I will never understand why I ended up this way or what the reason was for. I'll never understand why this world is so fucked up and barely anyone cares. I'll never understand how people can say they love someone then leave them for someone else. I'll never understand a lot of things, like why people lie, cheat and steal. Why they are rude, mean, bitchy, horrible and inconsiderate. I'll never undestand how pain never goes away. I'll never understand love or hate. I'll never understand life, and thats just the way it is.

1. Prologue