The new start
Chapter sixty-five, "Yes, I will"
“I have to go and see Niall now but can I meet you later?” I asked and looked into Chloe´s brown eyes. They were so beautiful, she was so beautiful. Like an angel, my angel.
“I think all of us are going to the beach later, so why don´t you come with us?” She asked and I nodded. It sounded perfect then I had the time to talk to everyone too. I had really missed all of them.
“Sounds great, the only problem is… my beach body isn´t exactly ready.” I said and we laughed.
“You have a perfect body.” Chloe said and hugged me. Once again her perfume embraced me and I felt safe. It was amazing how she and Niall made me feel. It felt like I was invincible, like nothing could stop me if I was with them. Like they would protect me whatever happend. We let go of each other and I hurried out the door. I hadn´t really figured out what I should say to Niall but I thought it would come naturally. I don´t want it to be some practiced shit that sounded plastic. I want it to sound true. But then I remembered what had happened when I surprised Chloe. I did not want to see Niall and that girl do it when I get there. Then I would probably go and kill myself. I should call first and tell him to meet me here in the park, I thought and typed in his number. I had memorized it when I was with Summer. I didn´t know how many times I had typed it in then deleted it again, probably a hundred and I am not kidding. The signals passed one by one and I literally prayed that he would pick up.
“Hi?” He said but it sounded more like a question. I could hear on his voice that he just had woken up and suddenly I regretted calling him. I mean it was only ten am and it was the day after a party. I could have waited! But now it was no turning back.
“Hi Niall, it´s me...” Then I remembered he might not even recognize my voice. “or I mean it´s Amy.” I added and fiddled nervously on my shorts.
“Oh Amy… hello.” He answered and suddenly he sounded nervous too. It wasn´t the same happy voice I had remembered it was different… more serious. That doesn´t mean it was less beautiful… it is still the voice of an angel. It just makes me sad that I don´t make him happy anymore, just nervous and serious.
“I hope I didn´t interrupt you or anything I just… thought we needed to talk.” I said and hit myself on the forehead. That sounded so silly.
“It´s fine, I had to wake up anyway.” He laughed and I wanted to laugh too. But the truth is his laugh only made me sad. Sad because I might not get to experience it anymore. Amy, don´t think like that, just get him back, I thought and took a deep breath. But before I even had opened my mouth to go on he started talking.
“So I will be ready in ten where do you want to meet?” He asked and I smiled, happy I didn´t have to say when we were going to meet.
“You know the park we pasted when you walked me home for a while ago, why don´t we meet there?” I asked and got a little said about the memory. That night I had rejected Niall when he asked me out. All my thoughts had been on Harry, I remember I barely could remember his name. What an idiot I was then!
“That time when you rejected me? Sure, like I said, ten minutes.” He said and suddenly I got a huge lump in my stomach. I had treated him so badly, if I just would have treated him right maybe it wouldn´t have been this way right now.
“Niall, I am sorry I rejected you. I was such an idiot. I regret it every day.” I said and suddenly I felt how I wanted to hug him. I wanted to smell the minty smell and the familiar smell of his perfume. God I can´t even describe the smell of his perfume… it´s just perfect. Like everything else on him.
“Don´t beat yourself up, I have moved on from that a long time ago.” He said and even if the words should have healed me it made me sad. Something cracked inside of me and it was like suddenly I couldn´t keep the tears from falling. But I didn´t want him to hear me cry so I hung up, just like that. Then I fell down on the ground and just sat there and cried. I hoped all the tears would fall out now, then Niall didn´t have to see me like this. When I literally had cried none stop in five minutes I started walking towards the park. Lucky me, I had pick a waterproofed mascara today. When I got to the park I sat down on the exact same bench I had been sitting on the first day I got here, the night when I met Harry. It brought back a lot of memories. I remember how I had thought he was taken out of a movie. Now I guess I have gotten used to that, it´s like everyone here looks like celebrities.
“Amy, hey!” I heard someone scream and soon I saw Niall´s familiar blond hair coming towards me. I had to force myself to keep sitting on the bench and to not run towards him and throw myself at him.
“Niall, I am glad you could come.” I said and pressed out a smile. I looked on his nose, placed my eyes right between his eyes because I knew that if I would look into those eyes, those beautiful blue eyes I would be lost. I wouldn’t be able to keep myself from kissing him. So to be safe that was the spot I was going to look at this whole time.
