hope for a better life -Harry E. Styles
chapter four
Harry and i kept in touch. and also with the other boys. everyday Harry and i walked to school together en walked me home. my mother loved Harry! she was so glad that i had someone that respects me and loves me. but the builling didn't stop. it was only getting worser. the only thoughts that were running trough my head were i want to die - i don't want to live anymore - i can jump out off the window,.. but what a bi reason was that i didn't do it was Harry, my mom and the other boys. its 3 weeks later now and my mom brought me to the hospital because i didn't eat and that there were cuts on my arms. Harry didn't know anything about the cuts.
i didn't wanna tell him beacause i was scared he was going to be mad at me and maybe would leave me..
*buzz buzzz* my telephone went off. i sighed. but when i looked at the screen it lighted my day a little. it was Harry. 'hi!' i said. 'hi babe do you wanna come over? i can pick you up in 10 minutes.' he said. i heard him smile trough the phone. 'okay, i will see you in 10 minutes.' 'great! byee!' 'byee' and i hung up. i put on other clothes and went downstairs. and yes because i was skinnier now i could wear pretty clothes. Harry went shopping with me so i was stylish now haha.
i had a swathe around my arm so Haryy wouldn't see the cuts. i looked at the window and saw Harry comming from around the corner. i saif bye to my mom and went outside. i got in the car en gava Harry a kiss on his cheek. 'you look amazing Sarah.' he said. i smiled and thanked him. 'what is that swathe around your arm.?' i looked at it. 'own nothing, i just felt.' i said while i was still looking at it. 'oh okay' he answerd.
finally we were there. that was such an awkward moment!
the boys weren't there we were all by ourself. 'you can sit down on the coach, i will be there in a second.' he said while he walked to the kitchen. i made it myself comfortable and waited until Harry came back with some drinks and a few snacks.
i didn't wanna tell him beacause i was scared he was going to be mad at me and maybe would leave me..
*buzz buzzz* my telephone went off. i sighed. but when i looked at the screen it lighted my day a little. it was Harry. 'hi!' i said. 'hi babe do you wanna come over? i can pick you up in 10 minutes.' he said. i heard him smile trough the phone. 'okay, i will see you in 10 minutes.' 'great! byee!' 'byee' and i hung up. i put on other clothes and went downstairs. and yes because i was skinnier now i could wear pretty clothes. Harry went shopping with me so i was stylish now haha.
i had a swathe around my arm so Haryy wouldn't see the cuts. i looked at the window and saw Harry comming from around the corner. i saif bye to my mom and went outside. i got in the car en gava Harry a kiss on his cheek. 'you look amazing Sarah.' he said. i smiled and thanked him. 'what is that swathe around your arm.?' i looked at it. 'own nothing, i just felt.' i said while i was still looking at it. 'oh okay' he answerd.
finally we were there. that was such an awkward moment!
the boys weren't there we were all by ourself. 'you can sit down on the coach, i will be there in a second.' he said while he walked to the kitchen. i made it myself comfortable and waited until Harry came back with some drinks and a few snacks.
Notes
okay this is such a boring chapter! i would like to make it longer but i have to go :( i will update as soon as possible.keep reading babes!
love you all! xxx
9/5/13