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Six months later

Chapter eleven

I sat shocked as I deadly thanked the doctor. I don't know how I felt about this. How should I feel? I don't know what to say. I don't know how to tell Niall. I pulled myself together and threw a fake smile on. Here goes nothing.
One week later Niall's POV
Skylar has been acting off ever since she woke up. I wonder how bad that prick showing up and stabbing her really did but she wouldn't talk to me and when I asked her if se was ok she would turn and tell me she was fine. I knew my baby was in pain but I could force her to talk to me. Maybe I should ask sonny to watch the kids and we can go out to dinner. I know she needss to heal some more but maybe a quite dinner with no kids screaming every ten seconds would do her good. I just want her to feel safe again. I had hired two body guards to be with the three of them I wanted to have three and a driver but we settled on two because she said she didn't need two muscle men let alone three to attract more attention than she had now. What happened had made world headlines and Skylar has been very thankful when we leave and she sees the paps behind us. She sighs content with them now. She would smile genuinely and talk to as many reporters a as she could. She would give silly faces and allow Alex, if he wanted to. To strut and pose for some pictures but she only allowed Josh every once in a while. While she was in the hospital all of the reporters that had been there had sent something to her and the lady visited every day. Skylar liked her and she seemed nice. Security checked her for cameras and took all electronics and metal but she never had any bugs. She seemed genuine with her concern and it made me realize they all had compassion of a normal person, but they also had a job like every other person in the world.

Skylars POV
It had been a week since I got out and I still don't know how to tell Niall. Through out all of this I just realized I had so much ducking Christmas shopping to do because that all happened in three fucking weeks. I devoted today to shopping and maybe Niall would meet me for dinner afterwords. I am indeed taking Zack and Blake (body guards) with me from now on. No matter how much I hated the idea of more tabloids and attracting more people to take 'discreet' pictures but ATLEAST I was safe. I'm afraid to be without Niall or Sonny or someone other than my bodyguards with the bos on public. I still hadn't found a way to tell niall and I knew soon he would have to know. I had already went to the doctor a checked on things. It's quite frightening but the only human I had told was Josh and he's not the blabber mouth type. I almost wish Niall would figure it out so I didn't have to tell him: how do you tell the love of your life and father of your children that? Honey, I'm home! Oh did. I mention I- my thoughts cut off by Niall coming in the door. He had a blanket and he turned to me and smiled.
"Hi baby! Where's Alex?" He kissed my check and I pointed to the stairs, "come on! Hurry!!" He sounded like an overly excited school boy.
"Hi daddy! What that?" Alex hugged his fathers legs and looked up at him expectantly.
"I want you to meet Skater!" Niall pulled the blanket up and a little puppy popped out. Fucking hell! And he didn't even talk to me? I already have I change diapers I'm not cleanin dog shot off the floor too. Sometimes this man is the light of my life others he is the darkness within. Alex jumped up and down and Niall crouched down so Alex could pet the puppy. Great now the kids attached. Niall knew I had never wanted a dog after my childhood puppy passed away. I didn't want that to happen to Alex or Josh and I sure as hell couldn't go though it again. I glared at him and when he looked up at me he smiles like a child that had been caught doing something naughty. Little brat.
"The dog can stay but if it shots on the floor your cleaning it up. I'm going to go do some Christmas shopping and I was wondering if you wanted to meet for dinner at day eight?" I kissed him on the cheek but he turned so it was full on lip action. Well there was a kid in the room but I finally felt more normal. But the feeling that I had to tell Niall dinner or later and it chewed on me all the time. Niall smiled slightly when I asked him to dinner and told him I was leaving the house.
"I was just going to ask you out to dinner my darling," he left the dog on the floor and stood kissing me. I laughed and broke it after a moment. I kissed Al's hat and walked to the door. I got into the jeep and drove off.

I had gotten Anna a necklace that matched one I got for my self and one I got for Sonny because we had become the three best friends. I got Jhona a watch as well and Louis, Liam, Zayn and Harry. I got my brothers matching rings and my parents a giant picture frame of all of us. I got Niall a guitar with the kids names and hand prints on it then it got finished. I got the boys numerous toys and games and clothes and ordered some more. I was waiting for my coffee and decided that the dog needed something's because knowing Niall he got the dog and nothing more. I was planning on a crate, dog bed, food, bowls and two or three toys. I came out with a little more... ( Bed, collar, clothes, toys,) I may have missed this a lot.... I bought myself a cute little outfit. Tonight I would tell him. I hope. No I will. I will. Maybe...

Notes

Sorry it's short but I wanted to update before I fell asleep so please savor until tomorrow loves! Rate, subscribe, comments and enjoy my little coconuts!!!!

Comments

@Cray_Cray_ forHoran
No probs love! I'm looking forward to talking to you! :)

@Missesonedirection94
Thanks! I may take you up on that soon:)

Chance_sky Chance_sky
2/14/14

@Cray_Cray_ forHoran
You are so welcome lovely! Just remember, stay strong and stay beautiful. If you ever need to talk, my inbox is always open doll. :) <3

@Missesonedirection94
Thank you, you really have no idea how much that comment means to me. It seems like something my grandma would say if she were here still... I honestly will look at this comment when I'm doubting myself.

Chance_sky Chance_sky
2/14/14

Babe stay strong! I know it's hard, but you can get threw it! I know you can....I don't know you, but I believe in you. I've been where you have been, I know what your going threw, I pulled threw and I found the light at the end of the dark, scary tunnel. Stay beautiful!

@Cray_Cray_ forHoran