we talked and laughed all the time. i had such a great time until Harry asked me again about my swathe. 'can i see it?' he asked while looking at it. i got really nervous. what if i let him see my scars he would leave me..i cannot let that happen. i thought in myself. 'no' i said short. 'why not? Please babe, it's not that bad?' i looked at him, he saw on my face there was something wrong. 'omg what did you do?' i looked back down again and then removed the swathe around my arm. Harry went with his hand trough his hair when he saw the cuts. 'i'm sorry Harry, i really am..' i whisperd ,almost crying. 'why did you hurt yourself? yo can't do this! gosh Sarah!' he stood up with tears in his eyes and walked to the window. 'you really want to know? well i just want to die! i really want to walk out that door and let me hit by a car! everyone hates me Harry! i get even more builled than before just because im friends with you and the other boys! i don't eat anymore just because i hopefully fit in some day, but i think that day will never come!' i yelled at him while i was crying really hard. 'I JUST HATE MYSELF!' i screamed one last time at him and then walked outside. Harry went after me. he grabbed me by my wrist to turn me around. he want to get me back inside but i tried to get out of his grip. ' no Harry let me go!' i cried. he picked me up and brought me inside. i let myself fall on the ground in the hallway. Harry sat down beside me and held me in his arms.
we both cried until Harry noticed i fainted.

Notes

omg sorry for the long waiting! but here is a short chapter, im sorry :s but i will try to upload another one maybe this sunday :) i think im going to end the story around 10 chapters, good or not? let me know!

love you all! xxx