“Yeah me too. Our call ended so weird, I didn´t even know if I was suppose to come.” He said and I blushed. No way I was going to tell him I had gotten a cry attack.
“Yeah I know it just ended like that. Anyway you made the right decision to come, we need to talk.” I said and he nodded before he sat down beside me. I could smell his smell even from here. It was so hard to not kiss him but I bit my tongue so that I started bleeding and the pain got my thoughts away from kissing him.
“So how have you been?” He asked and drummed his fingers on his legs. He is nervous, I thought but it didn´t help that he was nervous. This was just really awkward.
“Niall can we not do this? Can we not ask all this polite questions, can we just say what´s on our minds?” I almost screamed but the truth was, I didn´t know if I wanted to hear what was on his mind. But I had already started, it was too late to back out.
“Do you want to know what´s on my mind?” He screamed and I saw that he was crying, blue tears fell slowly down his cheeks and suddenly I felt the need to look into his eyes. But I couldn´t, if I would then there would be no turning back.
“Can you look me in the eyes or what?” Niall screamed and like a robot I did what he said. I looked into those beautiful blue eyes that almost looked like pain itself.
“Great, now I am going to tell you what´s on my mind, what has been on my mind for a very long time. Like at first it was all you, I wanted to welcome you back. Be happy, be strong for you. But as the weeks past by and there was no sign of you I didn´t have the energy anymore. I don´t get it Amy, after all I forgave you for couldn´t you just give me one call? One damn it simple call?” He screamed and took a pause to breathe but before I had any chance to say anything he started again.
“So I did everything in my power to forget you. But like whatever I did I just saw you, everywhere. But soon it didn´t matter, I went back living my life. I had almost accepted the fact that I would never see you again. I had finally almost moved on but then of course you come back. God damn it Amy, you have to make up your mind. Be with me or not, you can´t come and leave all the time. It is not good for me.” He said and I was speechless. No word could leave my mouth.
“I love you.” I finally whispered and for a moment I saw the old Niall. The sweet Niall that loved me to but then Niall just shook his head.
“It´s a little too late now, isn´t? I have a girlfriend remember?” He said and now it was him ignoring my eyes. But it didn´t matter, that little moment had given me power and I knew I could get him back.
“Oh don´t blame this on your girlfriend, Niall. Sure maybe she is very nice but you know it is us, it has always been us. Maybe we haven´t known each other for that long, so what? The thing is that I love you so much and I cannot lose you again. I cannot. Even if you don´t give in now, I know you will and until that day I will fight for you whatever happens. Because you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me. And no I didn´t text you or call you but do you know why? I was scared, that´s why. I was scared to be vulnerable, to open up. Everything seemed so real when I was gone, my feelings for you they were so real. And all this emotions, it scares me. But I am willing to let you in. Because without you I am even more scared. The truth is I didn´t even know love like this existed until now. Now I have proof, my love for you are endless and you know what if your excuse to not be with me is that I always leave you have to suck it up because I am not going anywhere.” I said and I had no idea where all the words were coming from. It just felt right, natural to say them. They were true and true words can only come from the heart so I take that back. I sure knows where all those words came from, my heart. It was my heart talking, fighting for the thing I want most in my life. The thing I was so close to lose. The thing that couldn´t even look into my eyes. I carefully lifted my hand and touched his cheek. Then I slowly pulled his face up so that he was forced to look into my eyes.
“I am not going anywhere.” I whispered once again and this time I saw that I had reached out to him. Niall grabbed my face with so much confidence it was almost overwhelming. Notice the word almost. Then he pulled me into the most sweet kiss I had ever experienced. My tongue squeezed his and something eased up inside of me. It was like a huge stone lifted from my chest and like I felt free again. Like a bird that had been stuck in a cage for her whole life and now was set free but twice as good as that. Suddenly Niall pulled away and stroked away a strand of hair from my face.
“Me neither.” He told me before he wrapped his arms around me, pulled me into his safe port. His port filled with love and Niall´s smell. Oh, that incredible smell. Suddenly the phone interrupted us and even if I didn´t want the hug to end I had to pick up. It was Chloe.
“Hi Chloe, what´s up?” I asked and didn´t move my eyes from Niall´s.
