Before You Leave Me Today ~Finished~ (Hazza)
How Long
~Aubrey’s View~
~Two Weeks Later~
These two weeks have been a complete nightmare, emotions are going crazy. Peyton is still in the hospital, and Harry just a mess. I was supposed to be moving to London today but we had to postpone it because I couldn’t leave Peyton. KJ is spending a lot of time with my mom because Niall and I were either with Peyton or with Harry. Peyton has to start chemo tomorrow, she says she not scared but I can see it in her eyes, she’s terrified.
I think I may be pregnant, but I haven’t told Niall. What were we thinking getting pregnant again? I mean I do want another baby but I want to be married first. I guess it’s like they say it’s the journey that counts not the destination. I just don’t know where my life is turning, I want to be happy so bad and I think I am but it kills me to think that my best friend could be dying. Every time I go see her I try to act all happy and make small talk but it’s getting old. I just want my life to go back to the way it was, when no one was sick or depressed.
~Peyton’s View~
Here I am lying in a hospital bed, today is the day I start chemo. This could kill me, I will probably lose my hair…Harry is next to me, he can’t look me in the eyes though.
“Look at me!” I say to him. He lifts his head and there are those beautiful green eyes staring into mine.
“Yes babe?” he takes my hand and intertwines our fingers. My hands feel so weak but perfect in his.
“I want to get married soon!” I tell him, he looked stunned. He still would want to marry me right?
“Let’s wait until you get better.” He tells me kissing my forehead. But that’s the thing, what if I don’t get better? This is what I am scared about. I put a pretend smile on my face and close my eyes. I start the treatment and realize that I have to fight this.
~Niall’s View~
I walk into Aubrey’s parents’ house and pick up KJ, I put him in his highchair and begin to feed him. I feel someone cover my eyes “Guess who!” They say.
“Aubrey I know it’s you! I turn around and there she is standing in front of me with a positive pregnancy test. I screamed and pick her up and spin her around, she kisses me passionately and then we here KJ make a noise. I go over to him and pick him up, he stares up at me and says “ dad-da.”
“Oh my gosh his first word!” Aubrey screams. We were both so excited; it was the perfect time to add an addition to our family.
“I need to call Peyton!” She screams. Her smile goes to tears.
“ Whats wrong?”
“ Peyton’s getting tr-e-a-tt-men-tt” I go and cuddle her in my arms with KJ on my hip, this was going to be a long year, and a long time before we could move to London.
~Two Weeks Later~
These two weeks have been a complete nightmare, emotions are going crazy. Peyton is still in the hospital, and Harry just a mess. I was supposed to be moving to London today but we had to postpone it because I couldn’t leave Peyton. KJ is spending a lot of time with my mom because Niall and I were either with Peyton or with Harry. Peyton has to start chemo tomorrow, she says she not scared but I can see it in her eyes, she’s terrified.
I think I may be pregnant, but I haven’t told Niall. What were we thinking getting pregnant again? I mean I do want another baby but I want to be married first. I guess it’s like they say it’s the journey that counts not the destination. I just don’t know where my life is turning, I want to be happy so bad and I think I am but it kills me to think that my best friend could be dying. Every time I go see her I try to act all happy and make small talk but it’s getting old. I just want my life to go back to the way it was, when no one was sick or depressed.
~Peyton’s View~
Here I am lying in a hospital bed, today is the day I start chemo. This could kill me, I will probably lose my hair…Harry is next to me, he can’t look me in the eyes though.
“Look at me!” I say to him. He lifts his head and there are those beautiful green eyes staring into mine.
“Yes babe?” he takes my hand and intertwines our fingers. My hands feel so weak but perfect in his.
“I want to get married soon!” I tell him, he looked stunned. He still would want to marry me right?
“Let’s wait until you get better.” He tells me kissing my forehead. But that’s the thing, what if I don’t get better? This is what I am scared about. I put a pretend smile on my face and close my eyes. I start the treatment and realize that I have to fight this.
~Niall’s View~
I walk into Aubrey’s parents’ house and pick up KJ, I put him in his highchair and begin to feed him. I feel someone cover my eyes “Guess who!” They say.
“Aubrey I know it’s you! I turn around and there she is standing in front of me with a positive pregnancy test. I screamed and pick her up and spin her around, she kisses me passionately and then we here KJ make a noise. I go over to him and pick him up, he stares up at me and says “ dad-da.”
“Oh my gosh his first word!” Aubrey screams. We were both so excited; it was the perfect time to add an addition to our family.
“I need to call Peyton!” She screams. Her smile goes to tears.
“ Whats wrong?”
“ Peyton’s getting tr-e-a-tt-men-tt” I go and cuddle her in my arms with KJ on my hip, this was going to be a long year, and a long time before we could move to London.
