I Understand. An AU/punk story.

Once dressed

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The girls, Louis, and I get in Louis's car and drive off to The Bowling Alley, stopping at Lou's so he can shower and change quick.

The girls chatter happily in the backseat about what they're going to drink to and the usual drama but I'm silent and Louis stays just as quiet as he watches me, guessing whats on my mind.

If he only knew.

As we pull up I swallow the nervous and we all pile out of the car, the girls skipping ahead, Louis and I trailing behind slowly.

"You OK?" He asks as he opens the door for me.

"Yeah. I'm good." I smile up at him. he nods but doesn't seem too convinced with me. We make it a few feet until his arm wraps around my shoulders. I look up at him but he's not looking at me, hes looking off in to the crowd.

Harry's P.O.V.

"Yeah and she totally fucking tops, it's so sexy." Someone brags about some chick as I sit in a booth, twirling my pocket knife into the table top.

Fucking women.

I don't want to hear about this shit.

Groaning I get up, and make my way to the bar, sitting by my already intoxicated younger cousin.

"IS she coming tonight?" Her eyes meet mine, the colors and hues identical as mine.

"I dunno. Call her." She slurs, leaning in to Liam, I roll my eyes at her.

Like hell.

I was pissed at her. She made me crazy. batshit crazy. But I loved her. God knows I do. I never wanted anything more and we all fucking knew that. But of course the one girl I fall in love with is a stubborn as stubborn gets.

'I want you. I want you so fucking bad. I just keep seeing you two together.'

I shiver at her words. She wanted me? She didn't act like it. I wish she was with me now. She should be coming here with me from our apartment, leaving our dogs at home. Shes mine and she just needs to get it through her thick skulls.

Fucking women....

"Hello?" I turn to my right and find Zayn on his cell. "Hey baby.." Ugh.. does everyone have a fucking woman?! "OK.. how long?" His eyes flicker to mine.

"Ask if Lily is coming." I whisper.

"Harry wants to know if Lil is coming." He says through the line. "Oh..." His voice gets angry. I feel on edge. "OK, love you. See you soon." He clicks off and then turns away from me, obviously not wanting to inform me of something..

"Well?"

"Well what?"

"Fucking tell me!" I yell over the music, throwing my hands in the air. Tonight was just not my night.

"Um, yeah, shes coming."

"Oh." I smile like an idiot.

"With Louis."

"What the fuck did you just say?" I spit. My fingers tightening dangerously on the edge of the bar. The wood would crack if I squeezed tighter but I didn't give a shit.

"They went on a date the other night...." He sighs. Eyeing my unevenly. He hated breaking news like this to me about my girl because I always 'over react.' Which is bullshit, nothing is too much when it comes to her.

"WHAT?!" I scream, a few heads turn to me and I shoot a death glare.

"Yeah... that's what Per said." he shrugs and takes a drink of his beer.

"When will she be here?" I snarl.

"They just left his place, any minute."


I don't waste any time in getting up and storming over to the booth of some gang members, the one that has the best view of the front entrance.

Soon enough Rae and Perri run in all giddy and shit. Then the woman stealer himself opens the door and in marches me, pink haired, vixen whom I am in mad and desperate love with. Louis followers in, she bites her lip and I nearly drool. I turn back to Louis who it watching me already.

I'm taken back for a second as he glares at me with as just as much as hate that my face is surly returning.

Then with one last smirk he puts his arm around her shoulder.

Lily's P.O.V.

I look up at him and knit my eyebrows, his eyes meet mine and he leads us to an empty booth and smiles. I shrug the behavior off and get in opposite of him.

He has other plans in mind.

Louis slide sin next to me and orders us two drinks as a waitress passes. I look up at him and raise an eyebrow.

"What?" He chuckles, his blue eyes weighing in to my own fiercely.

"Um.. nothing." I laugh nervously and face forwards but his body is pointed towards mine. He begins to tell a story as my eyes drift out in to the crowd.

I wonder if Harry is here? I wonder if he brought a date? I wonder if he has seen Lou and I? He would lose it so I hope not. Then again, he is incredibly rude to me so I hope he does....

"I'm going to use the restroom." I smile up at Louis and he nods, sliding out of the booth to let me out on the floor.

I nod and am about to make myself get to walking until his hand grabs my upper arm.

Harry's P.O.V.

I watch them intensely. Louis knows I'm watching them but she seems oblivious to me and uncomfortable with him so close to her. Ha.

If that was me should would snuggle up to me, and I would tell her how beautiful she looks and she would blush and kiss me and it would just be all fucking peachy. But noo. Miss stubborn holds her pride.

I think she knows I wont hurt her again, shes just afraid.

And I don't blame her.

I was such a cunt.

I ripped her ego and heart to shreds and its her fault that she isn't with me and is with him.

Her eyes trail around nervously, I wonder if she's looking for me? Suddenly she speaks and he nods and gets out. As her fet his the floor his meet mine once more. Heres my chance. Shes leaving his side. I smirk and stand up. Set on following her, cornering her, and kissing her face off and pledging my love.

I'm sick of the back and forth shit. I'm going to sit her down and tell her flat out.

'Look, here. You're mine. I'm a dick but you're a bitch. We're perfect and I love you. I want you/, Lets do this. We can do this. Lets just do this, us.'

Perfect. She'll be putty in my hands. No more Louis B.S.

Louis's face mixes with panic as he sees me stand. I look down as I start to step down on to the floor and begin to walk, when I look up and see what I see.

I nearly lose my shit.

Lily's P.O.V.

He rips me back and his mouth is suddenly on mine.

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