“All of us are waiting on the beach, where the hell are you guys?” She asked but I was too happy to get stressed out.
“We are there in a few minutes. See ya.” I said before I hung up.
“Come on Niall we have to go.” I said and grabbed his hand before I literally dragged him up on his feet.
“Do we have to?” He asked and I laughed.
“We do.” I said and he pulled me in for another kiss. But I laughed too much to be able to kiss him back. Then suddenly his strong arms lifted me up and I felt like a princess.
“Well, then we better hurry.” He said and carried me towards the beach. Lucky us, the beach only was five minutes from here if you walked slowly. So soon we were there. It was beautiful, I had no idea London actually had a beach this beautiful. The sand was as white as snow and the ocean was as blue as, well yeah an ocean should be. And even if the sun was shining and the clouds showed us different shapes it wasn´t nearly as beautiful as Niall. I squeezed his hand as we walked towards the big crowd of people. From here I only saw Chloe, Louis, Harry and was that… Summer and her girlfriend? She had probably gotten out by now.
“By the way, Niall. Try to treat Summer the right way. Give her a second chance, at least try even if she tried to kill you. You don´t have to like it but try not to hit her or anything, for me.” I said and stopped him from walking before I looked into his eyes and then I remembered what color they had. The color of ocean waves which leads us to “the ocean was as blue as Niall´s eyes.”
“Wait is she here?” He asked and I nodded before I gave him my best puppy eyes, which by the way wasn´t so bad anymore. I had practiced.
“Well okay, for you. But remember this, I will never forgive her.” He said and I nodded. It was good enough, the rest will come with time, I thought and kissed him on the nose before we started walking again.
“Hey guys!” Chloe shouted and now I saw that Liam, Zayn and someone that probably was Zayn´s girlfriend also was there. I couldn´t stop smiling, I was probably the luckiest girl in the whole world.
“Hello everyone.” I said and smiled. Louis screamed a little and wrapped his arms around me which led to one hell of a hug party.
“I missed you guys and I am glad you let Summer in. She has changed and she will prove it to you.” I said and Summer gave me a thankful smile.
“We missed you too and we are so happy you are back.” Louis said and everyone nodded agreeing.
“And with that Summer thing, we believe you, but don´t try to kill anyone now, will you?” Zayn said, half on joke, half serious.
“I promise, thanks again.” Summer laughed.
“So I see you two are back together, what happened to that other girl of yours, Niall?” Harry asked and winked at Niall which just made us laugh even more.
“There has only been one girl in my life.” Niall said and I blushed. That´s it, I am the luckiest girl on this planet.
“That´s so sweet.” Chloe said and I didn´t know if she talked about Niall or Liam because they were doing one hell of a make out session.
“Are anyone up for a swim?” Summer screamed before she started taking of all her clothes until she only wore a bikini.
“Sure, why not?” Chloe said and everyone stood up except Niall and me. Or well I was on my way up when he grabbed my arm.
“Why don´t you stay?” He asked and I smiled. Even though I loved all my friends, I did not say no to some alone time with Niall. When everyone was gone Niall looked at me and suddenly his face was all serious.
“What is it, Niall?” I asked and suddenly I was worried.
“Well I´ve been thinking about something and…” He started but he had to stop because he blushed so much.
“What Niall?” I asked and now I was really nervous.
“I love you, Amy and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I think we already have spend too much time apart and I feel like I have to know you are mine. I know you say you are not going anywhere but I need proof. So that´s why I want you to marry me or just get engaged with me. I want you to wear this ring because I want everyone to know that you are mine and that you always will be. We don´t have to ever get married or we can wait for ten years I just want to show everyone that they can´t have you. I want them to see that I am serious. So Amber Elenour Brown will you marry me?” He said and picked up a ring. It was beautiful and it shined almost as bright as Niall´s eyes. Suddenly I felt something wet on my cheek and I noticed I was crying and it was now, in just this moment I realized that I didn´t care what I was doing all that matters was that I had Niall by my side. He is my prince and I am his princess. That´s how it is. So maybe you think it´s crazy being sixteen and getting engaged but then you haven´t felt love like mine and Niall´s.
“Yes, I will."
“I think all of us are going to the beach later, so why don´t you come with us?” She asked and I nodded. It sounded perfect then I had the time to talk to everyone too. I had really missed all of them.
