Love Gone to Waste?
Chapter 6: So You're Going To Act Like Nothing Happened?!
*HARRY'S P.O.V*
We got the house and all the boys cheered when I came in, except for Zayn. "Where's Diana?" he asked me. I stuttered, "Uh-uh s-she ran away." Zayn stood up from the couch and walked closer to me, "Did you follow her?!" he yelled. Right this second all the shame came back to me. I should've followed her. I shook my head in dissapointment. "Man what is wrong with you?! She's gonna get hurt! It's freezing outside! She has no friends where she lives, she's only got us and YOU and you don't follow her? Mate if she gets hurts it's all your fault." Zayn hollered, veins shaping up on his neck and his face turning red from yelling. I was shameful. I watched Liam nod his head in agreement. "Mate really. What's going through YOUR head?" Liam points his finger at me. "Great so you all are gonna team up on me?!" Louis put the popcorn bowl down and opened his mouth, "YEAH!" "Whatever," I say sitting down on the couch, "just go to channel 8 and lets watch the game like we planned." I throw some popcorn into my mouth. Zayn sat on the edge of the couch, daydreaming.
*YOUR P.O.V*
It was really dark outside and it started to rain. You couldn't feel you legs or your toes. Your teeth chattered together and you could hear loud music coming from the house across from the park. Suddenly loud thunder clashed next to the bench and you jumped up in fear. You hated thunder and Harry would always cuddle with you when it rained. You started to cry all over again. You got annoyed from your own self because you were crying so much. "S-stop cr-crying D-Diana shh-h-h." you soothed yourself. You felt as if you were going to freeze to death and die. You were torn.
*HARRY'S P.O.V*
We watched the game, cheefully like nothing happened and all the problems faded away from my head. I completly forgot to ditch and find Diana, I was so distracted. Everyone yelled and threw their hands up when they team scored- except for Zayn. "Eh guys I'm gonna go smoke a cigarette outside. I'll be back." Zayn says to us, getting up with a worried expression on his face. "Alright!" I yelled back paying close attention to the game.
*YOUR P.O.V*
It felt as if hours have passed and no one came to save you. You felt lost. A car drove by with bright lights and parked next to the path. Your eyes widened trying to catch a glimpse of who is was but you could not see. A slim person got out of the vehicle and started jogging towards you. You ripped your knees out of the shirt and untucked them from your chest, sprinting from the man walking closer to you. He ran faster following you but you jumped under that same big dark tree. It was quiet for a few seconds and suddenly "AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!" you screamed. The man put his hands on your lips and shushed you. "It's Zayn hun!" your heart pounded in relief and you stretched over to Zayn giving him the tightest hug. You pulled on his jacket tryign to take his warmth. You were shivering crazyily. He lifted you up, one arm under your shoulders and another arm under your legs and ran and placed you in the back of his car. "Oh god are you okay!? Your so cold! Oh my gosh we have to get you under some warm water Diana, why'd you run are you crazy!? And why are you naked. Oh my jesus you're naked." you didn't seem to care that your bestfriend is completley staring at your bare boobs and lace underwear- only your arms and back were covered by the unbuttoned plaid shirt. "Just t-take m-me home, I-I'm fre-e-e-ezin-g-g g-go." you said stuttering repeadetly under your breath. He started the engine and stepped on the gas, sending you flying to the end of the seat. The heat wasn't enough. He parked in the apartment driveway and lifted you to your room, grabbing the extra key from under the plant. He ran immediatly to the bathroom and plopped you into the bathtub, turning the hot water full on. You felt numb, the water felt as if it wasn't hot enough. "Did you c-close the front d-door?" I asked, still shivering, my bare skin lying on the cold tub. "Whatever." he said, payign attention just to you, he pulled the shirt off of you and awkwardly removed your underwear. You couldn't move you were so numb. "I love you Zayn." you say to him, in the "friendship" type of way. "Love you more." it then hit you. I love you more. I love you more. I love you more. Only Harry said that to you. You started bawling. "What's wrong dear?" He asked, squeezing in shampoo for bubbles covering up your private areas. "I want Harrrryyyy!" you whined.
