Your Song
Chapter 1
I look down at the beautiful engagement ring that is currently occupying my ring finger. Soon it will be joined by another that will symbolise my marriage and dedication to the man standing in front of me.
I look at his hands as he holds mine in between us. He has big hands and they are my favourite part of him. The months he spent wiping my tears away and holding me close with them.
My eyes travel upwards until they connect with his. He is looking at me and smiling. I immediately fill with love when he looks at me and I can see the love he has for me in his smile and eyes.
I start to look at our guests sitting and watching us become husband and wife. Grace holds front row seat with little Bella sitting on her lap fiddling with her mum's hair. Bella is the spitting image of her Dad, the only difference being Bella has her mum’s brown hair. I love Bella like my own and have spent few months of her life helping Grace care for her as Niall and her sorted their relationship out.
*FLASHBACK – Night of Stabbing in Hospital*
It’s been an hour since the Doctors finished working on Harry and I’m finally aloud to go in and see him. I hesitate not sure if I want to be too close to him when he is in the state he is but I’m quietly encouraged by the group sitting in the waiting room. I flash the 4 boys and Grace a small smile before making my way to Harry’s room.
I stop at the window and stare at Harry through it. He is covered in wires coming out in all directions but he looks more peaceful then before. His eyebrows aren’t creased and his hair is still being held perfectly in place. If it wasn’t for the wires he would look like he was just sleeping, ready to wake up any minute.
I push quietly on the door and slide into the seat next to Harry’s bed. I want to so badly just throw myself at him, to tell him everything is going to be alright but I’m scared I might knock something important.
I decide to gently pick his hand up and lightly stroke his knuckles just like I know he likes.
‘Harry.’ I pause unsure whether to carry on or not. I was told by the nurse he might be able to hear me. A part of me is unsure if I want him to hear what I’m about to say in fear of being rejected when he comes to.
‘Harry. What you said in the car earlier, about getting married one day and having kids. I would love nothing more then to do that with you. I want you everyday and every second. I have made my mistakes but I’m yours Harry. I love you.’ I blink back a few tears before standing and leaving the room.
*FLASHBACK – 2 and a Half Years Ago*
‘Harry’ I shout down the hallway of our flat as he storms into the living room.
I stay standing in the doorway of our bedroom. I was not going to be ignored this time. We are going to talk about it whether he likes it or not. I have put up with this bullshit for 4 months.
‘Harry!’ I shout even louder this time and retrace his footsteps into the living room.
Harry is sat on the sofa on his phone deliberately ignoring me and this gets me really angry.
‘You need to stop this Harry. It’s getting too much now.’ I still get no response from Harry but I notice his jaw has tightened showing he is too getting angry.
‘Look at me!’ I snatch Harry’s phone out of his hand and throw it onto the opposite couch.
By the time I turn back around Harry is already on his feet and in my face.
‘What don’t you get Samii. I can’t just give in. He fucking stabbed me.’ Harry shouts in my face but he doesn’t scare me.
‘Chris is gone Harry and if you’re not careful I will be as well.’ I turn around and walk back up the hallway and slam our bedroom door.
*PRESENT DAY*
I’m jolted out of my thoughts by the feel of a ring sliding onto my finger. I look down and it makes a small noise as it taps against my engagement ring. It’s a beautiful ring and goes really well with my other one.
I take his ring and slide it onto his finger as I feel a few tears slip down my face. I love this man and now we are finally showing our love to each other.
‘I now pronounce you Husband and Wife.’ The registrar’s voice rings out.
I lean up and kiss my new husbands lips and he returns the kiss before lightly pulling away and mumbling against my lips.
‘I love you Mrs Payne.’
I look at his hands as he holds mine in between us. He has big hands and they are my favourite part of him. The months he spent wiping my tears away and holding me close with them.
My eyes travel upwards until they connect with his. He is looking at me and smiling. I immediately fill with love when he looks at me and I can see the love he has for me in his smile and eyes.
I start to look at our guests sitting and watching us become husband and wife. Grace holds front row seat with little Bella sitting on her lap fiddling with her mum's hair. Bella is the spitting image of her Dad, the only difference being Bella has her mum’s brown hair. I love Bella like my own and have spent few months of her life helping Grace care for her as Niall and her sorted their relationship out.
*FLASHBACK – Night of Stabbing in Hospital*
It’s been an hour since the Doctors finished working on Harry and I’m finally aloud to go in and see him. I hesitate not sure if I want to be too close to him when he is in the state he is but I’m quietly encouraged by the group sitting in the waiting room. I flash the 4 boys and Grace a small smile before making my way to Harry’s room.
I stop at the window and stare at Harry through it. He is covered in wires coming out in all directions but he looks more peaceful then before. His eyebrows aren’t creased and his hair is still being held perfectly in place. If it wasn’t for the wires he would look like he was just sleeping, ready to wake up any minute.
I push quietly on the door and slide into the seat next to Harry’s bed. I want to so badly just throw myself at him, to tell him everything is going to be alright but I’m scared I might knock something important.
I decide to gently pick his hand up and lightly stroke his knuckles just like I know he likes.
‘Harry.’ I pause unsure whether to carry on or not. I was told by the nurse he might be able to hear me. A part of me is unsure if I want him to hear what I’m about to say in fear of being rejected when he comes to.
‘Harry. What you said in the car earlier, about getting married one day and having kids. I would love nothing more then to do that with you. I want you everyday and every second. I have made my mistakes but I’m yours Harry. I love you.’ I blink back a few tears before standing and leaving the room.
*FLASHBACK – 2 and a Half Years Ago*
‘Harry’ I shout down the hallway of our flat as he storms into the living room.
I stay standing in the doorway of our bedroom. I was not going to be ignored this time. We are going to talk about it whether he likes it or not. I have put up with this bullshit for 4 months.
‘Harry!’ I shout even louder this time and retrace his footsteps into the living room.
Harry is sat on the sofa on his phone deliberately ignoring me and this gets me really angry.
‘You need to stop this Harry. It’s getting too much now.’ I still get no response from Harry but I notice his jaw has tightened showing he is too getting angry.
‘Look at me!’ I snatch Harry’s phone out of his hand and throw it onto the opposite couch.
By the time I turn back around Harry is already on his feet and in my face.
‘What don’t you get Samii. I can’t just give in. He fucking stabbed me.’ Harry shouts in my face but he doesn’t scare me.
‘Chris is gone Harry and if you’re not careful I will be as well.’ I turn around and walk back up the hallway and slam our bedroom door.
*PRESENT DAY*
I’m jolted out of my thoughts by the feel of a ring sliding onto my finger. I look down and it makes a small noise as it taps against my engagement ring. It’s a beautiful ring and goes really well with my other one.
I take his ring and slide it onto his finger as I feel a few tears slip down my face. I love this man and now we are finally showing our love to each other.
‘I now pronounce you Husband and Wife.’ The registrar’s voice rings out.
I lean up and kiss my new husbands lips and he returns the kiss before lightly pulling away and mumbling against my lips.
‘I love you Mrs Payne.’
Notes
Hello everyone!!!How is everyone liking this first chapter. I bet it's not what you expected.
I'm still a little unsure how I'm going to take this story but hopefully I will have a few more ideas as the chapters come up.
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