“Sounds great, the only problem is… my beach body isn´t exactly ready.” I said and we laughed.
“You have a perfect body.” Chloe said and hugged me. Once again her perfume embraced me and I felt safe. It was amazing how she and Niall made me feel. It felt like I was invincible, like nothing could stop me if I was with them. Like they would protect me whatever happend. We let go of each other and I hurried out the door. I hadn´t really figured out what I should say to Niall but I thought it would come naturally. I don´t want it to be some practiced shit that sounded plastic. I want it to sound true. But then I remembered what had happened when I surprised Chloe. I did not want to see Niall and that girl do it when I get there. Then I would probably go and kill myself. I should call first and tell him to meet me here in the park, I thought and typed in his number. I had memorized it when I was with Summer. I didn´t know how many times I had typed it in then deleted it again, probably a hundred and I am not kidding. The signals passed one by one and I literally prayed that he would pick up.
“Hi?” He said but it sounded more like a question. I could hear on his voice that he just had woken up and suddenly I regretted calling him. I mean it was only ten am and it was the day after a party. I could have waited! But now it was no turning back.
“Hi Niall, it´s me...” Then I remembered he might not even recognize my voice. “or I mean it´s Amy.” I added and fiddled nervously on my shorts.
“Oh Amy… hello.” He answered and suddenly he sounded nervous too. It wasn´t the same happy voice I had remembered it was different… more serious. That doesn´t mean it was less beautiful… it is still the voice of an angel. It just makes me sad that I don´t make him happy anymore, just nervous and serious.
“I hope I didn´t interrupt you or anything I just… thought we needed to talk.” I said and hit myself on the forehead. That sounded so silly.
“It´s fine, I had to wake up anyway.” He laughed and I wanted to laugh too. But the truth is his laugh only made me sad. Sad because I might not get to experience it anymore. Amy, don´t think like that, just get him back, I thought and took a deep breath. But before I even had opened my mouth to go on he started talking.
“So I will be ready in ten where do you want to meet?” He asked and I smiled, happy I didn´t have to say when we were going to meet.
“You know the park we pasted when you walked me home for a while ago, why don´t we meet there?” I asked and got a little said about the memory. That night I had rejected Niall when he asked me out. All my thoughts had been on Harry, I remember I barely could remember his name. What an idiot I was then!
“That time when you rejected me? Sure, like I said, ten minutes.” He said and suddenly I got a huge lump in my stomach. I had treated him so badly, if I just would have treated him right maybe it wouldn´t have been this way right now.
“Niall, I am sorry I rejected you. I was such an idiot. I regret it every day.” I said and suddenly I felt how I wanted to hug him. I wanted to smell the minty smell and the familiar smell of his perfume. God I can´t even describe the smell of his perfume… it´s just perfect. Like everything else on him.
“Don´t beat yourself up, I have moved on from that a long time ago.” He said and even if the words should have healed me it made me sad. Something cracked inside of me and it was like suddenly I couldn´t keep the tears from falling. But I didn´t want him to hear me cry so I hung up, just like that. Then I fell down on the ground and just sat there and cried. I hoped all the tears would fall out now, then Niall didn´t have to see me like this. When I literally had cried none stop in five minutes I started walking towards the park. Lucky me, I had pick a waterproofed mascara today. When I got to the park I sat down on the exact same bench I had been sitting on the first day I got here, the night when I met Harry. It brought back a lot of memories. I remember how I had thought he was taken out of a movie. Now I guess I have gotten used to that, it´s like everyone here looks like celebrities.
“Amy, hey!” I heard someone scream and soon I saw Niall´s familiar blond hair coming towards me. I had to force myself to keep sitting on the bench and to not run towards him and throw myself at him.
“Niall, I am glad you could come.” I said and pressed out a smile. I looked on his nose, placed my eyes right between his eyes because I knew that if I would look into those eyes, those beautiful blue eyes I would be lost. I wouldn’t be able to keep myself from kissing him. So to be safe that was the spot I was going to look at this whole time.
“Yeah me too. Our call ended so weird, I didn´t even know if I was suppose to come.” He said and I blushed. No way I was going to tell him I had gotten a cry attack.
“Yeah I know it just ended like that. Anyway you made the right decision to come, we need to talk.” I said and he nodded before he sat down beside me. I could smell his smell even from here. It was so hard to not kiss him but I bit my tongue so that I started bleeding and the pain got my thoughts away from kissing him.
