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Caution

I Did

****Blake's POV

"Geez Harry you look like shit…" I blurted out.

"Thanks mate, appreciate the compliment..Why in bloody hell are you here.” He practically growled at me.

“Listen…kid. I’m only here to protect you, and Lia. But she’s refusing to speak to me. So I’m here trying to protect both your asses, because she’s obviously not the smart one right now. I don’t know what’s up with her, but Hayes is bails up. It’s quite pricey, but I’m warning you. He’ll find it, and when he does….he’ll be coming after the both of you. Now I suggest you come with me, and we’ll find her, and you’ll talk some sense into her.” His eyes light up when I mentioned that I knew where she was, and he looked pretty antsy to go and see her.

“Let’s go now.” He fished his keys out, and walked over towards the drivers seat.

……

The ride was lengthy but not bad. As we drove through Cheshire, and into the upper northern parts of London, you could tell Harry had been waiting for this moment. I knew things weren’t well with them, and the whole accident wasn’t something to dwell on. But as much as he loves her, I do too. I know she may think it was all an act, but I fell in love with the same girl he did. I cherish every moment, and as much as I want to have her back, and cuddle her in my arms. I can’t.

She’s my hope, and as long as she’s safe and happy…I will be too.

“Park here, and I’ll wait. It seems you too need some stuff to settle before we bring all of this up.”

******Lia’s POV

I brought the mug to my lips, as I took small sips some much needed coffee. Today…well was like every other day. A tad different since I hadn’t seen Gemma, but not that bad. Work was it’s usual boring self, but boring ol work paid more than I wanted. So…it wasn’t bad at all.

Gemma went off to go see her brother and mom up in Holmes Chapel for college break. She went to uni, and well she lived a few blocks away, but due to her college dues, and my constant loneliness, we decided to live together.
I lived in a vast top floor building. But it was nothing if you had no one to actually spend time with. It was like digging your own grave….and I did not need that. She helped me move on sort of. She was just so helpful, and caring. She had this sort of vibe, and it just calmed me.

I soon found myself in her room, which I’m rarely ever in because..well it’s her room. I wouldn’t want people in mine.
Sitting on the side of her bed, my eyes grazed over her counter spotting a family picture book that leaned onto the furniture. Placing the cup beside me, I noticed a small familiar figure that hugged her side on the front cover.

Is that Anne…Harry’s mom….no way.

I flipped through the book, and found myself tearing up. Gemma was Harry’s sister… how could I be so stupid, as to not know. I rubbed my eyes, trying to process all of it in, but I just can’t. How can this be…

DING DONG

Grabbing my cup, I ran over to the door. Loud knocks soon following, I rolled my eyes at how impatient the person was. But as soon as I was going to open it, I froze..

Lately I’ve been getting letters from Hayes jail center, and I never dared to touch them, but what if….what if that’s him or one of his friends….

Taking a deep breath, I gather up enough balls, and open the door slightly.

Taking it all in, as I opened the door. My eyes meeting familiar green orbs. I was unable to control anything. My coffee cup slipping out of my hands, my heart racing a mile a minute…How did he find me…

“Uh…C-come in…” I stuttered, as I knelt to the floor cleaning and picking up the glass remnants of the mug that I once held. Not paying as much as attention as I should have, I held onto the glass pieces a little to tightly, causing blood to splatter everywhere.

Wincing at the sight of it, I ran over to the kitchen but was whisked around by large hands.

“Let me help.” Was all he said, as he grasped onto my wrists, and picked out the glass pieces.

Tears welling at my eyes, I tried to bite back the throbbing from my hand.

“Ouch!” I wince yet again as he takes out the last piece. I couldn’t help but look up at Harry, who’s gaze was focused all on me. My tear stained face stared back at his, and I just wanted to hug him, and never let him go. But as much as I wanted to…What he said….just broke me, and if he felt that way then…I just had to get over him. I can’t love someone who only used me.

As he bandaged my hand, I studied him a little more, and noticed how bad of shape he was in. Deep bags that puffed around his eyes, his not so bright smile, how his eyes just wandered around trying to find hope in something, but failing to do so. It was obvious he wasn’t happy, but helping him will only break me.

“Why are you here Harry.”

