What The Papers Don't Say
I Said That Out Loud ?
I pushed Niall off of me. Pushed past everybody, and just ran out my house.
I'm too late. I can see his Audi's lights in the pitch black street backing away.
Can someone explain ? Harry is my best FRIEND. And Niall is his BEST friend too.
Why did he storm off ? What ? The cold breeze sent shivers down my spine,
as I watched the lights flicker away. Too late. Better head back inside.
" Someone better fucking explain what just happened ?!"
I yelled my way in.
" Do you think He'd want her to know ?"
Zayn asked eyeing Liam and Louis.
" I think this is a good time."
" A good time for what ? " I interrupted.
Hello ? Did they forget I was in the room too ?
Eye contact again followed by silence.
" Look explain this fuckery right now. Someone better tell me why my bestfriend
just stormed out that fuckin-"
" OKAY ! Alright" Liam came in.
Swearing really does make him uncomfortable. But can you blame me ? What is even happening ?
Zayn took a deep breath before explaining away ..
" Basically, the first time we met you. Harry and Niall both wanted to go ask you out.
They argued about this. Like a lot.They even actually fought and didn't speak for days."
" So that whole ' they fought because they think both of them are getting an un fair share of
solos' is just a cover up ?"
I cut Zayn off.
Zayn nodded slowly before continuing,
" It was starting to get very heated up every time you hung out with us.
So they made a pact. Both of them can only be friends with you.
If one of them cant have you, then none should. They're not allowed to make a move.
And when you Niall kissed you, well.. It counted as a move according to Harry's perspective."
Well that escalated quickly. Harry wanted to ask me out ? Niall wanted to ask me out ?
Niall's tongue was previously just down my throat. Which I didn't stop.
Why didn't I stop Niall anyway ? Did things even get that heated ?
Harry used to have feelings for me. He doesn't. I do now . I can't tell him. He's mad at me.
Or is he mad at Niall ? Or BOTH ? Sigh ..
" Hello ??? Earth to Bell ?'" Louis snapped at my eyes.
" Right yes." I zoned back.
Liam held my hand and led me to the couch.
He just rubbed my back while we all had a moment of silence.
I could use a silent moment like that inside my exploding head.
" How are you feeling, love ?" Liam asked with that caring voice of his.
Damn is that back rub working or what. Liam is the brother I never had.
He's just always there to listen to any crap you have to talk about.
There is just this thing about him that makes you want to drop everything and
just bake some cookies for the homeless shelter then volunteer to help the elderlies and just ugh.
'So basically the love of my life used to have feelings for me all the fucking time
and I didn't know a single clue about this ?\ I mentally answered him. Or at least I thought I did.
Louis, Niall, Zayn, and Liam' eyes went crazy at me.
" I said that out loud didn't I ?"
" I'm the love of your life ?" Harry quoestioned.
Dear sweet holy spirit of the virgin Mary. Help. Me
I'm too late. I can see his Audi's lights in the pitch black street backing away.
Can someone explain ? Harry is my best FRIEND. And Niall is his BEST friend too.
Why did he storm off ? What ? The cold breeze sent shivers down my spine,
as I watched the lights flicker away. Too late. Better head back inside.
" Someone better fucking explain what just happened ?!"
I yelled my way in.
" Do you think He'd want her to know ?"
Zayn asked eyeing Liam and Louis.
" I think this is a good time."
" A good time for what ? " I interrupted.
Hello ? Did they forget I was in the room too ?
Eye contact again followed by silence.
" Look explain this fuckery right now. Someone better tell me why my bestfriend
just stormed out that fuckin-"
" OKAY ! Alright" Liam came in.
Swearing really does make him uncomfortable. But can you blame me ? What is even happening ?
Zayn took a deep breath before explaining away ..
" Basically, the first time we met you. Harry and Niall both wanted to go ask you out.
They argued about this. Like a lot.They even actually fought and didn't speak for days."
" So that whole ' they fought because they think both of them are getting an un fair share of
solos' is just a cover up ?"
I cut Zayn off.
Zayn nodded slowly before continuing,
" It was starting to get very heated up every time you hung out with us.
So they made a pact. Both of them can only be friends with you.
If one of them cant have you, then none should. They're not allowed to make a move.
And when you Niall kissed you, well.. It counted as a move according to Harry's perspective."
Well that escalated quickly. Harry wanted to ask me out ? Niall wanted to ask me out ?
Niall's tongue was previously just down my throat. Which I didn't stop.
Why didn't I stop Niall anyway ? Did things even get that heated ?
Harry used to have feelings for me. He doesn't. I do now . I can't tell him. He's mad at me.
Or is he mad at Niall ? Or BOTH ? Sigh ..
" Hello ??? Earth to Bell ?'" Louis snapped at my eyes.
" Right yes." I zoned back.
Liam held my hand and led me to the couch.
He just rubbed my back while we all had a moment of silence.
I could use a silent moment like that inside my exploding head.
" How are you feeling, love ?" Liam asked with that caring voice of his.
Damn is that back rub working or what. Liam is the brother I never had.
He's just always there to listen to any crap you have to talk about.
There is just this thing about him that makes you want to drop everything and
just bake some cookies for the homeless shelter then volunteer to help the elderlies and just ugh.
'So basically the love of my life used to have feelings for me all the fucking time
and I didn't know a single clue about this ?\ I mentally answered him. Or at least I thought I did.
Louis, Niall, Zayn, and Liam' eyes went crazy at me.
" I said that out loud didn't I ?"
" I'm the love of your life ?" Harry quoestioned.
Dear sweet holy spirit of the virgin Mary. Help. Me
Ok, thnx so much
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