Longing for you
Chapter 7
Harrys` POV:
I woke up by the smell of her hair in my nose. The smell was familiar, but unknown after the months as well.
My eyes fluttered open and I found us two, laying on the couch her body all over me and her chest moving up and down steadily.
What happened?, I asked myself and tried to remember last night. I could relax after I found out that nothing happened. We talked about everything.
The weather, Rosy, the x-factor, God and the world, everything but the important things, but just listening to her voice and her loud laughter was worth it. We must have been fallen asleep somewhere in between and I wondered that Rosys´ baby phone was silent for the whole night.
I knew I should wake her up and get out of this situation. Probably I shouldn´t be here at all. But I loved to see her relaxed, sleepy face, which made her look like a kid and her heartbeat so close to mine. This were feelings and thoughts I shouldn´t have.
She left and we were over and then all of a sudden she´s back and drives me insane again. I closed my eyes again and wanted to fall back asleep, but suddenly Rosy started to cry and the baby phone blew up.
Clary slowly opened her eyes and looked around the room until her eyes fell on me and she realized she was on top of me.
“Oh...”, she let out surprised and tried to sit herself up, but failed and only dropped closer to my face with hers. Her breath was warm and I felt in on my cheeks as she she let out one in surprise.
“Good morning”, I mumbled and she hardly blushed .
“Morning”, she breathed back and we stayed like this for some seconds. Her lips were so close to mine...she tried to sit up again and this time I helped her.
“I was tired like hell...”, she explained herself.
“Both of us were”, I calmed her down as I saw the bad conscience in her face.
“Oh my god”, she suddenly let out and I glanced at her shocked.
“I´ll be late for work”, she stumbled and headed to the bedroom to pick Rosy up.
“I got that”, I let her know and she smiled at me thankfully, while she rushed to her own room to get dressed.
“Hey boo”, I said as I saw Rosy already standing in her crib and she stopped to cry as I got her out and kissed her little forehead.
“You´re working?”, I asked Clary as I stepped into the living room again to get food for Rosy.
“Yeah...I do.” Her voice sounded like she was hiding something from me.
“Were?”, I continued and she stayed quiet for some seconds.
“At the time-out”, she answered finally and I raised my eyebrows.
“I haven´t been in there like forever”, I frowned and she stepped out of the room, looking gorgeous in a skinny jeans and a simple sweatshirt.
“Diane asked me, if I could help out since she needed some more help”, she told me and smiled at her view fell on Rosy.
“Hey, lovely”, she smiled and poked her nose with hers.
“What about her?”, I questioned her and she answered: “I take her to Taylors´ mother.” I raised my eyebrows in disbelief.
“You walk with her?”
“I passed my driving test, but first I don´t have a car over here and second I´m sure I´ll mix up with the whole driving on the other side of the street thing and cause a crash and that´s actually the last thing I´m planning to do”, she informed me.
Her words reminded me of my own car crash last year, when I had been on the way to have dinner at her place and I planned exactly how to tell her that I loved her for the first time.
The crash had thwarted these plans and I woke up in the hospital just to find my body damaged, but I told her anyways. Damn it, I cursed my thoughts since they got way the wrong direction.
“Congrats, but I think I better take you there”, I suggested.
“My feet are okay, so I´m okay with walking”, she said and I grinned about her stubbornness.
“Did you took a look outside already?” She stared over my shoulder and had to get on her toes since she was like the tiniest girl I ever get to know.
“Jesus”, she let out as she saw the dark gray clouds, which were all over the sky.
“Still wanna walk?”, I grinned and she slowly shook her head. “Then let´s go.”
Clarys´ POV:
The black clouds were over us like a dark promise and covered the world outside the car in a dusty morning,but their were still no rain. Harry kept quiet since we left the flat, the only noise came from Rosy bubbling in her seat.
“You new car´s really nice”, I broke the silence, but still stared out of the window.
“Thank you, my old one just died about two months ago and it was time to get a new one”, he let me know.
Stupid small talk, I thought. There were so many things I wanted to tell him, but all I could talk about where cars. I felt uncomfortable and comfortable at the same time and that was the worst feeling in like forever.
“How´s college doing?”, I asked just to hear his voice.
