Love Gone to Waste?
Chapter 5: Tears of Fear, Pain, Hurt and Everything All at Once.
*YOUR P.O.V*
"Wait what? What do you mean 'no'? What 'no' Harry? My god are you actually gonna believe him?! You saw what happened! You heard it all yet you're gonna choose him over me?!" You screamed, frantically moving your hands around. Your eyes watered as he shook his head. "Harry are you kidding?" "Yeah Harry, who is it? Me or her?! YOUR BAND? Or HER?!" Niall tried convinving Harry. "You're putting him on a pedestal. He should choose. He goes every moring to rehearse, he's always with you guys. Is it that bad that we just want to spend every night together? It's our anniversery Niall. I can't believe you ruined it." you starting bawling and you ran out of the driveway, running on the road. Not knowing where you're going. You ran past trees and past pedestrians taking walks with their loved ones. You cried even louder when you saw a cute couple sitting on a bench kissing at the public park. "Why does this always happened to me?!" you yelled and cried. You kept running and finally sat under a huge dark tree.
*HARRY'S P.O.V*
Diana ran off, and I didn't want to follow her. I love her but I just didn't feel like following her. I was sick of always being given an ultimatum. Niall turned around and attempted to give me a high five. I shook my head. Why is Niall acting like this. He should be happy for me. This whole week has been arguments with all the people I care for most. Am I gonna let my love go to waste? Up to this point, it's utterly all my decision. I took a moment to think. "Niall why are you acting this way? You have GOT to tell me what in the hell you're going through because this is not who you are." I implied. Niall's eyes filled up with tears. He finally grew some balls and began to explain to me. "Mate, it's so rough seeing you fall head over heels over a girl. We miss having you at our place at night! Watching football games, playing x-box. Man ever since you're with her, you're lame and all romantic," I looked down at the floor. "I liked her up until like 3 months ago when all you said was 'I'm going to go see Diana' you'd end up coming home so late at night. Now you wanna move in with her? Mate I'm just hurt that's all." I arched my eyebrows, "So you hurt me and Diana's relationship?! You just ruin our anniversery of all days?!" Niall looked at me, "You know what today is?" I shook my head, "What?" Niall replied, "The huge NYC football championship. We wanted to watch it with you but you're gonna be out on this date with her!" I rolled my eyes. "Okay I'll watch it with you! Mate it's getting dark, she's not back yet." Niall smiled thinking I actually 'forgave' him. "Who cares lets go watch the game! It starts in 20 minutes!" Just for the sake of our friendship, I'll go with Niall. I wonder where Diana is though.. I'll ditch in the middle of the game. I thought to myself, making up a scheme in my head.
*YOUR P.O.V*
You sat under the tree bawling. The wind was picking up and it felt as if it was going to rain. You looked at the shirt you're wearing, remembering that it was Harry's. Your legs were freezing and numb. Answering the door pantless was not a good idea, you think to yourself. "Ugggh!" you groaned. It was so dark, you forgot which way you came here from. You began to cry tears of fright, pain, hurt and everything all together. You got up from under the tree and looked around. You began walking east hoping this was the way you came. You found the path and walked, your legs like jello from the cold. A car passes by, with 2 boys in the front. You didn't care. You sat down on the bench.
*HARRY'S P.O.V*
Once I was in the car a saw a skinny girl walking down the park path with just a plaid shirt on. No pants. I gasped, is that Diana?! I looked carefully to see her sit on the bench. Niall stepped on the gas and I couldn't see her anymore. "Right when I ditch this is the first place I'm checking." I whispered. "What?" Niall said, looking at me like I was crazy. "Nothing, drive." I leaned my head on the window, my eyes watering.
*YOUR P.O.V*
You sat on the bench and unbuttoned the shirt, tucking your legs to your chest and buttoning it back up so your legs were somewhat warm. You're tears felt frozen on your face. "This is going to be a dreadful long night." you say to yourself. You don't want to risk getting lost. You began to think of everything all over again. Oh my god, the boys have the tour coming up in like 2 weeks. Dang it. This is horrible. I hate today. I hate everyone. "Brrr." you shook intensely. You began to sing the song the comforts you the most, and your favorite line. No she's gone so low since she's been solo, hole in the middle of my heart like a polo and it's no joke to me, so can we do it all over again. If you're pretending from the start, like this, with a tight grip then my kiss can mend your broken heart, I might miss everything you said to me...
