She's Not Afraid
Chapter 25
Charlotte's POV:
Louis's words sinked right rough me and I felt my hand shivered in his. Who gave him the right to act like this? One second he's a dickwat and the other he acts like he cares, like he's jealous. A lot of pretending is going on in his life right now.
"Do you think you can just grab me and play around with me whenever you feel like it?" I yelled, it felt nice to get that out.
The anger flashed in his face quickly turned to confusion as he let go of my hand and backed away from me almost as if I had pushed him. "What do you mean?"
"I mean this.. You walked away from me and it fucking hurt but you didn't care then. So why should I care now about what you feel?" I spat. I felt tears spring in my eyes- usually happens when i'm extremely angry. But the expression in Louis's face gave me the most painful satisfaction.
"And now, Magically you want me back when you see me perfectly fine with harry. You can't just keep messing with my emotions, I can't keep going in circles with you..I can't do us anymore, we can keep it for the public but nothing more. Just leave me the fuck alone for now on."
He didn't say anything, so I just began walking away, bumping shoulders with him, but once he spoke, I stopped in my tracks.
"Your going to regret that," My pulse quickened and I felt like turning around and confronting him again, but it seemed my muscles were - frozen.
"Someday your going to wish you never left me."
"What?" I turn around slowly, locking eyes with him.
"You know two can play at your little game."
"What are you talking about?"
Louis chuckles deeply, "You know what i'm talking about, love."
I shake my head, before I can say another word he storms off back inside with a devious smirk on his face.
Louis POV:
I scan the crowded bar, before my eyes meet green ones. The girl sits alone sipping on a drink, her long blonde hair cascading down around her smiling as she waves me over. I smirk to myself, sitting beside her, wrapping my arm around her.
As I begin to whisper compliments in her ear and she giggles, I hear Charlotte scoff, I turn and watch her roll her eyes muttering to herself, as she begins to drink down the rest of her lemonade.
"So what's your name, love?" I ask, my hand caressing her cheek, she blushes, giggling again. I wish she would freaking take me seriously, and stop laughing like she's a lunatic. This is all to get Charlotte back, I remind myself, shaking off the rude thoughts in my head.
"Its Amber, with an 'A'." amber laughs again stupidly, like I didn't know that.
"i'm Louis, What is a pretty lady like yourself doing here?" I ask.
"I don't know," Amber scoots closer, flipping her hair behind her shoulder then continues "But i'm so glad I met you Lewis."
It took everything in me not to walk away that very second when she pronounced my name, 'Lewis', a huge turn off. Instead I decided to let her down easy, knowing that this was probably not going to work out in my favor. Clearing my throat, I begin shifting away from her, standing up.
"Wait no don't go," She grabs my hand, steering me back to my seat." I thought maybe we could hang out some more."
"Yea sure, of course." I mumbled, raising my hand to order a drink, this was going to be a long afternoon.
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I stare at the ticking clock as it reads 3:30. I continue to drink down a beer as amber rambles on about something, I don't what to be honest.
I should probably be paying attention. But I couldn't keep my eyes of Charlotte. She was very captivating, watching her smile and talk, the way she would light up every time she laughed.
"And that's how I knew she was a whore." Amber finishes, I snap out of my trance like state, setting down the mug.
"Mhm." I nod, beginning to feel a bit buzzed, I figure this would be time to get this get char jealous fling over with before it gets too late. i'm already running out of patience. I just want to go home and take a nap.
I kind of felt bad that I wasn't able to hang out with the boys for the last couple of hours, i'm just hoping it will pay off, and this wouldn't be a waste of time and effort.
"You know your really hot, and I would love to continue listening to you talk, but I was thinking maybe you would like to go somewhere a bit more private." I say, licking my lips, and tangling her fingers in mine.
I lead her to the back of the grill where it's empty, knowing that Charlotte can clearly see us from here. I stare in to charlotte's brown eyes, smirking slightly. Before leaning in and grabbing amber's waist, I kiss her roughly, with no intentions of feelings or emotions or anything like that. Amber's hands slip into my hair, as I pull her closer, and continue making out.
When we pull away, I see that char is staring angrily, sighing rather loudly, before grabbing her purse. Following the boys on their way out and walking past us out the front door. It worked, Yes it worked.
I say goodbye quickly scribbling down a fake phone number on her hand, before going outside, knowing that they are my ride home.
Charlotte's POV:
Louis appears from inside, and smirks devilishly at me, causing me to bite my lip. I think he knows that I was jealous of him kissing that stupid girl. I have every right to be, or at least I think I do. This is his way at getting back at me for kissing harry. I can't let him get to me, I need to prove that I don't need him, I have harry now.
