**********Miranda's Point Of View *****************

I smiled to the crowd and after the lights went out I walked back to the stage. As i was about to enter my dressing room i felt my self being picked up.


"You where amazing" Liam screamed as he picked me up and gave a swift spin.


"Thanks Liam but please put me down, I don't think neither one of us wants to see what i had for lunch now don't we?"

"Your right sorry any way hurry up and go get changed so we can leave!"

"so chop chop"

Chop chop, where did that come from?" I joked

Shut up and go get changed the other boys are outside waiting for us"

Okay okay I'm going Mr. grumpy pants!" i laughed

"I heard Liam chuckle and walk being me."

"No where do you think your going mister?"

"OH right sorry go ahead"Liam blushed

I just laughed and went into my dressing room and changed into some leather shorts and a crop top with some boots.

"Okay I'm ready let's go"

As Liam and i were leaving they where paparazzi every where, as we finally made it to the parking lot, after we at run the pap's. I saw two cars one where Niall, Louis,Harry, Where in and their was only one spot left. And in the other car was only Zayn, as i was deep into my thoughts i didn't realize Liam had gotten into the car with Harry,Louis,Niall. Oh shit no if he goes in that car that means I will have to go with Zayn.

"Hey what the hell no don't leave me here!"

"We aren't leaving you your going to your house with Zayn." Harry smiled

"What no come on guys, you know i can't do that at least not with out breaking down crying, come on Liam please just go with Zayn and all go with them"

"Sorry love can't do that you and Zayn need to have a long chat so go on hope on the car now don't be shy" Liam commented

And then they started to drive away

"UGH! FUCK YOU ASSHOLES!" I screamed not that i was scared of Zayn it's just that i was to afraid of while talking to him I might break down crying, because knowing that Zayn isn't mine it's just heat breaking. It breaks my heart seeing him and not go up to him and hug him, kiss him, and one of the things i miss the most is for him to hold me, just like he used to. I got pulled out of my thoughts when i heard that sweet voice i so much miss.

" Are you coming" Zayn asked

"Oh yeah sorry" i said without looking at him. I was about to open the door to his car when i saw his hand on the door opening it for me. One thing he didn't forget is how to be a gentlemen. As Zayn was driving i couldn't help but to take quick looks at him he sure has changed these past 5 months. Yes it's been 5 months since the horrible damn accident. After some time Zayn broke the awkward silence.

"So the performance was amazing"

"Thank you" I smiled

I never knew you could be such in amazing dancer, was it hard to sing and dance at the same time?" zayn questioned

"It can be quite hard some times but no not really it takes a lot of practice" I smiled

Oh well that's quite cool I'm like a horrible dancer"

"I know" OH fuck that wasn't to come out.

"You do how come"


Fuck think about something quick, ugh stupid me always saying things i'm not to say, but always do.

"Oh well harry told me like we are very close we have been friends since you guys where in the x factor"

"Oh thats cool" And those where he last words we said through the car ride.

Notes

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Sorry it's such a short chapter! anyway ho have you guys been? Who heard The new album Midnight Memories? I did and it was such a amazing album.

Song today- Little Me by; Little Mix

Jade
She lives in the shadow of a lonely girl
Voice so quiet you don't hear a word
Always talking but she can't be heard
Leigh-Anne
You can see it there if you catch her eye
I know she's brave but it's trapped inside
Scared to talk but she don't know why
All
Wish I knew back then what I know now
Wish I could somehow
Go back in time and maybe listen to my own advice
I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out
Talk a bit louder, be a bit prouder
tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
everything she doesn't see
You gotta speak up, you gotta shout out
And know that I'm right here right now
You could be beautiful, wonderful,
anything you want to be
Jesy
Little Me
Yeah you got a lot of time to act your age
Cannot write a book from a single page
Hands on the clock only turn one way
Perrie
Run too fast and you risk it all
Cant be afraid to take a fall
Felt so big but you looked so small
Perrie and Jade
Wish I knew back then what I know now
Wish I could somehow
Go back in time and maybe listen to my own advice
All
I'd tell her to speak up tell her to shout out
Talk a bit louder be a bit prouder
tell her she's beautiful, wonderful,
everything she doesn't see
(and know that i'm right here right now)
You gotta speak up, (speak up)
you gotta shout out (shout out)
And know that right here right now
You could be beautiful, wonderful,
anything you want to be
Oh Little Me


Also wanted to say that i wish the best to Paul Walker's family, he was such a great actor. He may be gone but never forgotten.

R.I.P Paul Walker

-Melissa-