Before You Leave Me Today ~Finished~ (Hazza)
Another One
~Niall’s View~ Middle of July~
I cannot believe I was feeling this way, I wanted to have another baby with Aubrey. I know she had to go to college but I wanted a baby girl or even another boy but I would love to spoil a little baby girl. I wanted her and KJ to move to London with me, I was going to stay in the states until the end of July but in August I had to go back and record. We were still living at Aubrey’s parents’ house, but we needed privacy. Her room was really small, KJ has a decent size room but if we wanted more children we could not stay here. I decided to look at flats in London, hopefully I found something good for us, but hopefully Aubrey wouldn’t mind moving.
I was looking online at some houses when Aubrey walked in with KJ in her arms.
“ Babe what are you looking at?” She asked me.
“Just some flats, like this one?” I showed her a picture of a huge mansion. Her eyes lit up and she nodded her head.
The Mansion-http://weheartit.com/entry/21546465/via/Nico1eex3
“It’s so big, Niall you can’t buy us a house, wait where is that one even located?” She asked me.
“Aubrey, I can afford it and um it’s located in London…” I pretty much mumbled the last part.
“You’re telling me that you want to move to London!?”
“I have to record and we can buy a house here as well so we can switch back and forth, we can’t just keep living off of your parents…plus if we want to have more kids we need room for them…” I told her. She just nodded her head; I took KJ from her and rocked him back and forth.
We both started to sing “I’m Yours” by Jason Mraz to him. Her voice was so angelic, of course KJ fell asleep and we put him in his crib.
“I guess moving wouldn’t be that bad, I mean as long as I’m with you and KJ I’m alright…” she said looking at the ground.
I lifted up her chin and looked her in the eye. I picked up her hand and twirled around her promise ring and whispered “forever” in her ear. We started kissing each other very eagerly, we went in her bedroom and I laid her down on the bed, our lips still connected. She pulled away “I want to try for a little girl….” she said softly in my ear. I started to kiss her again, she pulled off my pants and I pulled off hers and the rest is obvious. I was so happy and couldn’t wait to move to London with my family.
~Harry’s View~
Peyton and I were living in a hotel for the past month; I really should just buy a small flat here. Peyton still was not talking to her dad; I mean I couldn’t blame her. She was making herself sick over it though, every day she had a headache, she barley ate anything. She would miss hockey practice, and it was killing me to see her like this. Nico was with us a lot or with Zayn. He was such a good kid but I could tell it hurt him to see his big sister acting like this. I needed to do something to take her mind off of things.
“Babe when do you want to have the wedding?” I asked her, hoping she had an answer. She surprisingly did.
“I was thinking September? What do you think?”
“Whatever you want….Peyton I have to record and go back to London though…” I told her, it was the truth though she was going to Yale and I had to work and possibly a new tour again. I was probably making her even more upset, I was so stupid I shouldn’t have brought it up.
“I’m not going to Yale, what’s the point? I feel weak and I have been doing so bad with hockey lately…” she said and was just staring out the window.
“That’s it I can’t take it anymore! You need to go to the doctor and get fucking medicine, your brining me down and everyone around you! Don’t you see that? You’re throwing your dreams away! And for what? ” I was yelling at her, it felt so wrong but I had to tell her the truth.
“You’re right Harry! I’m just a fucking mess! Why would you even want to me engaged to me? Not everyone’s life is PERFECT! It’s okay to be depressed sometimes! I don’t need a lecture from you! Why are you acting like a total dick?!” she screamed at me. She got up and walked away.
“Don’t walk away Peyton! We need to talk about this! NOW!”
“I don’t want to talk to you!” She screamed, the anger turned to tears; she walked into the bedroom and slammed the door I could hear her bawling her eyes out. I left her alone for about an hour.
I knocked on the door…. “ Peyton open up…come on baby we need to talk…” I said it pretty quietly, but all I heard was silence. I repeated myself again…but it was just complete silence. “Peyton what are you doing in there? Open the door!” I said it a little louder but I wasn’t yelling, I repeated myself five times before I realized something was wrong. I got to the end of the hallway and ran and knocked the door down. She wasn’t in the bedroom, I ran in the master bathroom and there she was on the floor with a bottle of some sort of drugs surrounding her.
“ NO PEYTON WHAT DID YOU DO!” I was crying now, I got out my phone and dialed 911. She had a slight pulse, I had no idea what to do, life doesn’t prepare you for these situations.
