements and slides his hands to my hips, slowly rolling my hips on to his hard on... A little whimper comes through my lips. This is starting to feel real good. His eyes flash to mine, a wicked grin appears on his lips.

He starts moving his hips under mine, digging his pelvis in to me harder while his mouth attacks my throat.

"Harry!" I whine, pulling his curls, I'm getting real wet at this point.... Next thing I know he pushes me on my back, my legs still around him, my ass still up on his waist. His mouth goes to my stomach, kissing and biting and licking... His hands gently play with the string on my short shorts. I know what hes getting at...

He slides on my and lays on my chest, his hands squeezing my ass and thighs bringing me to pure bliss.

"Let me make you feel good baby, yeah?" He practically beg. I nod once and pecks my legs, sitting up he grabs my ankles and rips me closer to him. I giggle and squeeze his shoulders as he leans over my bottom half. He smiles up at me.

His hands gently pull my shorts down my legs. I bite my lip and watch him nervously.

"Ooh, I like these!" He chuckles as he looks at my panties, I blush and drop my head back down. Then I feel his mouth get the band in his mouth, he gently starts pulling them down, revealing my bare sex to him. "I forgot how beautiful you were, baby." He mumbles. We have only given each other oral one time, that time being my first orgasm....

Then his mouth in on me, a few fat licks up my lips. I gasp and grab shoulders, squeezing myself. His fingers part my lips and his wet tongue goes up and down my pussy. I squirm like crazy so he hooks his arms under and around my legs. Opening them all the way up until my knees hit the side of the bed. I felt vulnerable but it felt right being vulnerable at Harry's expense.

His tongue swirls my clit and then sucks it in to his mouth, I moan and he smiles on my me, pulling back for a second to blow a stream of cold air on me. I little out a little yelp and try to squeeze my thighs so he can't tease me but his muscles keep my legs parted with ease.

His mouth goes crazy on me and it starts to build in my stomach.

"Baby, you taste so fucking good." He groans, his tongue going inside of me.

"Harry, I'm going to." I hiss, grabbing his hair in my hand as he continues to go to town on me. A finger then goes in to me, it stops so I can adjust but starts pumping the next second. It brings heat up and down form my toes to my head. I moan and it starts getting hard to fight it. When he brings his mouth to my clit but keeps pumping I lose control and cum. Harry sighs happily as he cleans it all up, leaving me dumbfounded.

He puts a hand under my waist, lifts me, and slide my panties back, not bothering to put my shorts on me. His mouth kisses up my stomach and stops at my neck. I can't do anything but pant and watch him.

"How was that?" He chuckles.

"Oh you know, amazing." I breathe. He smiles and kisses my mouth.

"Good." But I get a funny feeling, his hard on is now a throbbing erection but he doesn't expect me to return the favor... and honestly I really should after that. I push him off and shove him to his back, kneeling in front of him. He watches me curiously but when my hands go to his boner he catches on. "Lilian, you don't have too, you know." He says sweetly, kissing me.

"I think I want to though..." I say nervously, blushing. He raises his eyebrows.

"OK, but only if you want to." He leans back and puts his hands behind his head. He helps me pull his sweats down, I manage to get his boxers down. His erection comes free. I forgot how big he was....

Taking it in my hands he already groans. He hasn't had any since we were together.... I get down and start licking up his shaft, his hands smooth my hair back and hold it out of my face so he can watch me go to work.

"Ah, fuck." he curses when I put him all in my mouth. I start bobbing, flattening my tongue and moving it sideways while I take him in. I pump with what I can't get in my mouth. I feel a streak of courage and bring him back as far as I can. Swallowing on him. He moans and pulls my hair.
"Yeah, just like that baby. I know you like it baby. My cock in your pretty mouth." What can I say? He likes dirty talk. I suck. And keep bobbing. Switching every once in a while to run him in the side of my mouth over the smooth molars, where his head hits the inside of my cheek. "Lilian, I'm gonna come." He barely gets out before he comes undone in my mouth... Well that was easier than I though! I swallow it up and before I can get him all the way out of my mouth he grabs my shoulders and pulls me up on to his lap, crushing me to his chest.

I giggle and hug him back as he catches his breath.

"You're damn good at that..."

"Thanks."

"No, problem!"

Notes

for those who have been waiting for that hahah. part one is up.