We got in th car and harry was still crying so I leaned over and gave him a hug and told him "it'll be ok I promise" and he wiped his tears away and said "I really do love you baby" I smiled and harry put his hand on my knee and started driving with the other hand. I held his hand all the way there an started thinking about my life whilst he is gone, I didn't ever try stopping him going but I knew I would miss him like anything. Harry looked at me and I had a year running down my face and harry let go of my hand and wiped the tear away and I held his hand to my face kissing it like mad knowing I would be sleeping on my own tonight and for the next few months. I said to harry not knowing what he would say"what if I move in with ...you and your mum... Because I don't think I could spend Christmas with my parents because of all the memories at my mums house" he looked up and smiled "of course I want you to move in baby" I then thought about Anne " what would she say" I asked harry and he said "she really likes you so I'm sure she is fine with that" I smiled and things were looking up considering me and harry are as stronger as ever and now I was moving in with my prince and his mum. We turned the corner and parked the car I looke up and seen a Edinburgh airport sign and I felt the tears away to start again