*HARRY'S P.O.V*
Riiiing riiiing riiiing. My phone rang and I picked up, "Eh?" Zayns voice crackling. "Come see Diana, right, fucking, now." he says, pausing after every word. My mouth dropped open as I remembered what happenend just a few hours earlier. "Oh man, I'll be there in 3." I say running to the front door. I got into my car, just realizing how REALLY cold it is. "Shit it's freezing," I say to myself. I pass the park and park in the driveway running through the OPEN front door. Quietly I go up the stairs to hear crying and Zayns soothing voice, "It's okay baby. You're safe with me." That pissed me off. I slam the washroom door open to see Diana naked in the tub, with Zayn sitting on the side edge, stroking her arm. "Don't touch her!" I yell, acting like nothing happened. Zayn continued stroking MY girlfriends arm. "Oh Harry," I said shivering making the water bounce around in the tub, "did you forget what happened? Or are you just gonna act like nothing happened, like you didn't choose to come with me, like you said 'no' to me? Huh? Or how about the day before, me getting called a bitch and a whore. Oh do you remember?" she teased me. "Oh but I've been c-called fucking worse. And that's your girlfriend. You little shit." my heart broke. She was so right, because I honestly DID try to act like nothing happened.
*YOUR P.O.V*
You gave in. You finally told him how you felt... but not exactly. You were still madly in love with him and willing to forgive him but he broke your heart and didn't believe you. You need trust in a relationship, you always told yourself that. You began crying because truly, you just wanted to hug him- no matter what the situation is. You saw the look in his eyes and he looked directly at yours. You asked yourself if you were going to let your love go to waste. No. You jumped out of the tub, bubbles everywhere and you're fully naked and you jumped into Harry's arms. He catches you and hugs you tighter than ever, as he began to cry. You never want to fight. He held your bare skin and you felt warm in safe in his arms. You loved the feeling. "I love you Diana. Harry thank me later... and nice ass. I'll see you later." Zayn said laughing and slapping your ass. "Don't touch my girl Zayn!" Harry joked around giving him a playful punch. He let go but you didn't so he gently pushed you off.
*HARRY'S P.O.V*
Finally we both gave in and she held me so tightly. Tears streamed down my face as I hugged her passionatley. Zayn left and I truly do owe him a thank you. "First of all, you're naked." I told Diana, poking her boob. She giggled, not doing a thing about so I just grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her. She didn't hold on to it, she just stared at me. At this point I don't know if things will be as perfect as they were before but I know my girl and she will always love me. She looked me in the eye as I awkwardly held her towel for her. "It's your turn to do all the work." she grinned. I let go of the towel as she jumped up onto me. I pushed her passed the door.
*YOUR P.O.V*
Finally you knew you were in his arms. I think I'm too forgiving. I shouldn't have forgave him too easily but I don't want to let him go, you think to yourself as he pushed you passed all the doors and flopping right on top of you on the bed. You knew where this was going. You pulled the hair tie off of your wrist and quickly wrapped your hair in a bun as he waited there under you. "I love you." you whisper, tightly grabbing onto his back with a strong grip. "I love you more." he whispered back, inviting his tounge into your mouth. You smiled inbetween the kiss and pulled his shirt off lifting his arms up. He did the rest, being in total control, not letting you move. You moaned. "Stop turning me on!" Harry laughed, thrusting above you. Your eyes were sealed tight in pleasure. His curls coming in your face, the smell of his hair just made you wanna make love to it. You opened your eyes to see he had his eyes directly on you. He was staring into your soul. You giggled loudly. "Your beautiful." he whispered into your ear. A smile grew up onto your face. But something wasn't right. You didn't feel as passionate the way he does. You felt.... guilt. "Babe?" you moan. "Mmm?" Harry replies. "We needa talk." you say, holding onto Harry's neck.