"Wait what? What do you mean 'no'? What 'no' Harry? My god are you actually gonna believe him?! You saw what happened! You heard it all yet you're gonna choose him over me?!" You screamed, frantically moving your hands around. Your eyes watered as he shook his head. "Harry are you kidding?" "Yeah Harry, who is it? Me or her?! YOUR BAND? Or HER?!" Niall tried convinving Harry. "You're putting him on a pedestal. He should choose. He goes every moring to rehearse, he's always with you guys. Is it that bad that we just want to spend every night together? It's our anniversery Niall. I can't believe you ruined it." you starting bawling and you ran out of the driveway, running on the road. Not knowing where you're going. You ran past trees and past pedestrians taking walks with their loved ones. You cried even louder when you saw a cute couple sitting on a bench kissing at the public park. "Why does this always happened to me?!" you yelled and cried. You kept running and finally sat under a huge dark tree.
*HARRY'S P.O.V*
Diana ran off, and I didn't want to follow her. I love her but I just didn't feel like following her. I was sick of always being given an ultimatum. Niall turned around and attempted to give me a high five. I shook my head. Why is Niall acting like this. He should be happy for me. This whole week has been arguments with all the people I care for most. Am I gonna let my love go to waste? Up to this point, it's utterly all my decision. I took a moment to think. "Niall why are you acting this way? You have GOT to tell me what in the hell you're going through because this is not who you are." I implied. Niall's eyes filled up with tears. He finally grew some balls and began to explain to me. "Mate, it's so rough seeing you fall head over heels over a girl. We miss having you at our place at night! Watching football games, playing x-box. Man ever since you're with her, you're lame and all romantic," I looked down at the floor. "I liked her up until like 3 months ago when all you said was 'I'm going to go see Diana' you'd end up coming home so late at night. Now you wanna move in with her? Mate I'm just hurt that's all." I arched my eyebrows, "So you hurt me and Diana's relationship?! You just ruin our anniversery of all days?!" Niall looked at me, "You know what today is?" I shook my head, "What?" Niall replied, "The huge NYC football championship. We wanted to watch it with you but you're gonna be out on this date with her!" I rolled my eyes. "Okay I'll watch it with you! Mate it's getting dark, she's not back yet." Niall smiled thinking I actually 'forgave' him. "Who cares lets go watch the game! It starts in 20 minutes!" Just for the sake of our friendship, I'll go with Niall. I wonder where Diana is though.. I'll ditch in the middle of the game. I thought to myself, making up a scheme in my head.
*YOUR P.O.V*
You sat under the tree bawling. The wind was picking up and it felt as if it was going to rain. You looked at the shirt you're wearing, remembering that it was Harry's. Your legs were freezing and numb. Answering the door pantless was not a good idea, you think to yourself. "Ugggh!" you groaned. It was so dark, you forgot which way you came here from. You began to cry tears of fright, pain, hurt and everything all together. You got up from under the tree and looked around. You began walking east hoping this was the way you came. You found the path and walked, your legs like jello from the cold. A car passes by, with 2 boys in the front. You didn't care. You sat down on the bench.
*HARRY'S P.O.V*
Once I was in the car a saw a skinny girl walking down the park path with just a plaid shirt on. No pants. I gasped, is that Diana?! I looked carefully to see her sit on the bench. Niall stepped on the gas and I couldn't see her anymore. "Right when I ditch this is the first place I'm checking." I whispered. "What?" Niall said, looking at me like I was crazy. "Nothing, drive." I leaned my head on the window, my eyes watering.
*YOUR P.O.V*
You sat on the bench and unbuttoned the shirt, tucking your legs to your chest and buttoning it back up so your legs were somewhat warm. You're tears felt frozen on your face. "This is going to be a dreadful long night." you say to yourself. You don't want to risk getting lost. You began to think of everything all over again. Oh my god, the boys have the tour coming up in like 2 weeks. Dang it. This is horrible. I hate today. I hate everyone. "Brrr." you shook intensely. You began to sing the song the comforts you the most, and your favorite line. No she's gone so low since she's been solo, hole in the middle of my heart like a polo and it's no joke to me, so can we do it all over again. If you're pretending from the start, like this, with a tight grip then my kiss can mend your broken heart, I might miss everything you said to me...
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