The new start
Chapter thirty-five, "The hangover"
I ran as quickly as I could to the park, I was really surprised when I realized that I barely was out of breath. All the running had paid off. I looked around until I saw the sweet boy with the blond hair. I really wanted us to be friends, why was he in love with me? I walked over there and Niall looked at me with a serious face. My stomach started bubbling with nervousness, what is so important that he need to say it at 10 pm and couldn´t wait until tomorrow at school?
"Hi, what´s up?" I asked and sounded more secure then I really was.
"Amy, why don´t you like me?" He asked and I could see how tears started falling down his cheeks. How horrible am I? I make everyones life a living hell.
"Niall, why are you crying? I do like you, just not like that." I said and wanted to give him a big hug. But that would be weird if you think of the fact that this is all my fault.
"Well, I have heard girls say that to me all my life, and I am sick of it. What am I doing wrong?" He had stopped crying and now he looked furious. Never in my life I had felt so sorry for a guy. But then I asked myself, why don´t I like him? I knew the answer, my taste in boys is horrible. I always choose the bad boys, or the ones that don´t like me. I just don´t fall in love with sweet and nice boys. But why didn´t the rest of all the girls like him? I think I knew the answer to that too, Niall only fell in love with girls like me. The girls who are attracted to bad boys.
"Niall... there is nothing wrong with you, it´s me..." I tried but he interrupted me.
"Okay, I know. It´s always wrong with the girls but yet here I am, alone so I guess there is wrong with me. You can´t hurt me more, just tell me." He said and I got a bit scared of how stong his voice is but he is a singer.
"Well, I just I think of you like a friend because you are so kind and sweet, but I just... I don´t know why, but I always fall for the wrong boys. Maybe it is because it´s a challenge to get them to like you. But Niall it is nothing wrong with you, eventually you will find someone." I said and now I was no longer afraid of giving me a hug but as soon as my arms touched his body he lifted my head up and gave me a warm kiss on my mouth. I got speechless, how dared he?
"Look Amy, you will like me in the end because I will be the one who sticks up for you and Harry will be the one who breaks your heart and I am willing to wait for the end." He said and disapeared. I sank down on a bench, I was in shock. Niall had just kissed me, and the words he had said afterwards! How the hell will I tell Harry this. I didn´t ask for this! Shit, I need to go to bed and shut all this annoying thoughts out. When I got to the apartment Chloe was still asleep. I didn´t want to wake her up so instead I drank a glass of water and layed down beside her. I really hoped that I would get some sleep even if the thoughts were killing me, I mean it´s my first day at school tomorrow and I can´t look bad. Surprisingly I fell asleep as soon as I closed my eyes.
***
"Amy!" I heard a girl in my dream shouting my name with a desperate voice, what the hell did she want? One second later I felt a how someone poured water on my head, I woke up immediately.
"What the hell, Chloe?" I screamed at Chloe standing there with a big bucket and with hair all over her face.
"I didn´t know what else to do, you wouldn´t wake up." She said and sounded twice as angry as me.
"Chloe, calm down." I said and tried to smile but I felt too groggy to even move my head. It feels like I have this huge hang over, but on what? Feelings?
"I can´t, school starts in half an hour and according to your phone Harry will be here in twenty minutes, why didn´t you set an alarm?" When I heard the the words I almost flew out of bed.
"Shit, I forgot and I really need to shower, can you skip today?" I asked and looked at Chloe with my best puppy eyes, maybe they are not so good but this time they worked. Chloe sighed and nodded before she started to get dressed. I ran into the shower and in what I think is world record I was done, when I got out Chloe was almost done with her makeup. I got stressed again, maybe I shouldn´t have showered. But ten minutes later we were standing outside my appartment and looking pretty good. I had no idea I was that fast but I guess it was something new I had learned about myself. Harry was late though and five minutes before school started he came and so did the guilt. Even if we are not a couple I really like this guy and kissing someone else isn´t the best way to show it. I felt even more guilty when I realized that I hadn´t told Chloe yet. But I blaimed that on the fact that we got up thirty five minutes ago.
"Hello ladies, sorry I´m late." He said and ignored my looks, maybe he is mad? Does he know? No, that is impossible. Maybe last time was just a joke to him. I got a little hurt but there was nothing I could do but jump up on the motorbike and smile it all away. Because all my nervousness was spend on the school. I almost never went to school before, most of the time I was drunk and if I wasn´t I had a huge hangover. But I want that to change, the question is am I really able to do that after all these years?
"Hi, what´s up?" I asked and sounded more secure then I really was.
