The new start
Chapter thirty-seven, "The plan"
I had no idea where I was headed, I just ran. I wanted to run so fast so that my feelings would fall out. Even if that´s not possible. I hate my life, maybe it would be better in prison. I was trapped with on lying best friend and with one guy who broke my heart. I had also murdered someone and some creepy guy was after me. On top of all that I had broken Niall´s heart and I had a ex best friend I had no idea if I could trust, and I have not even brought up my parents yet. The only one who could make me feel safe in this moment were Summer, the ex best friend I had no idea if I could trust. Isn´t that insane? The only one is someone like that. When I got to a door I stopped. My heart was pounding so fast I thought it would explode and I am pretty sure my head would explode too. I wanted to go out and take some air but maybe I should go to the dorm room instead. Chloe isn´t going to be there. But then it hit me, maybe my other roommate would be there? No, outside was the best place to go. I opened the door and realized it led out to the backyard of the school. There were not many people out here, most of the students were probably in the cafeteria or on their rooms. The yard was very big and in front of me there was a big fountain. I sat down beside it and I felt how exhausted I was. Then I saw someone walking towards me, I dried my tears and pretended to look on my phone, when I looked up I realized that it was Louis. My heart started pounding again and I had no idea what to do. I really hoped he hadn´t seen me, even if I knew he had.
"Hello there." He said with his cheesy smile. I wanted to punch him, ask him what the hell was wrong with him. I didn´t know if this friendship was a joke, I mean me and Harry had been. I didn´t want to have anything to do with him, I am not sure that I will ever forgive him. The worst thing isn´t that he and Harry are together. The worst thing is that he had lied about it and that he had gone behind my back. I took a quick decision that I wasn´t going to tell him that I had seen them, I was just going to try to avoid them and if I see them come up with some excuse to leave.
"Hi, it would be nice to stay and chat but I just got a text from Chloe and she wanted us to meet." I said before I got up on my feet.
"I don´t think Chloe needs you right now, I saw her before with Zayn, looked pretty intense." He said and laughed. Shit, now I messed up. But I was really happy everything was going great between Chloe and Zayn though.
"Did I say Chloe? I meant..." I started but I had no idea what I was going to continue with. Louis raised his eyebrow and I sighed, it had gone ten minutes since I saw them and I was already about to screw things up.
"Me, she meant me." I heard Summer´s voice from behind and I sighed a relieved sigh before I turned around to face Summer. I had no idea what she was doing here but for whatever reason it was I am really happy she is.
"Yeah, Louis this is Rosie." I said and smiled my fake smile.
"Oh, nice to meet you Rosie." He said and he wouldn´t stop smiling. I hate that smile, and his blue diamonds. They are not diamonds, in fact they looked more like ugly discolored stones. I felt how I couldn´t even smile my fake smile anymore. Summer looked at me with a worried look and for once I was really glad that she could come up with lies so quickly.
"We need to have a girl talk, so we gotta go." She said before she walked away and I had to run to keep up with her. When we had walked for a while I realized that we were standing outside my dorm room.
"Thank you, Summer. But what are you doing here?" I asked and she smiled.
"I am your roommate." She laughed and opened the door. Shit, Summer went to the same school as me? But how the hell did that happen? I mean Summer hates boarding schools as much as me, if not more.
"Don´t look so surprised. Remember our deal? We are going to rule this school." I got cold inside. I am pretty sure she doesn´t want to hear how I want to be a good kid and actually go to the classes. So instead I smiled.
"Yeah, I remember." I said but I am not sure anyone heard that because it sounded more like a snort then actual words.
"So, what´s wrong? Why didn´t you want to talk with that boy?" She asked and I held my breath, I can´t tell her what happened because then she will know that I lied before when I said that I didn´t like Harry. She turned around and looked me straight into the eyes.
"Seriously, I am sorry about yesterday. It´s okay if you like Harry, just don´t forget our deal, okay?" She said and we sat down together. Suddenly I couldn´t keep it inside anymore. It was like my mouth lived another life then the rest of my body.
"Well, I really didn´t think I liked Harry but then today I saw him kissing my best friend. That guy I was talking to when you came. I haven´t said anything yet to them." When I said it, it didn´t sound as dramatic as it had felt. But Summer seemed to understand. She didn´t say some joke, she just sat there and it looked like she was pretty sorry for me.
"I am sorry, that sucks. But I know what to do." She said and now the smile had found its way to her lips.
"Well, tell me." I said.
"First of all, you are not going to say anything to either of them and you are going to show the whole school that they are gay tonight at a party I am going to arrange." She said and it felt like someone was pulling air out of my lungs. Had Summer gotten insane? But when I was just about to protest she gave me a look that said, don´t forget the deal. I sighed but then I thought it over again. This would not be any worse than what they had done to me, right? I would just help them to share who they really are. Maybe this wasn´t such a bad idea.