We got the house and all the boys cheered when I came in, except for Zayn. "Where's Diana?" he asked me. I stuttered, "Uh-uh s-she ran away." Zayn stood up from the couch and walked closer to me, "Did you follow her?!" he yelled. Right this second all the shame came back to me. I should've followed her. I shook my head in dissapointment. "Man what is wrong with you?! She's gonna get hurt! It's freezing outside! She has no friends where she lives, she's only got us and YOU and you don't follow her? Mate if she gets hurts it's all your fault." Zayn hollered, veins shaping up on his neck and his face turning red from yelling. I was shameful. I watched Liam nod his head in agreement. "Mate really. What's going through YOUR head?" Liam points his finger at me. "Great so you all are gonna team up on me?!" Louis put the popcorn bowl down and opened his mouth, "YEAH!" "Whatever," I say sitting down on the couch, "just go to channel 8 and lets watch the game like we planned." I throw some popcorn into my mouth. Zayn sat on the edge of the couch, daydreaming.
*YOUR P.O.V*
It was really dark outside and it started to rain. You couldn't feel you legs or your toes. Your teeth chattered together and you could hear loud music coming from the house across from the park. Suddenly loud thunder clashed next to the bench and you jumped up in fear. You hated thunder and Harry would always cuddle with you when it rained. You started to cry all over again. You got annoyed from your own self because you were crying so much. "S-stop cr-crying D-Diana shh-h-h." you soothed yourself. You felt as if you were going to freeze to death and die. You were torn.
*HARRY'S P.O.V*
We watched the game, cheefully like nothing happened and all the problems faded away from my head. I completly forgot to ditch and find Diana, I was so distracted. Everyone yelled and threw their hands up when they team scored- except for Zayn. "Eh guys I'm gonna go smoke a cigarette outside. I'll be back." Zayn says to us, getting up with a worried expression on his face. "Alright!" I yelled back paying close attention to the game.
*YOUR P.O.V*
It felt as if hours have passed and no one came to save you. You felt lost. A car drove by with bright lights and parked next to the path. Your eyes widened trying to catch a glimpse of who is was but you could not see. A slim person got out of the vehicle and started jogging towards you. You ripped your knees out of the shirt and untucked them from your chest, sprinting from the man walking closer to you. He ran faster following you but you jumped under that same big dark tree. It was quiet for a few seconds and suddenly "AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!" you screamed. The man put his hands on your lips and shushed you. "It's Zayn hun!" your heart pounded in relief and you stretched over to Zayn giving him the tightest hug. You pulled on his jacket tryign to take his warmth. You were shivering crazyily. He lifted you up, one arm under your shoulders and another arm under your legs and ran and placed you in the back of his car. "Oh god are you okay!? Your so cold! Oh my gosh we have to get you under some warm water Diana, why'd you run are you crazy!? And why are you naked. Oh my jesus you're naked." you didn't seem to care that your bestfriend is completley staring at your bare boobs and lace underwear- only your arms and back were covered by the unbuttoned plaid shirt. "Just t-take m-me home, I-I'm fre-e-e-ezin-g-g g-go." you said stuttering repeadetly under your breath. He started the engine and stepped on the gas, sending you flying to the end of the seat. The heat wasn't enough. He parked in the apartment driveway and lifted you to your room, grabbing the extra key from under the plant. He ran immediatly to the bathroom and plopped you into the bathtub, turning the hot water full on. You felt numb, the water felt as if it wasn't hot enough. "Did you c-close the front d-door?" I asked, still shivering, my bare skin lying on the cold tub. "Whatever." he said, payign attention just to you, he pulled the shirt off of you and awkwardly removed your underwear. You couldn't move you were so numb. "I love you Zayn." you say to him, in the "friendship" type of way. "Love you more." it then hit you. I love you more. I love you more. I love you more. Only Harry said that to you. You started bawling. "What's wrong dear?" He asked, squeezing in shampoo for bubbles covering up your private areas. "I want Harrrryyyy!" you whined.