“So how have you been?” He asked and drummed his fingers on his legs. He is nervous, I thought but it didn´t help that he was nervous. This was just really awkward.
“Niall can we not do this? Can we not ask all this polite questions, can we just say what´s on our minds?” I almost screamed but the truth was, I didn´t know if I wanted to hear what was on his mind. But I had already started, it was too late to back out.
“Do you want to know what´s on my mind?” He screamed and I saw that he was crying, blue tears fell slowly down his cheeks and suddenly I felt the need to look into his eyes. But I couldn´t, if I would then there would be no turning back.
“Can you look me in the eyes or what?” Niall screamed and like a robot I did what he said. I looked into those beautiful blue eyes that almost looked like pain itself.
“Great, now I am going to tell you what´s on my mind, what has been on my mind for a very long time. Like at first it was all you, I wanted to welcome you back. Be happy, be strong for you. But as the weeks past by and there was no sign of you I didn´t have the energy anymore. I don´t get it Amy, after all I forgave you for couldn´t you just give me one call? One damn it simple call?” He screamed and took a pause to breathe but before I had any chance to say anything he started again.
“So I did everything in my power to forget you. But like whatever I did I just saw you, everywhere. But soon it didn´t matter, I went back living my life. I had almost accepted the fact that I would never see you again. I had finally almost moved on but then of course you come back. God damn it Amy, you have to make up your mind. Be with me or not, you can´t come and leave all the time. It is not good for me.” He said and I was speechless. No word could leave my mouth.
“I love you.” I finally whispered and for a moment I saw the old Niall. The sweet Niall that loved me to but then Niall just shook his head.
“It´s a little too late now, isn´t? I have a girlfriend remember?” He said and now it was him ignoring my eyes. But it didn´t matter, that little moment had given me power and I knew I could get him back.
“Oh don´t blame this on your girlfriend, Niall. Sure maybe she is very nice but you know it is us, it has always been us. Maybe we haven´t known each other for that long, so what? The thing is that I love you so much and I cannot lose you again. I cannot. Even if you don´t give in now, I know you will and until that day I will fight for you whatever happens. Because you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me. And no I didn´t text you or call you but do you know why? I was scared, that´s why. I was scared to be vulnerable, to open up. Everything seemed so real when I was gone, my feelings for you they were so real. And all this emotions, it scares me. But I am willing to let you in. Because without you I am even more scared. The truth is I didn´t even know love like this existed until now. Now I have proof, my love for you are endless and you know what if your excuse to not be with me is that I always leave you have to suck it up because I am not going anywhere.” I said and I had no idea where all the words were coming from. It just felt right, natural to say them. They were true and true words can only come from the heart so I take that back. I sure knows where all those words came from, my heart. It was my heart talking, fighting for the thing I want most in my life. The thing I was so close to lose. The thing that couldn´t even look into my eyes. I carefully lifted my hand and touched his cheek. Then I slowly pulled his face up so that he was forced to look into my eyes.
“I am not going anywhere.” I whispered once again and this time I saw that I had reached out to him. Niall grabbed my face with so much confidence it was almost overwhelming. Notice the word almost. Then he pulled me into the most sweet kiss I had ever experienced. My tongue squeezed his and something eased up inside of me. It was like a huge stone lifted from my chest and like I felt free again. Like a bird that had been stuck in a cage for her whole life and now was set free but twice as good as that. Suddenly Niall pulled away and stroked away a strand of hair from my face.
“Me neither.” He told me before he wrapped his arms around me, pulled me into his safe port. His port filled with love and Niall´s smell. Oh, that incredible smell. Suddenly the phone interrupted us and even if I didn´t want the hug to end I had to pick up. It was Chloe.
“Hi Chloe, what´s up?” I asked and didn´t move my eyes from Niall´s.
“All of us are waiting on the beach, where the hell are you guys?” She asked but I was too happy to get stressed out.
“We are there in a few minutes. See ya.” I said before I hung up.
“Come on Niall we have to go.” I said and grabbed his hand before I literally dragged him up on his feet.
“Do we have to?” He asked and I laughed.
“We do.” I said and he pulled me in for another kiss. But I laughed too much to be able to kiss him back. Then suddenly his strong arms lifted me up and I felt like a princess.
