I curled up in Max's bed and turned on E! News. My phone had been vibrating off the hook the entire ride there so I turned it off in hopes I could get some rest and gather my thoughts. I heard a knock at the door and groaned.

"Come in!" I yelled, agitated.

Max walked in with a horrible look on his face and I sat up, starting to get worried.

"What? What's wrong?!" I said, voice already cracking. Any time I have a missed call from a number I don't know or anyone looks worried I freak out. Ever since Perrie passed away I'm always concerned about everyone.

"Louis just called me. Sophia get your stuff, now."

I grabbed my shoes and followed him out the door. Every possible option was running through my mind.

"What happened?! Tell me what's going on! Is Louis okay?" I had tears in my eyes and thought back to our fight. How insignificant everything seemed now.

"Louis' fine. It's Zayn. Apparently after you left he flipped shit and collapsed. They said he's okay but Louis think's he'll want you there when he wakes up."

I began shaking my head and hit the dashboard, "Why did I leave! I shouldn't have left them there to argue! It was about me!"

He grabbed my hand and held it forcefully, "It isn't your fault Soph. Right now you need to get yourself together and be there for your boyfriend. He seemed really distraught. He needs you, okay?"

I nodded numbly and rested my head against the window. I could bet this was Louis' fucking fault. Always making everything dramatic. I needed to be there for my boyfriend? No. I needed to be there for my friend who lost his fiancé a month ago and his best friend puts him in the fucking hospital. I couldn't believe all of this. In the course of almost a year the amount of shit these boys had endured was insane. The last thing they needed was more people getting on them about Zayn. This was definitely the last thing ZAYN needed. Poor guy, couldn't catch a fucking break.

After what felt like an eternity, we arrived at the hospital. I jumped out of the car and sprinted to the receptionists desk.

"Hi I'm looking for Zayn Maliks room." I said, frantically.

"I'm sorry ma'am but he's in a private room and we can't release any information about where he is." She replied, glaring at me.

I balled my fists and attempted to keep from screaming in her face, "Listen lady, I'm family. If you don't tell me where he is I swear to God I'll search this entire fucking hospital then come back for your-"

I was cut off by Paul who was waiting down the hall, "She's family."

I glared in his direction, "Took you long enough. Now take me to see him."

I flicked the woman off before following Paul to the elevator. He pressed the top button and rested back on the wall, "He's alright you know."

I felt a tear fall from my eyes and tried to smile, "I know. It's just scary. God I'm turning into such a fucking softy."

I laughed a little and saw his face soften, he patted my back and smiled.

"He's gonna be happy to see you."

I grinned, "Which one?"

"All of them."

The elevator door opened and I ran over to Harry, hugging him as tightly as I could.

"I'm sorry I left. Is he okay?" I kept repeating it over and over again, hoping to beat it through his head.

"You have no reason to apologize, yes he's fine. Just exhausted."

I smiled and wiped the tears out from my eyes, "Where is he?"

"In here love!" Liam called.

I looked over at Louis and scowled. He rolled his eyes and walked into the other room.

I gave Liam a huge hug and smiled, "Can I go in?"

"SOPHIA!" Zayn yelled from the room.

"Come in, I can hear you out there!"

I walked into the room and rushed to give him a hug but stopped, "I don't want to hurt you!"

He laughed, "It was exhaustion, not an accident. Come on, hug me!"

I climbed onto the bed and hugged him tightly, "Stop fucking scaring me! I swear you're all going to give me a heart attack."

He laughed again and rubbed my back, "I'm sorry Sophie! One moment I was yelling at your boyfriend the next I was in an ambulance on the way to the hospital! I'm a passionate lad, what can I say."

Harry walked in and kissed my forehead, "Yeah his first question when he woke up was 'did that little arse knock me out?!'"

I giggled and moved over to the chair next to Zayn's bed. I grabbed and blanket and pulled it over myself.

"Sophie, what are you doing?" Zayn asked.

"I'm staying here. If you have to, then so will I." I replied nonchalantly.

"You really don't have to, I'm fine. Some peace and quiet will be nice for me."

I rolled my eyes and pulled out my phone, "I don't care. I won't talk then. But, you're not staying here alone."

"I don't want to cause any drama between you and Lou.. You need to fix things with him Soph," He scolded.

"No I don't, and you know it. He's the asshole, not me. Drop it and REST," I replied.

He laid back and groaned, "Alright Sophia."

Harry walked over and sat next to me in the other reclining chair, "I'll stay too. It'll be like a sleepover!"

I giggled and poked his cheek, "You're way too excited about all this."

Niall knocked on the door and we all looked over to him, "Hey Soph. Um I think we're gonna head out. Max told me to tell you to stay with us."

I rolled my eyes. Of course he'd leave me here.

"I'm gonna stay here. Tell Lou we can talk tomorrow."

He stalled for a moment, "Uh.. okay.."

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I woke up around three AM, Harry was laying next to Zayn and they were laughing about something stupid.

"Hi guys," I said sleepily.

"Morning princess! Check your phone!" Harry grinned and I opened my phone.

I had an instagram notification from Zayn:

@ZaynMalik: Sleeping beauty! Staying with me at the hospital. Louis needs to wife her ASAP! xx

I giggled and stretched my arms, "You just wait! I'll get you back!"

Staying at the hospital with Zayn and Harry helped me come to a conclusion.

I opened my phone and made two group chats.

TO: Harry, Zayn, Louis, Niall, Liam
I don't need a week to decide.. If I'm still invited, I think Lou is going to get to be a stay at home mom for this year <3

TO: Siva, Max, Nathan, Jay, Tom.
I made a decision about tour. I'm really sorry but I think I'm going to go with 1D.

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