The Fire in His Eyes
Time For Me to be a Pebble
QUESTION OF THE DAY IS DOWN BELOW****
Question from last chapter: "what is your least favorite subject?"
Winner: "Math :( math suck can suck my ass -_- ! Anyways how is your finals going ?:)"
imustbeallie This just made me pee my pants. Go check this girl out!! She is great!
Liam's POV~~
Al and I sat on the curb as we watched my home burn to the ground. How did this happen; I don't remember anything. All I can recall is dreaming about my younger brother (Niall) and then getting really upset about it all being a dream. I remember having trouble breathing and then blacking out but after that...nothing, everything goes blank. I hope I didn't do this, but knowing me, I probably did.
"Liam?" Al said, breaking me from my thoughts.
"Liam...did...um...did you do this?" A sigh slipped from my mouth.
"Honestly Al...I think I did." She just closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around me. It is literally taking every part of me not to cry again. I don't want to cry anymore, I can't cry. I have to stay strong...stay strong for Al...Stay strong for Niall. I promised Niall that I would be okay right before he d-died. If he could see me now I know he would be disappointed in me, and that's the worst part of all of this. Not the house, I can get another one, not my parents deserting me, I hated them anyway. It was the fact that Niall is probably cringing from his high perch watching me ruin not only my life but Al's and anyone who tries to enter it. I’m so sorry Ni.
"Al? What’s wrong with me?" I asked after a few minutes of watching the fire fighters put out my house.
"There's nothing wro-" I cut her off with a 'don't lie to me' kind of face.
"O-okay Liam. Honestly...I don't know. I thought all of this would only last a few weeks after Niall died. I thought it was just something to get your anger out for the world taking away your brother, but it's been 6 years and nothing has changed Li. I don't know what I can tell you anymore. No matter how much you say it is, this is not normal Li. You know that when we started Uni, I majored in Psychology to see f I could help you, but every book I read and every experiment I review brings me further and further from finding out this...problem. It physically hurts me to see you in so much pain all the time and I just want you to be happy, and not fake happy like you are most of the time. But Liam I am a little scared about something. What will happen when they find out why the house burned down? What will happen when they find out that it was you? I don't want to see them put you in a cell or even worse, a mental institute because you and me both know that they wouldn't hesitate to do that.
Li I'm just...J-just...I..."
She finally broke down on my shoulder. I was surprised. Al has never broken down like this, she has always had to be the strong one because I certainly couldn't be. I never knew that she thought all of these things.
All I can do right now is comfort her as she lets out all of the emotions that she has been forced to hold in since Niall died...6 years of keeping everything inside of her. How did she do it?
"Al...I-I'm so sorry..." That's all I could manage to say. She cried and cried, letting every single pent up emotion out and flow onto my tear stained t-shirt. I held back tears. She has always been a rock for me, no, a boulder, no, and whole mountain. The least I can do right now is be a pebble for her.
We sat on the curb for hours, sitting in font of the place I once called home as Al cried and cried until she fell asleep on my shoulder.
Now, after she calmed down, we have been playing the car game to see who could get the most of their color car. I was up to 10 black and she had 13 white ones. I was about to yell 11 but a beautiful girl in a black Nissan drove past us. She winked at me and a little flutter went off somewhere within me. I new found warmth spread through my body like a fever, It felt...nice...safe...She turned back to the road with a smirk covering her beautiful face.
I have to find out who this girl is...
Question from last chapter: "what is your least favorite subject?"
Winner: "Math :( math suck can suck my ass -_- ! Anyways how is your finals going ?:)"
imustbeallie This just made me pee my pants. Go check this girl out!! She is great!
Liam's POV~~
Al and I sat on the curb as we watched my home burn to the ground. How did this happen; I don't remember anything. All I can recall is dreaming about my younger brother (Niall) and then getting really upset about it all being a dream. I remember having trouble breathing and then blacking out but after that...nothing, everything goes blank. I hope I didn't do this, but knowing me, I probably did.
"Liam?" Al said, breaking me from my thoughts.
"Liam...did...um...did you do this?" A sigh slipped from my mouth.
"Honestly Al...I think I did." She just closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around me. It is literally taking every part of me not to cry again. I don't want to cry anymore, I can't cry. I have to stay strong...stay strong for Al...Stay strong for Niall. I promised Niall that I would be okay right before he d-died. If he could see me now I know he would be disappointed in me, and that's the worst part of all of this. Not the house, I can get another one, not my parents deserting me, I hated them anyway. It was the fact that Niall is probably cringing from his high perch watching me ruin not only my life but Al's and anyone who tries to enter it. I’m so sorry Ni.
"Al? What’s wrong with me?" I asked after a few minutes of watching the fire fighters put out my house.
"There's nothing wro-" I cut her off with a 'don't lie to me' kind of face.
"O-okay Liam. Honestly...I don't know. I thought all of this would only last a few weeks after Niall died. I thought it was just something to get your anger out for the world taking away your brother, but it's been 6 years and nothing has changed Li. I don't know what I can tell you anymore. No matter how much you say it is, this is not normal Li. You know that when we started Uni, I majored in Psychology to see f I could help you, but every book I read and every experiment I review brings me further and further from finding out this...problem. It physically hurts me to see you in so much pain all the time and I just want you to be happy, and not fake happy like you are most of the time. But Liam I am a little scared about something. What will happen when they find out why the house burned down? What will happen when they find out that it was you? I don't want to see them put you in a cell or even worse, a mental institute because you and me both know that they wouldn't hesitate to do that.
Li I'm just...J-just...I..."
She finally broke down on my shoulder. I was surprised. Al has never broken down like this, she has always had to be the strong one because I certainly couldn't be. I never knew that she thought all of these things.
All I can do right now is comfort her as she lets out all of the emotions that she has been forced to hold in since Niall died...6 years of keeping everything inside of her. How did she do it?
"Al...I-I'm so sorry..." That's all I could manage to say. She cried and cried, letting every single pent up emotion out and flow onto my tear stained t-shirt. I held back tears. She has always been a rock for me, no, a boulder, no, and whole mountain. The least I can do right now is be a pebble for her.
We sat on the curb for hours, sitting in font of the place I once called home as Al cried and cried until she fell asleep on my shoulder.
Now, after she calmed down, we have been playing the car game to see who could get the most of their color car. I was up to 10 black and she had 13 white ones. I was about to yell 11 but a beautiful girl in a black Nissan drove past us. She winked at me and a little flutter went off somewhere within me. I new found warmth spread through my body like a fever, It felt...nice...safe...She turned back to the road with a smirk covering her beautiful face.
I have to find out who this girl is...
Notes
CHAPTER 4!!! WOOHOO!! Sorry about the wait for this. I don't know what happened I just kind of forgot. TEEHEE. :)
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