"Amy, why don´t you like me?" He asked and I could see how tears started falling down his cheeks. How horrible am I? I make everyones life a living hell.
"Niall, why are you crying? I do like you, just not like that." I said and wanted to give him a big hug. But that would be weird if you think of the fact that this is all my fault.
"Well, I have heard girls say that to me all my life, and I am sick of it. What am I doing wrong?" He had stopped crying and now he looked furious. Never in my life I had felt so sorry for a guy. But then I asked myself, why don´t I like him? I knew the answer, my taste in boys is horrible. I always choose the bad boys, or the ones that don´t like me. I just don´t fall in love with sweet and nice boys. But why didn´t the rest of all the girls like him? I think I knew the answer to that too, Niall only fell in love with girls like me. The girls who are attracted to bad boys.
"Niall... there is nothing wrong with you, it´s me..." I tried but he interrupted me.
"Okay, I know. It´s always wrong with the girls but yet here I am, alone so I guess there is wrong with me. You can´t hurt me more, just tell me." He said and I got a bit scared of how stong his voice is but he is a singer.
"Well, I just I think of you like a friend because you are so kind and sweet, but I just... I don´t know why, but I always fall for the wrong boys. Maybe it is because it´s a challenge to get them to like you. But Niall it is nothing wrong with you, eventually you will find someone." I said and now I was no longer afraid of giving me a hug but as soon as my arms touched his body he lifted my head up and gave me a warm kiss on my mouth. I got speechless, how dared he?
"Look Amy, you will like me in the end because I will be the one who sticks up for you and Harry will be the one who breaks your heart and I am willing to wait for the end." He said and disapeared. I sank down on a bench, I was in shock. Niall had just kissed me, and the words he had said afterwards! How the hell will I tell Harry this. I didn´t ask for this! Shit, I need to go to bed and shut all this annoying thoughts out. When I got to the apartment Chloe was still asleep. I didn´t want to wake her up so instead I drank a glass of water and layed down beside her. I really hoped that I would get some sleep even if the thoughts were killing me, I mean it´s my first day at school tomorrow and I can´t look bad. Surprisingly I fell asleep as soon as I closed my eyes.
***
"Amy!" I heard a girl in my dream shouting my name with a desperate voice, what the hell did she want? One second later I felt a how someone poured water on my head, I woke up immediately.
"What the hell, Chloe?" I screamed at Chloe standing there with a big bucket and with hair all over her face.
"I didn´t know what else to do, you wouldn´t wake up." She said and sounded twice as angry as me.
"Chloe, calm down." I said and tried to smile but I felt too groggy to even move my head. It feels like I have this huge hang over, but on what? Feelings?
"I can´t, school starts in half an hour and according to your phone Harry will be here in twenty minutes, why didn´t you set an alarm?" When I heard the the words I almost flew out of bed.
"Shit, I forgot and I really need to shower, can you skip today?" I asked and looked at Chloe with my best puppy eyes, maybe they are not so good but this time they worked. Chloe sighed and nodded before she started to get dressed. I ran into the shower and in what I think is world record I was done, when I got out Chloe was almost done with her makeup. I got stressed again, maybe I shouldn´t have showered. But ten minutes later we were standing outside my appartment and looking pretty good. I had no idea I was that fast but I guess it was something new I had learned about myself. Harry was late though and five minutes before school started he came and so did the guilt. Even if we are not a couple I really like this guy and kissing someone else isn´t the best way to show it. I felt even more guilty when I realized that I hadn´t told Chloe yet. But I blaimed that on the fact that we got up thirty five minutes ago.
"Hello ladies, sorry I´m late." He said and ignored my looks, maybe he is mad? Does he know? No, that is impossible. Maybe last time was just a joke to him. I got a little hurt but there was nothing I could do but jump up on the motorbike and smile it all away. Because all my nervousness was spend on the school. I almost never went to school before, most of the time I was drunk and if I wasn´t I had a huge hangover. But I want that to change, the question is am I really able to do that after all these years?
Notes
Hi, a chapter in the middle of the week, woho! Well I just thought I would write because I didn´t have something to do and I am tired of studying. We have math test tomorrow, a hard one! So I guess I need to study now, lol, and we had a english test today. It didn´t go very well though ;/ I messed up at the vocabulary part. I hope I did okey at everything else though :P Well gotta go/ love EWho do you think Amy will get together with in the end? Harry? Niall? Or maybe someone else?
Do you think Amy will manage the first day at school?
@stolemyheart
Did you die because of your beauty or something? :0
4/27/14