Helping Her Out The Darkness..

Sarah's POV

**Two weeks later**

I'm at Harry's place now. It's 6 o'clock pm here. We're watching TV now. He said he had planned something for us but i have no idea what. He just won't tell me. He also told me he had something for me upstairs.

I walked towards his room and saw clothes, accessoires and shoes on his bed with a note. i picked up the note to read it.

Dear Sarah,

I bought some clothes, shoes and accessoires for you. I hope you want to wear it and i hope you like it. Don't worry about how much money it was. It was really nothing, everything for you. I hope i see you downstairs in those clothes. I love you sweatheart.

Kisses Haz ;)

Aww that's sweet.. Wait, there's a little bit more.

PS: I bought something else as well. Look under the dress. ;) x

Okay, now i'm scared. What the hell did he bought to? I picked up the dress to look under it. "OH MY GOD!" I whispered/screamed to myself. "So you like it?" He said and walked over to me. I looked at him and raised one eyebrow, he had his stupid smirk on his face.

"Yeah i love the dress, shoes and accessoires. They are beautiful." I swear his face just glowed when those words leaved my mouth. "Really?" He said with a high tone. "Yeah. I do. I really love it Harry." He grinned at me. "So uhmm... I thought maybe you could wear that other thing i bought you. You know, so maybe we can have some fun tonight." He said and my head was as red as a tomato.

"OH MY GOD HARRY!! I UHMM..... Yeah... I like it, i guess." He laughed at me. "Oh come on! It's not that funny. You know what? Why don't you leave so i can get ready. Okay?" He nodded. "Okay but turn around first. I wanna pick out some clothes and stuff but i don't want you to see it yet." I nodded and turned around. After like a minute, maybe two he left.

I turned around to make sure he wasn't there anymore so i could get dressed. I showered for like ten minutes and then i picked up the clothes and other stuff and got dressed. Yesterday i dip dyed my hair. I love it. After like fourty minutes i was done. It's time to go downstairs and see Harry. I have really no idea what's going on but i think i like it so far.

I mean like.... When i woke up i could remember everything. I didn't wanna forgive him i really didn't want to but....i did. I realized that we couldn't live without each other. Well.... I can't live without him. When i woke up he was there.

So that means that he still cares about me. And he still loves me. I'm sure if i didn't wake up without him in that room then i would have never ever forgive him. But....i did. I'm glad i did. Because now i'm with the love of my life.

I still didn't forget what he did to me but i forgave him. And that's more than enough to me. I still think about my future. Our future. I still see myself marrying him one day. Getting pregnant and all those stuff. Our own new house. And so much other things. We'll see, maybe it happens one day.

I walked downstairs into the living room and there he sat on the couch. He's breathtaking, so beautiful. I walked towards him. He was dressed in this. "Hi. I knew you would look amazing in those clothes." He said while he stood up and kissed me on my cheek.

"You look amazing to." I said and hugged him tight. He looked shocked at first but hugged back after a few seconds. I pulled back and we smiled at each other. "I think i like it so far. So... Where are we going?" "That's a suprise. Are you ready?" Ugh... He knows i hate suprises. "Yeah i am ready." "Okay then we can go. Leave your phone, keys, money and all those other stuff here. I have everything." I nodded and smiled at him.

We walked out his house and he locked it. Then we walked to his car and he opened the door for me. I thanked him and stepped in. Once he closed the door at my side he jogged over to the other side and stepped in and drove off to god who knows where.

***Skip the car ride***

We arrived t the place but i couldn't see anything because he did a blindfold on me. He stepped out of the car and jogged to my side. He opened the door for me and helped me out the car. He closed the door and locked it. Wewalked towards the place, he helped me walking to it of course.

"We are almost there. Wait a little more and.............. We're here!!" He undid the blindfold and letted it fall to the groud. I gasped at the sight. "I-it's so beautiful" I whispered. He grinned at me and took my hand. We walked towards the table and he pulled out the chair for me. He's such a gentleman. Then he walked to the other side and sat down to.

"So.. You like it?" He asked with hope. "No. I don't like it." His face dropped. He looks hurt. "I love it. It's amazing. Did you do this!?" He nodded and smiled bright. I swear he is glowing. He looks so happy. I never saw him so happy. It's amazing to see.

"I did this for you. For uhmm.... Us." He's so.... I can't describe it. I never thought he would do this for me, for us. "Thank you. It's really beautiful and amazing. Nobody ever did something like this. Thank you Harry." We smiled at each other. I can't do anything except smile at him and stare into his beautiful eyes.

A few seconds later Louis came walking towards us. He was dressed so nice, in a suit. I never thouht my brother would ever be dressed like this. "Hello Harry, Sarah. Would you like to see the menu?" He said and we nodded. He gave us both a menu and walked away. "He's the waiter?"

Harry nodded and grinned. Aww.... "You're to good for me." His face dropped. "That's not true. You're to good for me. You almost died because of me and i cheated on you lot and still you forgave me. The only thing i can do is thank you for it and make it up to you." He's cute.

"Don't youever think i'm to good for you. I'm as bad as you Harry. And you don't have to thank me or make it up to me." "But i want to." He whined and i laughed. "Only if you want to." He grinned at me. Later Louis came back and we ordered our food and drinks. A few minuted later he came back with our food and drinks.

