Miranda's P.O.V



"Well tell me miss Gomez how did you become such a big important star, because you sure re a big one" I hear zayn ask. I honestly just wanted to get the hell out of her. I was starting to regret agreeing flying with the boys.



"Well i was just a little girl with a dream, i knew since i was a little girl that i wanted to entertain people, I first wanted to become a actress. That was my main priority. Then i started auditioning and the i got my first role, in Wizards of Waverley place. Which was a Disney show it was my very first big role ever, Actually it was my first role. Then thats when music came in the picture i recorded the opening track for the TV show, and then that is when i started getting more into music".


That's when i found my self going, and going with things that might find boring


"I'm sorry this must sound boring to you i'll stop"

" No, No continue please it's a long way back might as well get to know each other better right?"

" I guess so"

" Okay then please go on"


"Well like i was saying i started to become more into music then i released my first single,Naturally and after that that's how my music carrier started. With this new album i have out at this moment is doing so well, That maybe while I'm on tour i'll start on a new one."


I turn around to see him looking at me . I seem not to be able to keep my eyes off him, Thats when i see him turn around and take a different direction.

" What are you doing we have to go remember that we have a plane we have to abroad in a few hour" I freak out and he just ignores me and parks in the parking lot, of what looks like a park.


When he turns off the car he just turns around and stares at me i try and look if i see any emotion in his eyes but i see none. I just stare at him and take in his futures he hasn't changed one bit. Still has those amazing hazel eyes that always look full of life. That beard that every night before we went to bed i used to touch and that he used to run his jaw against mine because he knew how much i loved it.

Thats when i feel myself and see him leaning into each other. Then i feel his sweet soft pink lips against mine. I've missed this so much, i miss having his lips on mine moving together so perfectly, like they were made just for each other. I somehow feel like i'm taking advantage of hIM. I know that even though this is happening, he still doesn't remember me or our relationship. Those thoughts are all pushed back when i feel his tongue asking for entrance. I gladly let him enter. I have missed this so much that i almost forgot the taste of Zayn's mouth. I pull away when i feel my phone vibrating in my pocket. I see it's Louis calling and i press answer.

"Hello"

"Where the hell are you guys?"

" We got stuck in traffic calm down we are on are ay" I lie

" Fine please just hurry up"

"Okay bye"

"bye"

As i end the call and i look up i see Zayn looking at me


" I'm sorry"

" No its fine" I reply

" No it's not fine i have a girlfriend and I'm not to be doing this things to her, because i love her" I heard Zayn's voice scream


After i hear him say he lovers her thats when i get throw back to reality. He doesn't love me any more. He feels nothing towards me


" I'm sorry I'm such a idiot" I say on the verge of crying


" No it's not for you to take the blame it was my fault lets just please not talk about this kiss it as a mistake."


After that i just remain quiet i don't even look up at him once. After we finally got to my house i go straight up to my room to get my things packed up. I see Louis look at me with concern and sorrow. By the look on his face he can tell something happened. But i just ignore his stare, and go do my suitcase. After I'm done I walk down the stair and see all the boys looking at me


" Can e go now?" I whisper

" Is something wrong love?" Niall asked with concern in his voice


"No I'm just not feeling very well" I lie

" What's wrong love do you want us to cancel we can change your performance for another day." Harry states


" No I'm fine nothing bad really just a small chest pain i get once in a while"

"You sure babe?" Liam says

" I'm sure"


With that we head to the airport. And what i said about my "Small chest pain" wasn't a lie. I do feel pain in my chest but not because sickness, but because my heart is broken and it can't be healed. The only person that would be able to heal not just my broken heart, but my open scars that are screaming, begging for them to be sealed...

That person would be not other than, Zayn Malik, He would be the only person that would be able to heal me, to heal my hear, and to seal my scars. But the problem here is he doesn't feel like I feel for him. His heart doesn't beat ten times faster when he hears my name. HE doesn't love me like i love him..

He doesn't love me at all...

Notes

I'm so sorry i could not update sooner, i was busy wth school. Did you guys have a good christmas? Did you guys like this chapter tell me in the comments below.

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Song today- These four walls; by little mix

I feel so numb
Staring at the shower wall
It's begun
The feeling that the end has come
And now the water's cold
I tried to eat today
But the lump in my throat got in the way

In this time, I've lost all sense of pride
I've called a hundred times
If I hear your voice I'll be fine

And I, I can't come alive
I want the room to take me under
'Cause I can't help but wonder
What if I had one more night for goodbye?
If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep
These four walls and me


I lay in bed Can't seem to leave your side







Your pillow's wet from all these tears I've criedi won't say goodbye
I tried to smile today
Then I realized it's no point anyway

In this time, I've lost all sense of pride
I've called a thousand times
If I hear your voice I'll be fine

And I, I can't come alive
I want the room to take me under
'Cause I can't help but wonder
What if I had one more night for goodbye?
If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep
These four walls and me

And I, I can't come alive
I want the room to take me under
'Cause I can't help but wonder
What if I had one more night for goodbye?
If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep
These four walls and me

Thank you for reading

-Melissa xx-