Before You Leave Me Today ~Finished~ (Hazza)
Don't Give Up
~Peyton’s View~
Around midnight Harry and I left Aubrey’s and went to the hotel. I called my mom to see how things were going, my dad wanted to talk to me but I refused. I couldn’t even stand the thought of him. Nico was with Zayn, I guess Nico refused to go home but I was happy because I knew he would be safe with Zayn.
I borrowed some of Aubrey’s pajamas, when I got to the hotel I changed and jumped into bed. Harry was in the bathroom for what seemed like forever.
Peytons Pajamas~ http://weheartit.com/entry/26771455/via/Nico1eex3
“Hurry up! What are you looking at yourself in the mirror? Don’t become Zayn!” I yelled to him joking around.
He opened the door and came out just in his boxers. His abs were just pure beauty. I have seen him shirtless before but right now in this moment he just looked different, more mature, more beautiful, I was speechless.
I began to hum the tune to an old Jonas Brothers song, I haven’t listened to it in forever but it was true he took my breathe away, he was mine. Harry Styles was going to be my husband. Harry sang one verse and then came and laid down in the bed next to me.
“Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again”
“Harry, I want you…I’m ready.” I was so serious and those words felt right coming out of my mouth so quickly.
“It’s only been a year!” He said and started to laugh and I punched him in the stomach.
He was right though he has waited basically a year to have sex, which was so unlike him. I was so shocked…he waited for me. He respected me, which meant the world to me. I got on top of him and we started to kiss passionately. He started to slip my shirt off and I let him, he kissed my jawline and neck… “I love you Peyton” he whispered to me. “I love you to Harry” I said in a low voice. He took off my shorts and I took off his boxers, the night was magical and I was so happy to be called his.
I woke up the next morning with Harry’s arms wrapped around my waist; he looked so adorable when he slept. I started to twirl around my engagement ring, he had such good taste it fitted me perfectly.
~Aubrey’s View~
I woke up around 3 a.m. to a screaming KJ. I hated living in my parents’ house but I could never afford my own flat. I knew Niall couldn’t stay here forever and would have to go back to London but I didn’t want to think of it, I was focusing on the moment. Well right now I am focusing on a screaming KJ.
I picked him up and rocked him back and forth. I began to sing to him.
“Just stay this little
Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
No, no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up, never grow up”
He always fell asleep when someone sang to him; maybe he would take after his father and sing.
“Why did you give it up?” I turned around and Niall was standing in the doorway.
“What are you talking about?” I asked him.
“Singing, you love it so much, don’t give it up babe.”
“I didn’t give it up, I had a child and he is my priority.” I said back with an attitude, not wanting to be lectured at 3a.m. Niall looked upset and left he went back to bed, I put KJ in his crib and joined Niall.
“Sorry I didn’t mean to snap…” I said kissing his cheek.
“It’s okay, but I didn’t give up my dream, you shouldn’t either…” He said.
“Niall I am living my dream! My boyfriend is Niall Horan, I have the best baby boy in the world and good friends…life doesn’t get any better…” I whispered to him.
“My girlfriend is Aubrey Rylan and I am completely in love with her.” He told me. I kissed him, and thanked god that he was the father of KJ.
“I love being a mom” I truly did, knowing that I brought KJ into this world; I wanted him to be just like his dad.
“I love being a dad, I want more babies!” Niall said.
“Maybe within the next couple of months….” I told him, I fell asleep in his arms and thought about what I told him, I would love having a little girl.
~Harry’s View~
I decided to make Peyton breakfast, I went out and got some McDonalds. When I got back to the hotel room I was surprised she was up and ready. She looked so fucking sexy, last night was i n c r e d i b le. I knew it was her first time, it was special to her, and I was happy I was her first.
“You look just beautiful.” I told her as I handed her pancakes.
Peyton's Outfit~ http://www.polyvore.com/morning/set?id=56315697#stream_box
“Is it really that noticeable that these are Aubrey’s clothes?” She asked me.
“No I like it!” I said winking at her. She started to smile but it turned into a frown.
“My head feels like it’s going to explode I have another migraine…” she told me. I picked her up and brought her into bed, hopefully it would go away with rest.