"What do you want me to do?" I asked and her smile got even brighter.
"Nothing, just show up tonight with a sexy dress and play sad when the secret reveals. I will handle the rest, no one will know it was us, not even Harry or Louis." She said and I smiled. This is the perfect idea. I would just help them, it wasn´t even mean. My thoughts got interrupted by the speakers.
"The classes start in ten minutes. Please seek up your classrooms and have a great first day." I got stressed, I had no idea where I was headed. But Summer gave me a paper.
"Your classes, I picked them up for you before. Don´t forget the sexy dress." She said before she was gone. I smiled and looked at the paper. My first class was science. How boring? But all I could think of was the party tonight. I straightened my uniform before I started walking towards my classroom. I hadn´t felt this much hope for a long while. Surprisingly I found my way to the classroom without any trouble and I got there in time too. The teacher was a very short man with barely any hair and big round glasses. He looked very stern. He let everyone sit down, except me. I hate to stand in front of the class, why can´t I just sit down too?
"This is Amy Brown and she is new here at the school, I want you all to take good care of her." He said with his dark voice.
"Yes, sir." The whole class answered all at once. This must be a joke, all the students were like robots. I got speechless, I did not want to become the teacher´s robot.
"Amy, you can sit beside Liam." He said and pointed out the chair beside one of the angels. At least it was a familiar face.
"Hi, why are everyone so quiet?" I asked Liam but instead of an answer I got a harsh look from all the people in the classroom, including Liam. So I sat quiet. The short guy with the glasses talked for a really long time, about things I really couldn´t care less about. Instead I sat and focused on a black dot on the white perfect wall. The one who did that must have gotten life time detention.
"So let´s do the experiment now, work with the one beside you." The short guy with the glasses said and I got confused, what experiment?
"What experiment?" I asked Liam and he laughed like this was a joke.
"Haven´t you listened at all?" He said and I shook my head.
"Well, I will tell you what to do." He said and smiled. I liked him, he was so sweet and cozy in a way. I am sure he would never do what Louis had done to me, that asshole.
"So why are everyone here like robots?" I asked and Liam laughed while putting something in a test tube.
"I guess they are afraid." He said.
"Of what?" I asked and Liam looked up, when he was just about to answer I heard a voice behind me.
"Amy, can I talk to you for a second?" The short guy with the glasses said and if I am going to be honest it didn´t sound like a question, more like a command. So even the teachers are yerks at this school. Well, that´s just great.
"Whatever." I said and shrugged. Liam shook his head and I realized that you don´t speak to teacher like that.
"I mean, yes, sir." I said and he opened the door to his office.
"Hello there." He said with his cheesy smile. I wanted to punch him, ask him what the hell was wrong with him. I didn´t know if this friendship was a joke, I mean me and Harry had been. I didn´t want to have anything to do with him, I am not sure that I will ever forgive him. The worst thing isn´t that he and Harry are together. The worst thing is that he had lied about it and that he had gone behind my back. I took a quick decision that I wasn´t going to tell him that I had seen them, I was just going to try to avoid them and if I see them come up with some excuse to leave.
"Hi, it would be nice to stay and chat but I just got a text from Chloe and she wanted us to meet." I said before I got up on my feet.
"I don´t think Chloe needs you right now, I saw her before with Zayn, looked pretty intense." He said and laughed. Shit, now I messed up. But I was really happy everything was going great between Chloe and Zayn though.
"Did I say Chloe? I meant..." I started but I had no idea what I was going to continue with. Louis raised his eyebrow and I sighed, it had gone ten minutes since I saw them and I was already about to screw things up.
"Me, she meant me." I heard Summer´s voice from behind and I sighed a relieved sigh before I turned around to face Summer. I had no idea what she was doing here but for whatever reason it was I am really happy she is.
"Yeah, Louis this is Rosie." I said and smiled my fake smile.
"Oh, nice to meet you Rosie." He said and he wouldn´t stop smiling. I hate that smile, and his blue diamonds. They are not diamonds, in fact they looked more like ugly discolored stones. I felt how I couldn´t even smile my fake smile anymore. Summer looked at me with a worried look and for once I was really glad that she could come up with lies so quickly.
"We need to have a girl talk, so we gotta go." She said before she walked away and I had to run to keep up with her. When we had walked for a while I realized that we were standing outside my dorm room.
"Thank you, Summer. But what are you doing here?" I asked and she smiled.
"I am your roommate." She laughed and opened the door. Shit, Summer went to the same school as me? But how the hell did that happen? I mean Summer hates boarding schools as much as me, if not more.