“Lia…I’m sorry…I am…” But I just wasn’t in the mood for his apology. I pushed myself away from the counter, and into the next room.

“Lia listen to me please.”

“Harry please leave…” His face dropping as the words escaped my mouth.

“I-I’ll show you to the door.” I tried to blink away tears as I opened the door for him to leave.

“I loved you so much Lia…Why can’t you see that.” But as soon as he said he loved me I just broke.

Tears streamed down my face, and I couldn’t control any of it.

“You loved me? That’s a shocker Harry, because last time you told me I was only a shag….I was just another toy that you could fuck…I just ended up pregnant…and now you feel bad.” Biting back more tears, Harry walked back into the apartment, slamming the door shut behind him.

Pushing me up against the wall, he held me close, pressing himself against me.

“I always loved you Lia…and I know you know that what I said was out of spite, and that I never meant it. I loved you from the day I met you….and you know that.”
He pulled me into him, hugging me tightly.

“Harry if you loved me, why didn’t you chase after me…I waited for you…I wanted to be a family…I wanted you….I needed you…and I still need you.”

“Because I was scared….that you moved on…that you might of found someone better.” He whispered, but I was angry still. Why….Why not even a call.

“You knew Harry…you knew I loved you with all my heart. How could you say something like that.” Shaking my head, I pushed him away from me.

Lia you don’t need this…But Lia…you crave this.

“Don’t push me away Lia.” He sneered, grabbing my wrist.

“I can do whatever the hell I want Harry.” I yanked my hand back, and scurried away to my room locking it behind me.

“Lia open this door.” He demanded, shaking the door handle a little.

“No. Just Leave. I don’t need this…fuck you…and your little games.” I had my back pressed against the door, as a harder thud slammed against it.

“I swear to god Lia if you don’t open this door, ill fucking tear it down.” But I stayed quiet. This side of Harry scared me, and I didn’t want to find out what was on the other side. Quickly pushing myself away from the door, I scrambled towards the bed trying to find something to protect myself with.

“I warned you Lia..” And in less than a few seconds, the door was kicked open, and Harry just stood there, chest rising and falling rapidly, as he made his way over to me.

“No..get away from me.” I shouted, as I ran over to the other side of the room.

“So you think it’s that easy…Well it’s not.”

I soon found myself, cornered, and terrified. Harry grabbed my wrist pulling me towards him, and my hand found itself slapping Harry. Before my mind could even register what I was doing, it did it again. Another clap, and I found myself shaking uncontrollably.

Harry’s head shot up, a big smirk plastered across his face.

“I guess I kind of deserved that…Don’t ya think.” And again we were closer than ever, my adrenaline running wild in every vein possible. Frozen. Snaking his arms around my waist, he pulled me into him, nuzzling his face in my neck.

Attempting to push him away, the only thing I got out of it was a growl.
“Lia…Stop.” And I pushed him again, with more force. To only push him back a few inches, keeping him at arms distance, my head hung low, I can’t do this anymore.

“You did this Harry…You did..and you expect everything to go back to the way it was…Its…” Unable to finish my sentence, I found Harry’s lips roughly kissing mine. Cupping my face, he deepened the kiss, and I didn’t stop him. I wanted this.

Kissing him back, I found that we were both hungry for each other. Nibbling at his bottom lip, I allowed his tongue to probe mine.

Exploring each others mouths, I found that I wanted much more, I craved him in a whole another level. Grabbing hold of his shirt, I yanked with full force; The buttons scattering all over the floor, I pushed his shirt off his shoulders flinging it aside.

“Feisty, I like this.” He kissed lightly pulling my jumper over my head. His eyes widening at sight of my ample breasts.

“Shit…when did these magically grow two sizes…” He murmured against my neck, as he unclasped them at the back. Trying not to moan, I sucked lightly at his sweet spot, leaving a trail of marks. Kneading at his member; Jeans couldn’t hold it in much longer, for the pain of his member was eating at him as I slid off my jeans.

Sauntering my way over to my bed, I sprawled myself onto it, and opened my legs wide. Birds eye view you could say, I rubbed gently over the material; Soft moans escaping my lips as the intensity that grew in my stomach doubled. Throwing my head back, I could feel my pleasure building up as I circled faster. Reaching my highpoint, I was whisked away from it, as two hands pinned down my legs.

