" Harry I .."
I wanted to say something. I really did. I just didn't know what to say exactly. What words specifically.
" Lads can I talk to Bell alone ? " Harry basically kicked out everyone, nicely.
All four of the boys ran up the stairs. Pwease. They're probably all grouped up at the first step listening.
But that did not stop me. I've got so much I wanna lay off of my chest.
Hell, I wouldn't even care if we were in a swarm of paparazzi.
OK not really. Just. Ouf. Get your vagina together, Bell.
The chance you missed is back. Here goes nothing.
" What's going on Bell ?"
" What's going on ? WHAT'S GOING ON ? I don't know.
First Niall shoves his tongue down my throat.
You then out of the blue storm off.
The boys tell me about this stupid ass pact you and Niall swear by.
And next thing I know, I just admitted my fucking feelings to you.
Tell me Harry. I would actually just love to know what is motherfucking going on !"

" First, control your language."
Can I get a fucking eye roll ova here ?
" Second, If you have'nt noticed me storming off is an act of fucking jealousy.
The lads may have told you I USED to have feelings for you.
But fucking guess what ? Those feelings are still there.
I don't like Niall's tongue down your throat. I don't like or want anybody's tongue down your throat.
I don't like how his hand was all over your waist, when that should of been me. It should have been me.
Fucking me. "
Harold Edward Styles just swore ? Da fauq ?
" First, control your language."
I held up my pointer finger at him. Yeah that's right.
Guess who is getting a taste of their own medicine ? BAM. Uh-huh.
" Second, don't you think you might be just a little too fucking late ?
Out of all of those movie nights, sleepovers, starbuck runs, lunches, even fucking movie premiers.
You chose tonight ?"
I took a step closer while making sure to cross my arms.
Harry just looked at me. His eyes roaming my face just searching for a save.
" Bell listen I - "
" No you listen. If you don't like Niall's tongue or anybody's tongue down my fucking throat,
why didnt you fucking stop him then ? Why did you just sit there ?
Because a piece of me actually thought you might.
But this isn't the first time I've gotten you all wrong is it ?"
I took another step.
" What do you want now then ?"
He took a step closer.
Holy fudgnuggets Icanfeeltheheatfromhisbuffchestomfg.
What do I want ? Your lips on mine. Yes. No I don't. He's staring at me. Goddamit.
"What I want-"
I was cut off by his lips on mine.
I really want to jump up on him and pin against a fucking wall and
just I AM FRUSTRATED OK ! His lips are all over mine and I'm enjoying each and every second of it.
Why am I enjoying this ? Seriously though, care full what you wish for. I should be yelling at him and
oh his tongue is massaging mine. Why am I running my hand through his curls ? Fuck. they're soft. NO. Yes . No. Now His hands are cupping my waist. Ok
Thank god Louis whisted and Zayn Owwwwweh'ed through the room.
" Does this mean you're a couple now ?" Liam asked.
I broke away. Looked at him. I just looked at him.
What are we ? What were we even before all of this happened ?
" Yes. We always were. It just wasn't official yet." Harry smiled.
His green eyes were twinkling like never before.
They started out hazel looking and just slowly burst off into this gorgeous blue into a green sort of color. It's hard to explain. Harry Styles and the things he could do to me. No stap get away from me. Sexy piece of - Wait. What about Tay Tay gurl ?
" Harry you have a 'girlfriend' " I made sure to emphasis the air quotes.