"Don´t look so surprised. Remember our deal? We are going to rule this school." I got cold inside. I am pretty sure she doesn´t want to hear how I want to be a good kid and actually go to the classes. So instead I smiled.
"Yeah, I remember." I said but I am not sure anyone heard that because it sounded more like a snort then actual words.
"So, what´s wrong? Why didn´t you want to talk with that boy?" She asked and I held my breath, I can´t tell her what happened because then she will know that I lied before when I said that I didn´t like Harry. She turned around and looked me straight into the eyes.
"Seriously, I am sorry about yesterday. It´s okay if you like Harry, just don´t forget our deal, okay?" She said and we sat down together. Suddenly I couldn´t keep it inside anymore. It was like my mouth lived another life then the rest of my body.
"Well, I really didn´t think I liked Harry but then today I saw him kissing my best friend. That guy I was talking to when you came. I haven´t said anything yet to them." When I said it, it didn´t sound as dramatic as it had felt. But Summer seemed to understand. She didn´t say some joke, she just sat there and it looked like she was pretty sorry for me.
"I am sorry, that sucks. But I know what to do." She said and now the smile had found its way to her lips.
"Well, tell me." I said.
"First of all, you are not going to say anything to either of them and you are going to show the whole school that they are gay tonight at a party I am going to arrange." She said and it felt like someone was pulling air out of my lungs. Had Summer gotten insane? But when I was just about to protest she gave me a look that said, don´t forget the deal. I sighed but then I thought it over again. This would not be any worse than what they had done to me, right? I would just help them to share who they really are. Maybe this wasn´t such a bad idea.
"What do you want me to do?" I asked and her smile got even brighter.
"Nothing, just show up tonight with a sexy dress and play sad when the secret reveals. I will handle the rest, no one will know it was us, not even Harry or Louis." She said and I smiled. This is the perfect idea. I would just help them, it wasn´t even mean. My thoughts got interrupted by the speakers.
"The classes start in ten minutes. Please seek up your classrooms and have a great first day." I got stressed, I had no idea where I was headed. But Summer gave me a paper.
"Your classes, I picked them up for you before. Don´t forget the sexy dress." She said before she was gone. I smiled and looked at the paper. My first class was science. How boring? But all I could think of was the party tonight. I straightened my uniform before I started walking towards my classroom. I hadn´t felt this much hope for a long while. Surprisingly I found my way to the classroom without any trouble and I got there in time too. The teacher was a very short man with barely any hair and big round glasses. He looked very stern. He let everyone sit down, except me. I hate to stand in front of the class, why can´t I just sit down too?
"This is Amy Brown and she is new here at the school, I want you all to take good care of her." He said with his dark voice.
"Yes, sir." The whole class answered all at once. This must be a joke, all the students were like robots. I got speechless, I did not want to become the teacher´s robot.
"Amy, you can sit beside Liam." He said and pointed out the chair beside one of the angels. At least it was a familiar face.
"Hi, why are everyone so quiet?" I asked Liam but instead of an answer I got a harsh look from all the people in the classroom, including Liam. So I sat quiet. The short guy with the glasses talked for a really long time, about things I really couldn´t care less about. Instead I sat and focused on a black dot on the white perfect wall. The one who did that must have gotten life time detention.
"So let´s do the experiment now, work with the one beside you." The short guy with the glasses said and I got confused, what experiment?
"What experiment?" I asked Liam and he laughed like this was a joke.
"Haven´t you listened at all?" He said and I shook my head.
"Well, I will tell you what to do." He said and smiled. I liked him, he was so sweet and cozy in a way. I am sure he would never do what Louis had done to me, that asshole.
"So why are everyone here like robots?" I asked and Liam laughed while putting something in a test tube.
"I guess they are afraid." He said.
"Of what?" I asked and Liam looked up, when he was just about to answer I heard a voice behind me.
"Amy, can I talk to you for a second?" The short guy with the glasses said and if I am going to be honest it didn´t sound like a question, more like a command. So even the teachers are yerks at this school. Well, that´s just great.
"Whatever." I said and shrugged. Liam shook his head and I realized that you don´t speak to teacher like that.
"I mean, yes, sir." I said and he opened the door to his office.
Notes
Hi, so I did one more :D A pretty long one ;) Well I am so excited writing now when she finally is in school. There are so many things I want to happen and I have no idea how, lol. Maybe I will write one more today, we´ll see. I just don´t have so much else to do, now that I am sick :P Hope you liked this one/ kisses EDo you think Summer and Amy will succeed tonight? What do you think will happen? How do you think Harry and Louis will react?
What do you think of Summer´s idea? Do you think Amy was insane when she said yes?
What do you think everyone is afraid of at the school?
@stolemyheart
Did you die because of your beauty or something? :0
4/27/14