“Don’t you dare cum without me..” He growled as his hot breath hit my inner core. Little gasps escaping my mouth, he ripped my panties off tossing them aside. Pausing for a few seconds, he admired me a little before lapping away. Moaning while doing so, a strange but familiar sensations danced through my veins.

“H-Harry…I-I’m..” Barely able to speak, I knew I was at edge. Moaning and groaning, the feelings of euphoria came rushing back. Shaking, and shrieking my orgasm waved over, pulsating through every inch of my body.

Coming down from my high, I stood up, and pushed him onto the bed. Grasping onto the belt buckle, I fumbled with the buttons pulling them down at once. Gasping a little at how big he was, and the amount of pain he must have been in with those jeans he had on, I squeezed at his member. Teasing him, I would lick over his boxers, and tug at him, making him groan at every attempt.

“Jesus Lia…stop teasing me or you’ll pay for it..” Only moaning in response, I kept teasing, and teasing until I finally let his member spring free. Fingers gliding up and down, I licked at the tip letting the spit slowly stream down from my mouth. Lowering my mouth down his shaft, and swirling at the tip. I pumped, and sucked, sending him near his edge at every movement… moaning and twitching as I licked and engulfed him.

But before even being able to finish him off, I was pulled up, and flung onto the bed.
“I think you enjoyed teasing me..” I chuckled lightly, but kept my gaze at his member.

“Maybe….Maybe not.” I arched a brow, while I grazed my hand up his torso. Frustrating as he was, he licked and teased me all over, but never dared to make the move, causing me to groan out in displeasure.

“Harry, just fuck me already…”

“What…what did you say? I’m sorry I’m going to need a little more effort..” Rolling my eyes at his response, I pulled him up to me, kissing him hardly before whispering into his ear.

“Just. Fuck. Me. Already.” Only to get a slight twitch at his member he grinded up onto me, sliding his tip up and down my slit.

“Beg.” And I refused, but the wait…the anticipation…was eating me alive.

“Harry I need you….” Was all I said, as he slammed himself into me.

Adjusting to his size, I bucked my hips, pushing him further into me, causing us both to groan out in pleasure.

“Harry…Harry..faster….please.” Gasping at every breathe, I grinded myself into him more.

“Lia you’re so goddamn tight, how the hell is a man to move in this…” Pinning my hip down with his hand he rode me, throwing his head back in pleasure as every thrust became harder, and faster. Now, laying on top of me, I pressed my nipples into his chest, as his banged into me, moaning, and screaming in pleasure, everything around me started to blur our as a tingling sensation overcame me.

Screaming out his name, he rode out my intense orgasm, as he too seconds later spilt his juices into me. Mumbling profanities as every drop escaped his length. Eyes clenched, lips biten, he pulled out and laid onto me, nuzzling his face in my neck.

“I love you so much Lia…I missed you so much..” He whispered, and I teared up a little, at how vulnerable he sounded, how broken he must have been when I left, and made every attempt to avoid him.

“I hope you’re not only saying it because we just had hot and steamy sex..” I laughed lightly but was greeted with an angry face. Rolling onto his side, he furrowed his eyebrows.

“What…”

“You really don’t get it do you?” Now propped on an elbow, he shook his head, before continuing. “I’ve loved you from the start, and it scared me so much..at how much I loved you, and how I couldn’t picture life without you, and then when everything happened, and you were gone, and I was alone…I was lost…I was broken, and I hated every moment of not being without you…Especially these last few months…I’ve been the worst bloke you’ve ever seen…and..I-I’m sorry…I do love you…even if you don’t love me anymore…I always will.”

Biting my lip at his response, I blinked away forming tears, and let everything sink in. Yes, I loved him…Yes, I was angry with him…but no I would never stop loving him…Gazing back up at him, a tattoo inked onto his forearm caught my attention.

A beautifully engraved rose inked onto his forearm. Slowly tracing over it, tears streamed unknowingly down my face, as memories rushed back. Memories I desperately tried to get over. His fingers swiping my tears away, I nuzzled myself into him, and just sighed.

“I will always love you Harry…regardless of how much I try and say I don’t.”

His emerald eyes staring straight into mine, I found myself falling even more in love with this stupid boy. Even if I thought it was impossible to fall more in love with someone you love with all your heart…I did.