The new start
Chapter twenty-two, "The reunion"
I needed to get away, It feels like I am about to explode. Without caring what the angels would think I ran out from the apartment as fast as I could. Where I stopped for a minute to catch my breath. Then I ran as fast as Usain Bolt until I was standing outside my apartment. When I was standing there it was like all my power sucked out from my body and I fell down on the ground with big tears streaming down my cheeks. How could Louis do this to me? He knew about my crush on Harry. Why didn´t he explain the situation to me? I had trusted him enough to tell him why didn´t he trust me? This is just too much to handle and I have no place to go, no one to talk to, I was all alone. I mean I can´t go home, mum would freak out when she noticed I had been gone this whole time. Obviously I can´t go to Louis or Harry. Niall is probably angry at me and I don´t know Zayn and Liam that well. I can´t go to Chloe and tell her that her ex-boyfriend she still loves is gay. The only option left is Summer. But I can´t go to Summer, or could I? Maybe she have changed or something. There is a small chance and if not she always have ways of getting me to feel better. I dried my tears and with shaking hands I started to type in her number.
"Hello, I knew you would call." When I heard Summer´s familiar voice on the other end, I regretted that I had called her. How desperate am I? But I can´t hang up now, that would be too lame.
"Hi, you said that we need to go back to normal or you would tell everyone and I thought or I mean something happend." I felt how I was about to start crying again.
"Oh sweatheart, I´ll come and pick you up. Where are you?" My heart got warm, I have actually missed this side of her.
"Outside my apartment, hurry." I said and we hung up. Maybe the best way wasn´t running away, maybe I just needed to accept what I had done and stop blaming Summer of what had happend?
"Hi, girl." Summer said behind me.
"Oh, that was fast!" I said and jumped into the car.
"Well, I am fast, good choice by the way." I got cold inside and when I looked into her eyes all the memories came streaming back to me. This wasn´t a good idea. Why am I sitting in a car with the woman that destroyed my life? But after all I need to do this, not because I want to anymore because even if I hate Louis now I need to protect him from this monster. I need to play with and the stab her in the back, like she had done to me.
"Yeah well this is what I need to do." She nodded and had this creepy smile on her lips.
"Look, only because you need to do this to protect everyone doesn´t mean we don´t have to be real friends. I know you can forgive me." She said and I actually saw something vulnerable in her eyes for one second.
"Maybe." I replied and now I was happy that I had called her. Maybe we were meant to be even if it was in a weird way.
"Have you cried? Honey, what´s wrong?" As usual Summer saw that something was wrong, she knows me like no one else.
"No it´s nothing." I said, but I knew she wouldn´t give in.
"It´s okay, I have changed. You can trust me." She said and suddenly it was like I couldn´t keep it inside anymore. The tears were there again and it was like I couldn´t stop them from coming. Summer stopped the car and embraced me with a big hug. I had missed this hugs.
"I have this friend, Louis. Even if we haven´t met that many times I really care about him and trust him. He knows that I like a guy named Harry and when I told him, he didn´t even mention that Harry is his boyfriend and that they´re gay. How could I be so stupid thinking Harry liked me and Louis and I were my best friends, or not best friend you can´t be best friends with someone you only have known for like three days or something. But you know what I mean?" When I said it out loud it all became so real. This city don´t want me, this is not where I belong. I had only known this guys for a little while, maybe in their eyes I was like this little weird kid.
"Honey, listen to me. First of all you are not stupid they are and second of all are you really sure that they are gay?" Maybe she was right, Louis was so drunk tonight. He passed out! He must have been talking bullshit.
"Now that you say it, I might be overreacting." I said and gave her a smile, surprisingly a real one.
"What do you say about this? Let´s go to McDonalds and eat all night long and then you can get back to your parents in the morning?" She smiled while saying it, it was exactly like old times when someone was feeling bad.
"Sounds great." We gave each other one last hug, then Summer started the car and drove away.
"Hello, I knew you would call." When I heard Summer´s familiar voice on the other end, I regretted that I had called her. How desperate am I? But I can´t hang up now, that would be too lame.
"Hi, you said that we need to go back to normal or you would tell everyone and I thought or I mean something happend." I felt how I was about to start crying again.
"Oh sweatheart, I´ll come and pick you up. Where are you?" My heart got warm, I have actually missed this side of her.
"Outside my apartment, hurry." I said and we hung up. Maybe the best way wasn´t running away, maybe I just needed to accept what I had done and stop blaming Summer of what had happend?
"Hi, girl." Summer said behind me.
"Oh, that was fast!" I said and jumped into the car.
"Well, I am fast, good choice by the way." I got cold inside and when I looked into her eyes all the memories came streaming back to me. This wasn´t a good idea. Why am I sitting in a car with the woman that destroyed my life? But after all I need to do this, not because I want to anymore because even if I hate Louis now I need to protect him from this monster. I need to play with and the stab her in the back, like she had done to me.
"Yeah well this is what I need to do." She nodded and had this creepy smile on her lips.
"Look, only because you need to do this to protect everyone doesn´t mean we don´t have to be real friends. I know you can forgive me." She said and I actually saw something vulnerable in her eyes for one second.
"Maybe." I replied and now I was happy that I had called her. Maybe we were meant to be even if it was in a weird way.
"Have you cried? Honey, what´s wrong?" As usual Summer saw that something was wrong, she knows me like no one else.
"No it´s nothing." I said, but I knew she wouldn´t give in.
"It´s okay, I have changed. You can trust me." She said and suddenly it was like I couldn´t keep it inside anymore. The tears were there again and it was like I couldn´t stop them from coming. Summer stopped the car and embraced me with a big hug. I had missed this hugs.
"I have this friend, Louis. Even if we haven´t met that many times I really care about him and trust him. He knows that I like a guy named Harry and when I told him, he didn´t even mention that Harry is his boyfriend and that they´re gay. How could I be so stupid thinking Harry liked me and Louis and I were my best friends, or not best friend you can´t be best friends with someone you only have known for like three days or something. But you know what I mean?" When I said it out loud it all became so real. This city don´t want me, this is not where I belong. I had only known this guys for a little while, maybe in their eyes I was like this little weird kid.
"Honey, listen to me. First of all you are not stupid they are and second of all are you really sure that they are gay?" Maybe she was right, Louis was so drunk tonight. He passed out! He must have been talking bullshit.
"Now that you say it, I might be overreacting." I said and gave her a smile, surprisingly a real one.
"What do you say about this? Let´s go to McDonalds and eat all night long and then you can get back to your parents in the morning?" She smiled while saying it, it was exactly like old times when someone was feeling bad.
"Sounds great." We gave each other one last hug, then Summer started the car and drove away.
Notes
I know it´s a short one but I´m so tired and I hate that it´s monday tomorrow not that, that has anything to do with tha fact that it´s a short chapter but anyway. My friend, her name is livelifeandloveonedirection has just started to write a fanfiction, please read it" And don´t forget to read five lovestories! BTW FIVE LOVESTORIES IS ON THE TOP 100 LIST WITH THE BEST FANFICTIONS ON THIS SITE! Can you believe it? Lol haha anyway hope you like this one/ Kisses EDo you think Summer is honest about that she has changed?
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4/27/14