Louis's words sinked right rough me and I felt my hand shivered in his. Who gave him the right to act like this? One second he's a dickwat and the other he acts like he cares, like he's jealous. A lot of pretending is going on in his life right now.
"Do you think you can just grab me and play around with me whenever you feel like it?" I yelled, it felt nice to get that out.
The anger flashed in his face quickly turned to confusion as he let go of my hand and backed away from me almost as if I had pushed him. "What do you mean?"
"I mean this.. You walked away from me and it fucking hurt but you didn't care then. So why should I care now about what you feel?" I spat. I felt tears spring in my eyes- usually happens when i'm extremely angry. But the expression in Louis's face gave me the most painful satisfaction.
"And now, Magically you want me back when you see me perfectly fine with harry. You can't just keep messing with my emotions, I can't keep going in circles with you..I can't do us anymore, we can keep it for the public but nothing more. Just leave me the fuck alone for now on."
He didn't say anything, so I just began walking away, bumping shoulders with him, but once he spoke, I stopped in my tracks.
"Your going to regret that," My pulse quickened and I felt like turning around and confronting him again, but it seemed my muscles were - frozen.
"Someday your going to wish you never left me."
"What?" I turn around slowly, locking eyes with him.
"You know two can play at your little game."
"What are you talking about?"
Louis chuckles deeply, "You know what i'm talking about, love."
I shake my head, before I can say another word he storms off back inside with a devious smirk on his face.
Louis POV:
I scan the crowded bar, before my eyes meet green ones. The girl sits alone sipping on a drink, her long blonde hair cascading down around her smiling as she waves me over. I smirk to myself, sitting beside her, wrapping my arm around her.
As I begin to whisper compliments in her ear and she giggles, I hear Charlotte scoff, I turn and watch her roll her eyes muttering to herself, as she begins to drink down the rest of her lemonade.
"So what's your name, love?" I ask, my hand caressing her cheek, she blushes, giggling again. I wish she would freaking take me seriously, and stop laughing like she's a lunatic. This is all to get Charlotte back, I remind myself, shaking off the rude thoughts in my head.
"Its Amber, with an 'A'." amber laughs again stupidly, like I didn't know that.
"i'm Louis, What is a pretty lady like yourself doing here?" I ask.
"I don't know," Amber scoots closer, flipping her hair behind her shoulder then continues "But i'm so glad I met you Lewis."
It took everything in me not to walk away that very second when she pronounced my name, 'Lewis', a huge turn off. Instead I decided to let her down easy, knowing that this was probably not going to work out in my favor. Clearing my throat, I begin shifting away from her, standing up.
"Wait no don't go," She grabs my hand, steering me back to my seat." I thought maybe we could hang out some more."
"Yea sure, of course." I mumbled, raising my hand to order a drink, this was going to be a long afternoon.
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I stare at the ticking clock as it reads 3:30. I continue to drink down a beer as amber rambles on about something, I don't what to be honest.
I should probably be paying attention. But I couldn't keep my eyes of Charlotte. She was very captivating, watching her smile and talk, the way she would light up every time she laughed.
"And that's how I knew she was a whore." Amber finishes, I snap out of my trance like state, setting down the mug.
"Mhm." I nod, beginning to feel a bit buzzed, I figure this would be time to get this get char jealous fling over with before it gets too late. i'm already running out of patience. I just want to go home and take a nap.
I kind of felt bad that I wasn't able to hang out with the boys for the last couple of hours, i'm just hoping it will pay off, and this wouldn't be a waste of time and effort.
"You know your really hot, and I would love to continue listening to you talk, but I was thinking maybe you would like to go somewhere a bit more private." I say, licking my lips, and tangling her fingers in mine.
I lead her to the back of the grill where it's empty, knowing that Charlotte can clearly see us from here. I stare in to charlotte's brown eyes, smirking slightly. Before leaning in and grabbing amber's waist, I kiss her roughly, with no intentions of feelings or emotions or anything like that. Amber's hands slip into my hair, as I pull her closer, and continue making out.
When we pull away, I see that char is staring angrily, sighing rather loudly, before grabbing her purse. Following the boys on their way out and walking past us out the front door. It worked, Yes it worked.
I say goodbye quickly scribbling down a fake phone number on her hand, before going outside, knowing that they are my ride home.
Charlotte's POV:
Louis appears from inside, and smirks devilishly at me, causing me to bite my lip. I think he knows that I was jealous of him kissing that stupid girl. I have every right to be, or at least I think I do. This is his way at getting back at me for kissing harry. I can't let him get to me, I need to prove that I don't need him, I have harry now.
Notes
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