I met Nathan at the tattoo parlor by his flat. I had talked to Zayn about it a lot and he thought my idea's were really cool and even offered to come with me. But, I promised Nathan a long time ago that if I ever got up the courage to get a tattoo, he would be there. I neglected to mention all of this to Louis because I wasn't sure what he'd say about it. He always gives me massages saying 'your skin is like porcelain' and telling me how refreshing it is to see a girl without a bunch of typical chick tattoos. But this wasn't typical, it was special.

"You ready?" He grinned.

I nodded numbly and laid down on the tattoo table, taking one final look at the stencil. The buzzing of the tattoo gun began and I squeezed my eyes shut. After a couple of moments, I realized it wasn't too bad. An annoying prick almost. Until he crossed my collar bone. I winced in pain and squeezed Nathan's hand.

"You're doing great love! Like three more minutes, then you'll be finished!" The tattoo artist said, grinning.

I saw a flash outside of the tiny shop and groaned, "You've got to be kidding me."

The tattoo man called over to the guy at the front desk and he locked the door and closed the blinds.

"Louis know you're getting this?" Nathan asked.

"Well not exactly... no. But, I'm more worried about the picture of us holding hands surfacing when he thinks we're going to see my mum." I giggled.

"You told him we were going to see you mother? Your lying skills need to improve or else we're all fucked!"

The buzzing ceased and the artist wiped my chest, "All finished! Get up and check it out!"

I stood up and looked in the mirror. I began to tear up, "It's perfect."

I got 'Spread your wings, My little butterfly' right above my heart. It was absolutely perfect. I hugged the tattoo artist and grinned like an idiot, "I'll definitely be back. Thank you so much."

I looked over at Nathan and he gave me a thumbs up, "You've officially lost your second virginity with me!"

I smacked him in the chest and gritted through my teeth, "I am not above beating your ass in front of your tough tattoo artist friends, you little bastard."

He smiled, "Looove you Sophie!"

I rolled my eyes and walked towards the door, "Yeah, yeah, yeah."

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I walked into the apartment and Harry was watching TV with Zayn.

"Hi guys," I said quietly.

"Did you get it?!" Zayn asked, hopefully.

"I did indeed! Wanna see?"

They both walked over and I slowly removed the bandage.

"It's perfect, Perrie would have loved it." Zayn engulfed me into a hug and I smiled.

"Uh, hey babe?"

I pushed Zayn off of me and walked over to Louis, "Like my tatt?"

He didn't even look at it, he just rolled his eyes and pushed his hands through his hair.

"You got a fucking TATTOO today? Seriously Sophia?!" He screamed.

"You didn't even look at it!" I yelled back, hurt.

"You went out with Nathan fucking Sykes and got a tattoo and expect me to be like 'oh my gosh let me see!' No Sophia that's not how it works!" His eyes were filled with rage and I knew this was his jealousy talking.

"Mate you didn't even look at what she got!" Zayn yelled.

"I don't fucking care! You lied to me! What is wrong with you! You probably fucked him again! Didn't you?!"

I'd never seen such a frightening side of Louis before. I was scared to death to be honest. I just shook my head, fighting back tears.

"I'm going to stay with my brother tonight," I whispered.

"Sophia you can stay with me, seriously don't fucking worry about him." Zayn said, eyes never leaving Louis'.

"It's fine, I need to be with family tonight."

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Zayn's POV:
The moment Sophia closed the door I pushed Louis up against the wall. I couldn't even see straight I was so angry.

"You're a fucking idiot talking to her like that!" I screamed.

"She's my girlfriend mate! You don't know the half of it!"

Harry attempted to pull me off of him but gave up and went to get the others.
"No Louis! That's your fucking problem, you THINK you know what you're talking about but you don't at all!" I couldn't believe him, yelling at Sophia like she's some slut.

"Why the bloody hell do you care so much! Stay! Out! Of! It!" He screamed, pushing me with each word.

"Do you know how much that girl loves you!? No, you don't because you're too concerned with what Nathan Sykes thinks about Sophia that you don't even realize she only has feeling for you! I would do ANYTHING to be able to have just one more day with Perrie and here you are screaming at Sophia for getting a tattoo with one of her best friends because she PROMISED him if she ever got one he could take her! The tattoo was for Perrie! She had told me she was considering getting it but wasn't sure so she texted me today saying it was a split second decision and she wanted it to be a surprise! She was so fucking proud of it and you totally ruined that for her! So yes, I DO FUCKING CARE BECAUSE YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE!!" I screamed.

I didn't realize that somewhere in my rant Louis' expression had changed and the other boys were watching from the door. I felt my entire body get hot and everything go black.

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