Helping Her Out The Darkness..

Harry's POV

It's one week and a half later now and i visited Sarah everyday and i am 24/7 here in the hospital. I'm tired, hungry and dirty but i won't give up. She has three days over before they are all giving up on her. Maybe's she's dead and here i am wasting my time on her.

NO! Don't think like that Harry!! Ugh... I'm stupid. When she wakes up i'm gonna propose to her. Okay maybe not when she wakes up but a few days later or something. Well... IF she wakes up. God i'm so scared. I was afraid to fall in love again so i promised myself i wouldn't do it again but.....i guess i just did it again. But this feels right. I know it's right. This love is right.

"Sarah please wake up. I love you." I whispered in her ear and kissed her forehead. A tear fell on her lips. Her beautiful, soft and amazing lips. I would do everything to let her wake up. I would even kill somebody if i had to. Nobody understands me. I'll explain it to you.

Everybody always saw me as a womanizer, one-night stands, always drunk, drugs, party's,hurting girls and all that other stuff. Everybody knew me. Well....at least they thought they knew me. Nobody really knows me except Sarah.

Yes i was a womanizer with one-night stands. No i was not always drunk but sometimes at party's or something. I didn't do drugs or sold them and all that other stuff. And i would never ever hurt a girl physically, maybe mentally but not physically.

Nobody knows me. The only one who really knows me is Sarah. But Sarah is laying here in the hospital on the very edge of dying. Everybody always wanted to stay away from me. Only the dangerous people or the sluts came to me. I lost myself to those dangerous boys. I always told Gemma to be herself and never change for anybody. But..... i did. The lads saved me. I even stopped the whole womanize thing for Sarah. Well, sort of.

Then the blonde nurse walked in. "Mr. Styles." I nodded. Her fake smile dropped. Uh oh. That can't be good. "I'm sorry to say this to you but uhmm....... As you can hear and see on the heart device her heart isn't beating regular. Sometimes there are long breaks between the next heart beat and sometimes it's very fast. But uhmm..... The last time her heart beat is slow. Very slow. Too slow. There is a chance that she will not make it. I'm sorry." She said.

I nodded and sighed heavily. "Could you please call my mother and ask her to come here with my sister Gemma?" I asked and she nodded. Then she walked out of the room.

I walked to wards the hospital bed and hovered over her. "You can't die. I need you. Your love. Just you. I made terrible mistakes and everything but i... I see myself in the future proposing to you. Us getting married and having two amazing children. I.... I'm lost without you. You helped me out the darkness and it's time that i'm helping you out the darkness. I'm so sorry. I can't do more than talk to you and i just... I love you. Okay? I love you. Stay strong. For me? I love you." I whispered in her ear and kissed her cheek.

"Maybe it helps if you kiss her on the lips, you know like-" I cutted the blonde nurse off. "SHUT THE FUCK UP!! I NEVER ASKED YOU FOR ANYTHING OKAY!? YOU CALLED MY SARAH UGLY AND YOU WANTED TO FUCK ME!! IT'S NOT FUNNY!!!! SO ZIP IT!!" She looked scared and nodded. "Your mom and sister are on their way." She whispered and walked away.

Finally. But.... Maybe that nurse is right. Maybe she wakes up if i kiss her and fuck! What am i thinking!? I'm not gonna kiss an almost dead body, right? But i need her. I need her love and i need to feel her again. I leaned in and watched her every second. Nothing. I cupped her cheeks and smashed my lips on hers. My heart raced. Okay, that's unhealthy. I moved my lips on hers but she didn't. Of course not.

I wanted to pull back but she moved her lips on mine. She kissed back. What? She grabbed my arm tight and we moved our lips in syncroon. Am i dreaming? I pulled back and looked into her eyes. She's looking at me. She's alive.

I heard the heart device speed up. Wow. Do i have this affect on her? "Harry" She breathed. I nodded and smiled at her. "I'm her. Always. Everything is okay." She nodded and smiled at me. We just stared into each other's eyes.

"She's awake!! OH MY GOD HARRY!!" Gemma yelled and runned to us. "Don't yell Gemma! Maybe she has a head ache." She nodded and mouthed sorry. My mom alled a nurse and walked over to us to.

"Harry i'm so sorry. I....... I could be dead. Thank you for saying all those things. Thank you for talking to me even when i couldn't talk back. It was nice to hear your voice. You helped me." She whispered at me. I letted a few tears slip. Those tears arent't from sadness but from happiness.

"Your really wanna marry me and starting a family with me?" She asked, her eyes glowing. I smiled at her. "Yes, of course i want that!! Why not!? You're all i want." She smiled back at me.

"When are you gonna propose to me?" She asked and i laughed at her. "I'm not gonna tell you that. That's no fun!" She laughed along with me while Gemma and my mom looked at us in aww.

When am i gonna propose to her? Good question.

Notes

Enjoy the chapter. I didn't check on spelling mistakes, sorry.

When do you think Harry is gonna propose to her!? This story is almost over :((
Do you guys want a sequel or a prologue!? Your choice!!

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