First we ate in silence but it's wasn't an awkward silence it was a comfortable silence. We almost finished our dinner when i spoke up. "It's really amazing what you did for me. I can't thank you enough." "Really. That's okay. Stop thanking me. It's for you, for us." We finished our dinner and Louis came back.

"Did you two enjoyed the food." We nodded and smiled at him. I wonder if he maked it. He has never ever cooked for me so i don't know. He grabbed our empty plates and walked away. "So you enjoyed it?" I nodded. He looks nervous. I guess he is nervous. Yep, he's nervous. Why?

"Harry? Is everything okay?" He nodded and took a sip from his drink. So did i. Then he stood up and took my hand. I stood up to and we stood across from each other. He really looks nervous, very nervous and that makes me nervous. What if he just realized that he doesn't really loves me or wanna be with me or.... "Stop worrying!" He said. It's like he can read my mind. "Sorry."

He sighed. "No i'm sorry. I'm just very nervous and that's why you're worrying but everything is okay. We are okay. Yeah?" I nodded and sighed in relief. "But why are you so nervous? We are okay. Everything is okay. Right?" "Yeah uhmm..... Just wait a second."

Louis was standing on the little stairs looking at Harry. Louis nodded at Harry and Harry nodded back. Then he looked back at me while Louis was just looking at us. Okay, what's going on?

Harry's POV

I'm a nervous wreck. I mean i uhmm..... I was planning on proposing to her tonight bt i dont know if i should i mean.... I made a speech and this is the perfect moment and this feels so right but what if she says no? Or i forget what to say? Or i.... Just say it Harry.

I have to do it now. It's now or never. I sat down on one knee and looked up at her. I picked up the box with the ring in it out of my pocket and opened the box. She looked back at me.

"Sarah i.... You have no idea how nervous i am and how long i waited for this moment. I love you since day one. Since the moment i saw you in school, when i saved you from Jake. Yes i was a womanizer and yes i had one-night stands. But you, since i met you i stopped. For you. I always dreamed about you. You were always there, in my dreams. I know a lot happened and i am so sorry for that. I cheated on you a lot but still you forgave me. And i still can't believe it. You almost died, two times because of me but i saved you. I changed you and you changed me. We can't live without each other. It took us a while to find out but we did. You always make me smile and laugh. For the first time in my whole live i'm truly happy. And that's all because of you. Your smile, your laugh, your amazing personality, your beauty, your just everything! I didn't know how it felt to be in love, i didn't know how it was, i thought it was stupid but....i changed my mind. It's not stupid. It's amazing, wonderfull. It's the best feeling in the world. I can see myself in the future with you and our children, happy and married. So this is the first step. I love you with whol my heart. More than you could ever imagine.

Sarah it would be an honor, would you marry me?" I asked and looked into her eyes. The speech went better than i imagined but now i'm nervous she says no. She letted a tear slip. Oh no. Shit shit shit. Too early? I knew it! "Yes." She whispered. "W-what?" Did she just say yes?

"Yes. I said yes. Yes. Yes. I wanna marry you, so yes!" She siled bright and so did i. I stood up and ugged her tight before i spinned her around. "I love you Sarah. Only you." "I love you to Harry. Only you." She said and i kissed her with lust. Not only lust but with everything i had in me. All my feelings and so did she. But at the same time it's so passionate. When i pulled back i looked deep into her eyes. They're so beautiful.

I picked the ring out of the box and slipped it onto her finger. She admired it. "It's beautiful Harry." "A beautiful ring for a beautiful girl." Everyone cheered around us and Sarah looked around. "You invited bnoth our family's and friends?" I nodded and she pecked my lips.

"Thank you. Thank you for everything." "You're welcome. I would do anything for you love." Everyone congratulated us and we left. Louis said that he and the lads would clean up and all of that stuff.

I helped her into my car and soon we drove off to my place.

"I love you." She whispered and i said it back. "That was a beautiful speech. You wrote it by yourself?" I nodded. "So... Uhmm..... You want children?" Okay, now i'm nervous again. "I uhmm.... Yeah? I thought maybe we could uhmm..... Never mind." She laughed at me.

"Aww.... Look how nervous you are! You thought maybe be could do it tonight without any protection?" Ie nodded and my cheeks flushed. "Well.... Let's do it then. I think i would love a child. Yes, we are young but who cares. I'm ready and so are you so why not?" She said.

Wow. Okay. "Didn't expect that answer!?" I smiled at her and shook my head no. She giggled. If she only knew how that turns me on. "You really want it?" I aksed with a little bit too hight one.

She nodded. "Okay let's do it!!" I drove faster. "Wow. Wow. Slow down. We don't wanna end in the hospital, right?" I nodded and we laughed. She's right. Slow down. We have enough time. I can't wait to get married. And i can't wait to get amazing, beautiful children.

This is all i've ever wanted. I never thought i would ever love someone. I thought it was stupid and lame but it's the most amazing feeling in the world. To love someone and to be loved by someone. Someone who really loves you because of you, not because you're hot or because you're a good fuck but because of you.

Soon we arrived at my place. I stepped out and opened the door for her, after she stepped out i closed it. I pushed her gently against the car and kissed her. It was passionate but at the same time full with lust. She pulled away and giggled. "I love oyu Harry." I grinned at her. "I love you too babe."

Notes

Sorry for the late update!! This is the last chapter :( I decided that i'm making a prologue.

I love you guys. I will thank you for everything!!

xx