I Understand. An AU/punk story.
Peace Out
I walked back to Jessica's house. It was cold. I was just confused. I wanted to go home but I knew deep down, I didn't have one, yet at the same time I had one with both Harry and Louis. I wanted my best friend back but turns out none of them ever were good friends to me yet i knew the gang was all I had. And I wanted to go back to my mom.
I knew she would never take me back... Jeff would still be there and I would ave to deal with that shit. I was mad at her, no I resented her. I recalled my first day here how she promised it would all OK and she was wrong.. so incredibly wrong. My dad would know what to do and say at this moment. He would fix everything in minutes.
I crossed my arms over my chest as the goosebumps prickled over my skin. It took my a good hour to get back to where I was staying. When I arrived I pulled myself though the door and peeled my clothes off immediately. Pulling on the pajamas I was borrowing from Jess. I dropped, exhausted, on to the couch. Falling asleep almost immediately
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"Hey, Heeeeyyyy!" Jess giggles, poking my rib cage. I groan and open my eyes. "How did you get home last night? I went to look for you and someone said they saw you leave?"
"I got a ride with another friend." I lie.
"Oh, well, c'mon i'm about to go out!" She says happily, skipping to the bathroom. I didn't really feel like going out but I really did need another drink.....
I go to her bedroom and pull on the outfit she has laying out for me already.
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Jess is chattering away to some of her closer friends and I sit lazily on the couch of some random dudes house, smoking a cigarette. These things calmed me so much. A song I hate with a passion comes on the stereo and I groan, getting up, making my way through the crowds of people. After filling my cup up again I trade the upstairs living room for the one in the basement, flopping down on an empty couch, watching some guys play beer pong.They're already drunk so it's pretty funny and it actually gets me laughing.
I find myself involved with the guys playing that I don't here a pair of feet coming down the wooden stairs. They freeze next to the couch I'm sitting on.
"LILY?"
Everyone freezes.
Good lord.
I fly up, my body feels like jelly. How did he find me?
My mind goes in to over drive. I ever so slightly move my right heel an inch back. He catches the movement and puts his palms up. He knows me too well.
Before he can get a word out I flip and run like a maniac towards the first open bedroom, slamming the door in his face. I lock it and let out a little yelp as his palms slam down on the wood.
"OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR, LILY!" Louis screams from the other side.
Think think think think think think!
My eyes spot a window and I run to the other side, it's a fee inches out of my reach but I make a huge jumped enhanced by all of the adrenaline in me. Louis starts knocking down the door, still screaming at me.
I pull with all of my might so my waist is on the window sill, the door starts to splinter as I slide the window open with my right hand. The door comes off the hinges but I'm not quick enough. Strong hands rip my sides back, pulling me down to the floor. I grab the sides of the window but he grabs my wrists and pulls those back too.
Before I can do another thing he tosses me over his shoulder.
"PUT ME DOWN!" I scream, slapping his back; he ignores my feeble kicks. "LOUIS!"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP LILY!" He snaps, stepping gingerly over the wood on the ground. The boys playing beer pong stand there in complete shock at what they just witnessed. He storms up the stairs and passed the people still partying. My eyes meet Jess's horrified expression as he lugs me outside. He walks briskly so his shoulder stabs in to my stomach making it hard to catch my breath. He goes to the street and I hear him open a car door. Placing me on the ground he shoves me so I fall backwards in to the back seat.
Before a single protest can be made he picks up my feet and throws them in behind me, slamming the car door. He goes tot he drivers seat and the car roars to life before he fly's away from the curb. Hes silent. I know he wont take me to Harry's so it calms me somewhat but I know just how mad he is so it doesn't do much good.
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After the car turns off me goes to my door and side steps as I open it timidly. Louis gestures dramatically to the house. I slink by him and jump at the nose he makes as he slams the door. He walks right behind me, afraid I'll run off. But I don't think I'm going to run this time.... I'm tired of running away.
I sigh in relief as I come in to the empty room, I was sure they would all be there waiting for me... He slams the door.
"Where the fuck have you been?" He says it slowly and lowly.