“Well, then we better hurry.” He said and carried me towards the beach. Lucky us, the beach only was five minutes from here if you walked slowly. So soon we were there. It was beautiful, I had no idea London actually had a beach this beautiful. The sand was as white as snow and the ocean was as blue as, well yeah an ocean should be. And even if the sun was shining and the clouds showed us different shapes it wasn´t nearly as beautiful as Niall. I squeezed his hand as we walked towards the big crowd of people. From here I only saw Chloe, Louis, Harry and was that… Summer and her girlfriend? She had probably gotten out by now.
“By the way, Niall. Try to treat Summer the right way. Give her a second chance, at least try even if she tried to kill you. You don´t have to like it but try not to hit her or anything, for me.” I said and stopped him from walking before I looked into his eyes and then I remembered what color they had. The color of ocean waves which leads us to “the ocean was as blue as Niall´s eyes.”
“Wait is she here?” He asked and I nodded before I gave him my best puppy eyes, which by the way wasn´t so bad anymore. I had practiced.
“Well okay, for you. But remember this, I will never forgive her.” He said and I nodded. It was good enough, the rest will come with time, I thought and kissed him on the nose before we started walking again.
“Hey guys!” Chloe shouted and now I saw that Liam, Zayn and someone that probably was Zayn´s girlfriend also was there. I couldn´t stop smiling, I was probably the luckiest girl in the whole world.
“Hello everyone.” I said and smiled. Louis screamed a little and wrapped his arms around me which led to one hell of a hug party.
“I missed you guys and I am glad you let Summer in. She has changed and she will prove it to you.” I said and Summer gave me a thankful smile.
“We missed you too and we are so happy you are back.” Louis said and everyone nodded agreeing.
“And with that Summer thing, we believe you, but don´t try to kill anyone now, will you?” Zayn said, half on joke, half serious.
“I promise, thanks again.” Summer laughed.
“So I see you two are back together, what happened to that other girl of yours, Niall?” Harry asked and winked at Niall which just made us laugh even more.
“There has only been one girl in my life.” Niall said and I blushed. That´s it, I am the luckiest girl on this planet.
“That´s so sweet.” Chloe said and I didn´t know if she talked about Niall or Liam because they were doing one hell of a make out session.
“Are anyone up for a swim?” Summer screamed before she started taking of all her clothes until she only wore a bikini.
“Sure, why not?” Chloe said and everyone stood up except Niall and me. Or well I was on my way up when he grabbed my arm.
“Why don´t you stay?” He asked and I smiled. Even though I loved all my friends, I did not say no to some alone time with Niall. When everyone was gone Niall looked at me and suddenly his face was all serious.
“What is it, Niall?” I asked and suddenly I was worried.
“Well I´ve been thinking about something and…” He started but he had to stop because he blushed so much.
“What Niall?” I asked and now I was really nervous.
“I love you, Amy and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I think we already have spend too much time apart and I feel like I have to know you are mine. I know you say you are not going anywhere but I need proof. So that´s why I want you to marry me or just get engaged with me. I want you to wear this ring because I want everyone to know that you are mine and that you always will be. We don´t have to ever get married or we can wait for ten years I just want to show everyone that they can´t have you. I want them to see that I am serious. So Amber Elenour Brown will you marry me?” He said and picked up a ring. It was beautiful and it shined almost as bright as Niall´s eyes. Suddenly I felt something wet on my cheek and I noticed I was crying and it was now, in just this moment I realized that I didn´t care what I was doing all that matters was that I had Niall by my side. He is my prince and I am his princess. That´s how it is. So maybe you think it´s crazy being sixteen and getting engaged but then you haven´t felt love like mine and Niall´s.
“Yes, I will."
Notes
Hello everyone! So my last chapter... kind of sad :( But well I am proud of myself and I just wanted to say thank you if you have read it, it means so much to me! I love you all and I really hoped you enjoyed the story :) I hope you liked the end to ;) Well I just wanted to say thank you so have a great day and I hope you will read my next story too ;) Much love, EPs. I just made an account on wattpad, I have heard it´s much better to write there so why not try it out I thought? There has been some complications here so that´s why I guess. I might not start writing immediately but I will soon so my account is called emelieestyles if it worked to sign up! I hope you will go and follow and then check out my story when I start writing :)
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4/27/14