“It´s good....”, he uttered, “...no, honestly it sucks.” His words surprised me and I glanced over at him to see if he was serious.
“Taylor told me that was what you wanted, study law”, I said surprised.
“You two talked about me?”, he let out confused.
“We...she just told me”, I blushed.
“My Mum thought it would be the best thing to do for me and since I had no better idea myself, I thought I´ll do it, but it´s just so boring and you´ll have like literally no contact with people”, he explained and left the talking about him-thing alone.
“Then why do you do it?”, I questioned him and he stared over at me.
“It´s not that easy, Clary”, he said and I could see his eyes flare for a second.
“I´m sorry, but I just thought you should do something you love”, I apologized quietly.
“Well, collage sucks, but you should visit a in pub in Manchester”, he suddenly changed the subject.
“A pub?”, a small giggle left my mouth.
“There´re these amazing singer and songwriter, who write the best songs you´ve ever heard and you just sit in your corner, drinking a good beer and feel like nothing matters than this simple moment, when the music fills the smoky air...you should hear this one guy. He has crazy read hair and looks like a version of Ronald Weasley, but his songs...the lyrics and the melodies...”, he totally got lost in the imaginary of the evenings he had spend there and I had to smile like a fool over his passioante words.
“I´d love to see him one day.” The words left my lips before I could think about them and I expected him to say something to reject me somehow, but all he did was smiling at me with his pretty face and eyes on mine.
The first raindrops made me stare outside the window and I realized we already stood in front of the bakery. Single raindrops turned into a cloudburst and the rain pattered on the roof of the car.
“Wanna go?”, Harry asked and I sighed deeply.
“I think we have to.”
He cheekily smiled at me and started to count: “3,2...” at one we jumped out of the car.
I stood next to the car while Harry ran over to my side, opened the door and pulled Rosy out of her baby seat. I jumped up and down and rooted for him to hurry. We ran over to the door and stumbled nearly soaked to the bone into the bakery.
We laughed like we were the little kids and not Rosy, who looked like she just had the best time as well. My eyes locked into his and I felt my cheeks blush just at the intimacy.
I woke up by the smell of her hair in my nose. The smell was familiar, but unknown after the months as well.
My eyes fluttered open and I found us two, laying on the couch her body all over me and her chest moving up and down steadily.
What happened?, I asked myself and tried to remember last night. I could relax after I found out that nothing happened. We talked about everything.
The weather, Rosy, the x-factor, God and the world, everything but the important things, but just listening to her voice and her loud laughter was worth it. We must have been fallen asleep somewhere in between and I wondered that Rosys´ baby phone was silent for the whole night.
I knew I should wake her up and get out of this situation. Probably I shouldn´t be here at all. But I loved to see her relaxed, sleepy face, which made her look like a kid and her heartbeat so close to mine. This were feelings and thoughts I shouldn´t have.
She left and we were over and then all of a sudden she´s back and drives me insane again. I closed my eyes again and wanted to fall back asleep, but suddenly Rosy started to cry and the baby phone blew up.
Clary slowly opened her eyes and looked around the room until her eyes fell on me and she realized she was on top of me.
“Oh...”, she let out surprised and tried to sit herself up, but failed and only dropped closer to my face with hers. Her breath was warm and I felt in on my cheeks as she she let out one in surprise.
“Good morning”, I mumbled and she hardly blushed .
“Morning”, she breathed back and we stayed like this for some seconds. Her lips were so close to mine...she tried to sit up again and this time I helped her.
“I was tired like hell...”, she explained herself.
“Both of us were”, I calmed her down as I saw the bad conscience in her face.
“Oh my god”, she suddenly let out and I glanced at her shocked.
“I´ll be late for work”, she stumbled and headed to the bedroom to pick Rosy up.
“I got that”, I let her know and she smiled at me thankfully, while she rushed to her own room to get dressed.
“Hey boo”, I said as I saw Rosy already standing in her crib and she stopped to cry as I got her out and kissed her little forehead.
“You´re working?”, I asked Clary as I stepped into the living room again to get food for Rosy.
“Yeah...I do.” Her voice sounded like she was hiding something from me.
“Were?”, I continued and she stayed quiet for some seconds.
“At the time-out”, she answered finally and I raised my eyebrows.