Around midnight Harry and I left Aubrey’s and went to the hotel. I called my mom to see how things were going, my dad wanted to talk to me but I refused. I couldn’t even stand the thought of him. Nico was with Zayn, I guess Nico refused to go home but I was happy because I knew he would be safe with Zayn.
I borrowed some of Aubrey’s pajamas, when I got to the hotel I changed and jumped into bed. Harry was in the bathroom for what seemed like forever.
Peytons Pajamas~ http://weheartit.com/entry/26771455/via/Nico1eex3
“Hurry up! What are you looking at yourself in the mirror? Don’t become Zayn!” I yelled to him joking around.
He opened the door and came out just in his boxers. His abs were just pure beauty. I have seen him shirtless before but right now in this moment he just looked different, more mature, more beautiful, I was speechless.
I began to hum the tune to an old Jonas Brothers song, I haven’t listened to it in forever but it was true he took my breathe away, he was mine. Harry Styles was going to be my husband. Harry sang one verse and then came and laid down in the bed next to me.
“Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again”
“Harry, I want you…I’m ready.” I was so serious and those words felt right coming out of my mouth so quickly.
“It’s only been a year!” He said and started to laugh and I punched him in the stomach.
He was right though he has waited basically a year to have sex, which was so unlike him. I was so shocked…he waited for me. He respected me, which meant the world to me. I got on top of him and we started to kiss passionately. He started to slip my shirt off and I let him, he kissed my jawline and neck… “I love you Peyton” he whispered to me. “I love you to Harry” I said in a low voice. He took off my shorts and I took off his boxers, the night was magical and I was so happy to be called his.
I woke up the next morning with Harry’s arms wrapped around my waist; he looked so adorable when he slept. I started to twirl around my engagement ring, he had such good taste it fitted me perfectly.
~Aubrey’s View~
I woke up around 3 a.m. to a screaming KJ. I hated living in my parents’ house but I could never afford my own flat. I knew Niall couldn’t stay here forever and would have to go back to London but I didn’t want to think of it, I was focusing on the moment. Well right now I am focusing on a screaming KJ.
I picked him up and rocked him back and forth. I began to sing to him.
“Just stay this little
Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
No, no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up, never grow up”
He always fell asleep when someone sang to him; maybe he would take after his father and sing.
“Why did you give it up?” I turned around and Niall was standing in the doorway.
“What are you talking about?” I asked him.
“Singing, you love it so much, don’t give it up babe.”
“I didn’t give it up, I had a child and he is my priority.” I said back with an attitude, not wanting to be lectured at 3a.m. Niall looked upset and left he went back to bed, I put KJ in his crib and joined Niall.
“Sorry I didn’t mean to snap…” I said kissing his cheek.
“It’s okay, but I didn’t give up my dream, you shouldn’t either…” He said.
“Niall I am living my dream! My boyfriend is Niall Horan, I have the best baby boy in the world and good friends…life doesn’t get any better…” I whispered to him.
“My girlfriend is Aubrey Rylan and I am completely in love with her.” He told me. I kissed him, and thanked god that he was the father of KJ.
“I love being a mom” I truly did, knowing that I brought KJ into this world; I wanted him to be just like his dad.
“I love being a dad, I want more babies!” Niall said.
“Maybe within the next couple of months….” I told him, I fell asleep in his arms and thought about what I told him, I would love having a little girl.
~Harry’s View~
I decided to make Peyton breakfast, I went out and got some McDonalds. When I got back to the hotel room I was surprised she was up and ready. She looked so fucking sexy, last night was i n c r e d i b le. I knew it was her first time, it was special to her, and I was happy I was her first.
“You look just beautiful.” I told her as I handed her pancakes.
Peyton's Outfit~ http://www.polyvore.com/morning/set?id=56315697#stream_box
“Is it really that noticeable that these are Aubrey’s clothes?” She asked me.
“No I like it!” I said winking at her. She started to smile but it turned into a frown.
“My head feels like it’s going to explode I have another migraine…” she told me. I picked her up and brought her into bed, hopefully it would go away with rest.
