Niall's Point of View

"How about we start off with some slow chords and then we can speed up towards the middle. I can play something like this." I strummed up, up, down, down, up.

"I feel like most of our songs have started like that." Louis responded.

"No they haven't. I think that's a great idea." Liam said in frustration.

"How about we try something different? Let's do something fun, something really up beat." Everyone shifted towards Harry; the same guys that's been dragging his feet around ever since we left the theatre.

"Like what?" Zayn asked as he walked back in the room with some snacks. I set down my guitar and grabbed the box of pringles.

"I don't know. Does anyone have some lyrics that aren't depressing?" We laughed but Harry still seemed aggravated. "Here." He took out his journal and read some lyrics he came up with:

I just wanna take you anywhere that you'd like
We can go out any time any night
Baby I'll take you there, take you there

He closed his journal, "Could you say that anymore depressingly?" I punched Louis in the arm. I don't know what's up with Harry but I hope it doesn't have anything to do with Ada.

"I like it! But let's change a few words around." Liam took out a big white board and wrote the lyrics along with the rest of the words we came up with.

"Eventually we're going to have to find some people who can play an instrument. Niall can't always sit behind the guitar and some drums would sound nice." Louis' attitude chimed in.

I laughed, "Let's just try this for now lad." We all stood up in Zayn's basement and worked on it for a while. It was really coming along.

"So I have work tomorrow and if you guys want to come into the studio we can work on it. Oh, and my manager said it would be cool if we recorded some of our music and put it on a cd. I think we could actually sell some."

Everyone began smiling, including Harry. At least one thing could make him smile.

"And Ada said she was going to have someone come look at us if that's okay with you guys."

"Yes! That would be awesome Liam!" Louis was extra happy tonight while Harry and Zayn both seemed out of it.

"I think I'm going to head out, El wants me to go to church with her tomorrow. Anyone need a ride?"

"Yeah, that'd be great." Harry grabbed his stuff and eventually made it to my car.

"You okay?"

"Huh? Oh yeah, fine."

"You're an awful liar you know." I tried to laugh but I can tell he's pretty upset about something. When Harry wouldn't speak I turned the radio off. "What's wrong? Did something happen with Sophia." He chuckled,

"Yeah, I'm through with her."

"Why? Did she do something?"

"I'm just not really into her." I feel bad, this is partially my fault,

"Mate I'm sorry. I shouldn't have tried to push her on you. We just want you to be happy."

"You and Ada? You're the reason I'm not happy." I saw him clench his fits, holding back words he would later regret. I'm not sorry, we already had this discussion but I guess I should do something. I pulled to the side of the road and turned off my car.

"I thought you were okay. You seem so much better lately until Sophia came around."

"Yeah, well she brought a lot of memories back." He hit his head against the back of the passengers head rest. "I really don't want to have this conversation."

"What memories?"

"You really don't want to know." I stared at him until he finally sat up and debated on spilling whatever he's holding back. "I'm in love with your girlfriend Niall and it kills me to see you guys together. When I was with Sophia all I did was compare her to Ada. Everything she did was a comparison and I just couldn't take it anymore."

Damn. I really don't know what to say. "Did you tell Ada this?" I hope he didn't. I don't want her to go back to him.

"I tried and she pushed me away.....literally." I folded my lips so he couldn't see the smile that was coming together.

"I don't know what to say Harry. I really don't--"

"It's fine. I just have to deal with it. This is really bad but I'm good at being a douche. I'll end up going back to my old ways--hooking up with girls and then moving on to the next. That's just how I deal with things. I don't know why I ever acted like this, it's just how I am."

"Why is Ada so different?" It's getting really cold. I turned the my car back on and continued driving.

"I love her Niall. I'm not trying to, I just do." I can't believe I actually feel bad for him. The rest of the ride was silent and when I dropped him off he didn't say bye or thank you; he just got out and closed the door extremely slow. I guess he really wanted to slam it so he did the opposite.

Harry's Point of View

"Ahhhhhh!" I screamed and threw my lamp across my room. It shattered against my dresser and I kicked my chair over. I destroyed every piece of furniture I could until Gemma came racing into my room.

"Harry! What the hell?"

I sat in the middle of the floor with rage.

"Hey, what's wrong Harry?" I got up and ran to the bathroom. I haven't felt this sick in forever.

Gemma waited outside of the bathroom as I threw up. "Just pretend I'm rubbing your back. You know I can't be around throw up or I'll start too." I chuckled but that only made it worse. It also didn't help that I hadn't eaten in hours and tears were streaming down my face. I was throwing up nothing but my stomach.

"What's going on?" Great, mom's home to witness this too. They began whispering, obviously about me. She walked in the bathroom and I sat against the wall. "Swoosh this around." She handed me some water and I did so, spitting back into the toilet.

"I think I'm going to take a shower."

"Are you okay sweety? You know you can talk to me about anything. What happened in your room?"

"Mom, please." I didn't want to talk anymore. I'm acting like a little girl but my heart just hurts. She kissed me on the cheek and closed the door. I just needed some peace and quiet.

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I stopped in my tracks and began breathing heavy. I'm going to throw up again. I ran closer to the trees and puked up my eggs and bacon. Ahh, what is wrong with me. I can't even go for a jog without getting sick. Swooshing some more water in my mouth and spitting it out felt good in the crisp, morning air.

"Harry? Are you okay?" Ada. I stood up straight and wiped my nose,

"Yeah, just throwing up my breakfast." She didn't make any kind of motion.

"Look, I'm sorry about yesterday. I really shouldn't have gotten so angry. I just, I'm with Niall now and when you act like that around me it just makes me..."

"What? It makes you what?" She took a step towards me. This isn't happening right now.

"It makes me want to be with you. I love Niall with all of my heart but I still feel like there's a part missing where you belong." I smiled so much that I began laughing.

"So are you still with Niall?" I took a step towards her, it was getting even colder.

"Well I'm here with you right now." She giggled like she used to when she was with me. I know this could mess with Niall but Ada is telling me she likes me right now and I'm going to take advantage of that.

I removed the distance between our bodies and latched onto her. I kissed her like I never have before. I didn't think that was even possible.

"I love you Ada." I pressed my forehead against hers and she continued to lean against me. When she didn't say anything I said it again,

"I love you Ada."

"Harry! Harry!" I heard Liam calling. Did he see?

"Harry! Get up!"

I sat up quickly with tears in my eyes. I threw my pillow across the room. That was the worst nightmare I could have ever had.

"For real Harry, we're leaving soon. You haven't even showered yet!" I looked down and I was wearing my jogging clothes from when I actually went running earlier. And I did throw up my breakfast, I could still taste the chucky liquid in the back of my throat. I'm just going to make a mental note to never take a nap ever again.

"I'm sick Liam. I can't go."

"Actually you are going because we're recording today. And we need to practice or new song! Thankfully we have until Friday to get it perfect but we still need to go." Liam was sitting on the end of my bed taking my shoes off. Really Liam?

"Why are we performing Friday?"

"We won't be in Harper's. Ada booked us at some small club so we're actually having a mini concert. Isn't that mental?"

"Fucking Ada." I said that a little too loud.

"What did you say?"

"Nothing, sorry. I'm going to go shower now." I got up quickly before Liam had the chance to bash my head into the wall.

I guess this show will be pretty cool.

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