*HARRY'S P.O.V*
Riiiing riiiing riiiing. My phone rang and I picked up, "Eh?" Zayns voice crackling. "Come see Diana, right, fucking, now." he says, pausing after every word. My mouth dropped open as I remembered what happenend just a few hours earlier. "Oh man, I'll be there in 3." I say running to the front door. I got into my car, just realizing how REALLY cold it is. "Shit it's freezing," I say to myself. I pass the park and park in the driveway running through the OPEN front door. Quietly I go up the stairs to hear crying and Zayns soothing voice, "It's okay baby. You're safe with me." That pissed me off. I slam the washroom door open to see Diana naked in the tub, with Zayn sitting on the side edge, stroking her arm. "Don't touch her!" I yell, acting like nothing happened. Zayn continued stroking MY girlfriends arm. "Oh Harry," I said shivering making the water bounce around in the tub, "did you forget what happened? Or are you just gonna act like nothing happened, like you didn't choose to come with me, like you said 'no' to me? Huh? Or how about the day before, me getting called a bitch and a whore. Oh do you remember?" she teased me. "Oh but I've been c-called fucking worse. And that's your girlfriend. You little shit." my heart broke. She was so right, because I honestly DID try to act like nothing happened.
*YOUR P.O.V*
You gave in. You finally told him how you felt... but not exactly. You were still madly in love with him and willing to forgive him but he broke your heart and didn't believe you. You need trust in a relationship, you always told yourself that. You began crying because truly, you just wanted to hug him- no matter what the situation is. You saw the look in his eyes and he looked directly at yours. You asked yourself if you were going to let your love go to waste. No. You jumped out of the tub, bubbles everywhere and you're fully naked and you jumped into Harry's arms. He catches you and hugs you tighter than ever, as he began to cry. You never want to fight. He held your bare skin and you felt warm in safe in his arms. You loved the feeling. "I love you Diana. Harry thank me later... and nice ass. I'll see you later." Zayn said laughing and slapping your ass. "Don't touch my girl Zayn!" Harry joked around giving him a playful punch. He let go but you didn't so he gently pushed you off.
*HARRY'S P.O.V*
Finally we both gave in and she held me so tightly. Tears streamed down my face as I hugged her passionatley. Zayn left and I truly do owe him a thank you. "First of all, you're naked." I told Diana, poking her boob. She giggled, not doing a thing about so I just grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her. She didn't hold on to it, she just stared at me. At this point I don't know if things will be as perfect as they were before but I know my girl and she will always love me. She looked me in the eye as I awkwardly held her towel for her. "It's your turn to do all the work." she grinned. I let go of the towel as she jumped up onto me. I pushed her passed the door.
*YOUR P.O.V*
Finally you knew you were in his arms. I think I'm too forgiving. I shouldn't have forgave him too easily but I don't want to let him go, you think to yourself as he pushed you passed all the doors and flopping right on top of you on the bed. You knew where this was going. You pulled the hair tie off of your wrist and quickly wrapped your hair in a bun as he waited there under you. "I love you." you whisper, tightly grabbing onto his back with a strong grip. "I love you more." he whispered back, inviting his tounge into your mouth. You smiled inbetween the kiss and pulled his shirt off lifting his arms up. He did the rest, being in total control, not letting you move. You moaned. "Stop turning me on!" Harry laughed, thrusting above you. Your eyes were sealed tight in pleasure. His curls coming in your face, the smell of his hair just made you wanna make love to it. You opened your eyes to see he had his eyes directly on you. He was staring into your soul. You giggled loudly. "Your beautiful." he whispered into your ear. A smile grew up onto your face. But something wasn't right. You didn't feel as passionate the way he does. You felt.... guilt. "Babe?" you moan. "Mmm?" Harry replies. "We needa talk." you say, holding onto Harry's neck.
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