Well, time to get to business.
I turn slowly and look up at him from under my eyelashes, his eyes are as beautiful as ever but his face is hard and upset.
"Louis I-"
He darts at me and shoves his mouth on mine, his teeth tears at my bottom lip. His hands roughly rub up and down my waist and hips. His mouth works its magic against mine for what was only seconds but felt like years.
He pulls away and I stand there stunned. Alrighty then!
"Oh, L. Why do you always do this to me?" He asks sadly, resting his forehead on mine. I suck in air, trying to calm myself form the kiss. It's silent for a few minutes.
"I'm sorry...?" I offer but he snorts and pulls his head away.
"I'm sorry about all of that... But I thought something had happened to you, L." Louis says sadly.
"No, I just needed a break..." I sputter.
"So no one took you?"
"Nope." I pop the P.
"And no one hurt you?"
"Nope!" I pop the P again.
"And you're OK?"
"Yes, Lou!" I plead.
"OK, I'm really glad." He gives me a beautiful smile that makes me give one back, "NOW WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING?" He snaps, anger replaces all of the care in his eyes. Well, I had to give him some credit, he lasted a lot longer than I thought he would have!
"I"M WASN'T!" I give up and slug to the couch where I drop down. He follows me and sits on the coffee table in front of me, pulling my feet on to his lap he pulls my heels off of my feet. I feel a small smile creep on my face from the sweet gesture.
"I am so incredibly mad at you for scaring me like that!" He says irritably.
"I just needed some.... space... and some fun." I mumble.
"You couldn't have told someone first? You were MIA for days, L. Everyone is still out looking for you!" He snaps. I roll my eyes and pull my feet away.
"Yeah all of my friends." I snob and emphasis the word friends. He gives me a quizzical look and joins me on the couch.
"What happened?" He asks sadly.
"I just over heard Rae, Perri, and Harry, saying some stuff." MY vouce cracks on Harry's name. He thinks for a moment.
"I'm sorry, doll." He says sweetly. I know this is his way of forgiving me.
I shrug and lay me head on his shoulder, his arm ensnares my waist and he kisses the top of my head. I felt at peace with in my self for the first time in a while.
I knew she would never take me back... Jeff would still be there and I would ave to deal with that shit. I was mad at her, no I resented her. I recalled my first day here how she promised it would all OK and she was wrong.. so incredibly wrong. My dad would know what to do and say at this moment. He would fix everything in minutes.
I crossed my arms over my chest as the goosebumps prickled over my skin. It took my a good hour to get back to where I was staying. When I arrived I pulled myself though the door and peeled my clothes off immediately. Pulling on the pajamas I was borrowing from Jess. I dropped, exhausted, on to the couch. Falling asleep almost immediately
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"Hey, Heeeeyyyy!" Jess giggles, poking my rib cage. I groan and open my eyes. "How did you get home last night? I went to look for you and someone said they saw you leave?"
"I got a ride with another friend." I lie.
"Oh, well, c'mon i'm about to go out!" She says happily, skipping to the bathroom. I didn't really feel like going out but I really did need another drink.....
I go to her bedroom and pull on the outfit she has laying out for me already.
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Jess is chattering away to some of her closer friends and I sit lazily on the couch of some random dudes house, smoking a cigarette. These things calmed me so much. A song I hate with a passion comes on the stereo and I groan, getting up, making my way through the crowds of people. After filling my cup up again I trade the upstairs living room for the one in the basement, flopping down on an empty couch, watching some guys play beer pong.They're already drunk so it's pretty funny and it actually gets me laughing.
I find myself involved with the guys playing that I don't here a pair of feet coming down the wooden stairs. They freeze next to the couch I'm sitting on.
"LILY?"
Everyone freezes.
Good lord.
I fly up, my body feels like jelly. How did he find me?
My mind goes in to over drive. I ever so slightly move my right heel an inch back. He catches the movement and puts his palms up. He knows me too well.
Before he can get a word out I flip and run like a maniac towards the first open bedroom, slamming the door in his face. I lock it and let out a little yelp as his palms slam down on the wood.
"OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR, LILY!" Louis screams from the other side.
Think think think think think think!
My eyes spot a window and I run to the other side, it's a fee inches out of my reach but I make a huge jumped enhanced by all of the adrenaline in me. Louis starts knocking down the door, still screaming at me.
I pull with all of my might so my waist is on the window sill, the door starts to splinter as I slide the window open with my right hand. The door comes off the hinges but I'm not quick enough. Strong hands rip my sides back, pulling me down to the floor. I grab the sides of the window but he grabs my wrists and pulls those back too.
Before I can do another thing he tosses me over his shoulder.
"PUT ME DOWN!" I scream, slapping his back; he ignores my feeble kicks. "LOUIS!"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP LILY!" He snaps, stepping gingerly over the wood on the ground. The boys playing beer pong stand there in complete shock at what they just witnessed. He storms up the stairs and passed the people still partying. My eyes meet Jess's horrified expression as he lugs me outside. He walks briskly so his shoulder stabs in to my stomach making it hard to catch my breath. He goes to the street and I hear him open a car door. Placing me on the ground he shoves me so I fall backwards in to the back seat.
Before a single protest can be made he picks up my feet and throws them in behind me, slamming the car door. He goes tot he drivers seat and the car roars to life before he fly's away from the curb. Hes silent. I know he wont take me to Harry's so it calms me somewhat but I know just how mad he is so it doesn't do much good.
-
After the car turns off me goes to my door and side steps as I open it timidly. Louis gestures dramatically to the house. I slink by him and jump at the nose he makes as he slams the door. He walks right behind me, afraid I'll run off. But I don't think I'm going to run this time.... I'm tired of running away.
I sigh in relief as I come in to the empty room, I was sure they would all be there waiting for me... He slams the door.
"Where the fuck have you been?" He says it slowly and lowly.
Well, time to get to business.
I turn slowly and look up at him from under my eyelashes, his eyes are as beautiful as ever but his face is hard and upset.
"Louis I-"
He darts at me and shoves his mouth on mine, his teeth tears at my bottom lip. His hands roughly rub up and down my waist and hips. His mouth works its magic against mine for what was only seconds but felt like years.
He pulls away and I stand there stunned. Alrighty then!
"Oh, L. Why do you always do this to me?" He asks sadly, resting his forehead on mine. I suck in air, trying to calm myself form the kiss. It's silent for a few minutes.
"I'm sorry...?" I offer but he snorts and pulls his head away.
"I'm sorry about all of that... But I thought something had happened to you, L." Louis says sadly.
"No, I just needed a break..." I sputter.
"So no one took you?"
"Nope." I pop the P.
"And no one hurt you?"
"Nope!" I pop the P again.
"And you're OK?"
"Yes, Lou!" I plead.
"OK, I'm really glad." He gives me a beautiful smile that makes me give one back, "NOW WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING?" He snaps, anger replaces all of the care in his eyes. Well, I had to give him some credit, he lasted a lot longer than I thought he would have!
"I"M WASN'T!" I give up and slug to the couch where I drop down. He follows me and sits on the coffee table in front of me, pulling my feet on to his lap he pulls my heels off of my feet. I feel a small smile creep on my face from the sweet gesture.
"I am so incredibly mad at you for scaring me like that!" He says irritably.
"I just needed some.... space... and some fun." I mumble.
"You couldn't have told someone first? You were MIA for days, L. Everyone is still out looking for you!" He snaps. I roll my eyes and pull my feet away.
"Yeah all of my friends." I snob and emphasis the word friends. He gives me a quizzical look and joins me on the couch.
"What happened?" He asks sadly.
"I just over heard Rae, Perri, and Harry, saying some stuff." MY vouce cracks on Harry's name. He thinks for a moment.
"I'm sorry, doll." He says sweetly. I know this is his way of forgiving me.
I shrug and lay me head on his shoulder, his arm ensnares my waist and he kisses the top of my head. I felt at peace with in my self for the first time in a while.
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8/12/15