I cannot believe I was feeling this way, I wanted to have another baby with Aubrey. I know she had to go to college but I wanted a baby girl or even another boy but I would love to spoil a little baby girl. I wanted her and KJ to move to London with me, I was going to stay in the states until the end of July but in August I had to go back and record. We were still living at Aubrey’s parents’ house, but we needed privacy. Her room was really small, KJ has a decent size room but if we wanted more children we could not stay here. I decided to look at flats in London, hopefully I found something good for us, but hopefully Aubrey wouldn’t mind moving.
I was looking online at some houses when Aubrey walked in with KJ in her arms.
“ Babe what are you looking at?” She asked me.
“Just some flats, like this one?” I showed her a picture of a huge mansion. Her eyes lit up and she nodded her head.
The Mansion-http://weheartit.com/entry/21546465/via/Nico1eex3
“It’s so big, Niall you can’t buy us a house, wait where is that one even located?” She asked me.
“Aubrey, I can afford it and um it’s located in London…” I pretty much mumbled the last part.
“You’re telling me that you want to move to London!?”
“I have to record and we can buy a house here as well so we can switch back and forth, we can’t just keep living off of your parents…plus if we want to have more kids we need room for them…” I told her. She just nodded her head; I took KJ from her and rocked him back and forth.
We both started to sing “I’m Yours” by Jason Mraz to him. Her voice was so angelic, of course KJ fell asleep and we put him in his crib.
“I guess moving wouldn’t be that bad, I mean as long as I’m with you and KJ I’m alright…” she said looking at the ground.
I lifted up her chin and looked her in the eye. I picked up her hand and twirled around her promise ring and whispered “forever” in her ear. We started kissing each other very eagerly, we went in her bedroom and I laid her down on the bed, our lips still connected. She pulled away “I want to try for a little girl….” she said softly in my ear. I started to kiss her again, she pulled off my pants and I pulled off hers and the rest is obvious. I was so happy and couldn’t wait to move to London with my family.
~Harry’s View~
Peyton and I were living in a hotel for the past month; I really should just buy a small flat here. Peyton still was not talking to her dad; I mean I couldn’t blame her. She was making herself sick over it though, every day she had a headache, she barley ate anything. She would miss hockey practice, and it was killing me to see her like this. Nico was with us a lot or with Zayn. He was such a good kid but I could tell it hurt him to see his big sister acting like this. I needed to do something to take her mind off of things.
“Babe when do you want to have the wedding?” I asked her, hoping she had an answer. She surprisingly did.
“I was thinking September? What do you think?”
“Whatever you want….Peyton I have to record and go back to London though…” I told her, it was the truth though she was going to Yale and I had to work and possibly a new tour again. I was probably making her even more upset, I was so stupid I shouldn’t have brought it up.
“I’m not going to Yale, what’s the point? I feel weak and I have been doing so bad with hockey lately…” she said and was just staring out the window.
“That’s it I can’t take it anymore! You need to go to the doctor and get fucking medicine, your brining me down and everyone around you! Don’t you see that? You’re throwing your dreams away! And for what? ” I was yelling at her, it felt so wrong but I had to tell her the truth.
“You’re right Harry! I’m just a fucking mess! Why would you even want to me engaged to me? Not everyone’s life is PERFECT! It’s okay to be depressed sometimes! I don’t need a lecture from you! Why are you acting like a total dick?!” she screamed at me. She got up and walked away.
“Don’t walk away Peyton! We need to talk about this! NOW!”
“I don’t want to talk to you!” She screamed, the anger turned to tears; she walked into the bedroom and slammed the door I could hear her bawling her eyes out. I left her alone for about an hour.
I knocked on the door…. “ Peyton open up…come on baby we need to talk…” I said it pretty quietly, but all I heard was silence. I repeated myself again…but it was just complete silence. “Peyton what are you doing in there? Open the door!” I said it a little louder but I wasn’t yelling, I repeated myself five times before I realized something was wrong. I got to the end of the hallway and ran and knocked the door down. She wasn’t in the bedroom, I ran in the master bathroom and there she was on the floor with a bottle of some sort of drugs surrounding her.
“ NO PEYTON WHAT DID YOU DO!” I was crying now, I got out my phone and dialed 911. She had a slight pulse, I had no idea what to do, life doesn’t prepare you for these situations.