“I haven´t been in there like forever”, I frowned and she stepped out of the room, looking gorgeous in a skinny jeans and a simple sweatshirt.
“Diane asked me, if I could help out since she needed some more help”, she told me and smiled at her view fell on Rosy.
“Hey, lovely”, she smiled and poked her nose with hers.
“What about her?”, I questioned her and she answered: “I take her to Taylors´ mother.” I raised my eyebrows in disbelief.
“You walk with her?”
“I passed my driving test, but first I don´t have a car over here and second I´m sure I´ll mix up with the whole driving on the other side of the street thing and cause a crash and that´s actually the last thing I´m planning to do”, she informed me.
Her words reminded me of my own car crash last year, when I had been on the way to have dinner at her place and I planned exactly how to tell her that I loved her for the first time.
The crash had thwarted these plans and I woke up in the hospital just to find my body damaged, but I told her anyways. Damn it, I cursed my thoughts since they got way the wrong direction.
“Congrats, but I think I better take you there”, I suggested.
“My feet are okay, so I´m okay with walking”, she said and I grinned about her stubbornness.
“Did you took a look outside already?” She stared over my shoulder and had to get on her toes since she was like the tiniest girl I ever get to know.
“Jesus”, she let out as she saw the dark gray clouds, which were all over the sky.
“Still wanna walk?”, I grinned and she slowly shook her head. “Then let´s go.”
Clarys´ POV:
The black clouds were over us like a dark promise and covered the world outside the car in a dusty morning,but their were still no rain. Harry kept quiet since we left the flat, the only noise came from Rosy bubbling in her seat.
“You new car´s really nice”, I broke the silence, but still stared out of the window.
“Thank you, my old one just died about two months ago and it was time to get a new one”, he let me know.
Stupid small talk, I thought. There were so many things I wanted to tell him, but all I could talk about where cars. I felt uncomfortable and comfortable at the same time and that was the worst feeling in like forever.
“How´s college doing?”, I asked just to hear his voice.
“It´s good....”, he uttered, “...no, honestly it sucks.” His words surprised me and I glanced over at him to see if he was serious.
“Taylor told me that was what you wanted, study law”, I said surprised.
“You two talked about me?”, he let out confused.
“We...she just told me”, I blushed.
“My Mum thought it would be the best thing to do for me and since I had no better idea myself, I thought I´ll do it, but it´s just so boring and you´ll have like literally no contact with people”, he explained and left the talking about him-thing alone.
“Then why do you do it?”, I questioned him and he stared over at me.
“It´s not that easy, Clary”, he said and I could see his eyes flare for a second.
“I´m sorry, but I just thought you should do something you love”, I apologized quietly.
“Well, collage sucks, but you should visit a in pub in Manchester”, he suddenly changed the subject.
“A pub?”, a small giggle left my mouth.
“There´re these amazing singer and songwriter, who write the best songs you´ve ever heard and you just sit in your corner, drinking a good beer and feel like nothing matters than this simple moment, when the music fills the smoky air...you should hear this one guy. He has crazy read hair and looks like a version of Ronald Weasley, but his songs...the lyrics and the melodies...”, he totally got lost in the imaginary of the evenings he had spend there and I had to smile like a fool over his passioante words.
“I´d love to see him one day.” The words left my lips before I could think about them and I expected him to say something to reject me somehow, but all he did was smiling at me with his pretty face and eyes on mine.
The first raindrops made me stare outside the window and I realized we already stood in front of the bakery. Single raindrops turned into a cloudburst and the rain pattered on the roof of the car.
“Wanna go?”, Harry asked and I sighed deeply.
“I think we have to.”
He cheekily smiled at me and started to count: “3,2...” at one we jumped out of the car.
I stood next to the car while Harry ran over to my side, opened the door and pulled Rosy out of her baby seat. I jumped up and down and rooted for him to hurry. We ran over to the door and stumbled nearly soaked to the bone into the bakery.
We laughed like we were the little kids and not Rosy, who looked like she just had the best time as well. My eyes locked into his and I felt my cheeks blush just at the intimacy.
Notes
Hey. New chapter! :)Do you think Harry will tell Aimee about the night over at Clary´s place?
What will happen in the bakery?
Let me know in a comment? Thanks.
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6/16/14