Open Arms
Chapter two
(Lenora's POV)
I hold the kettle in one hand as I pour it in the cup in my other. I slam it onto the stove as I just think of Jaycee. Even though I'm used to her calling me around 4 in the morning for me too pick her up from a strangers house, I still don't like it at all.
I get tired of Jay getting 100% drunk and sleeping with any guy who has a d**k.
I handed Jaycee a cup of tea as she sits on my couch shivering under the covers. "What did I tell you?" I yell at her. She looked down from my eyes too her tea blowing her breath on it too cool it off.
"Thank you." She whispers not looking up at me.
"Jaycee! I told you, you need to stop!?" I yell at her once again. Yelling is basically the only way information gets into that skull of hers. If you don't, it'll go out one ear and out the other.
"I- I- can't." She choked out. I could tell she was holding back tears by the sound of her voice.
I gave her a sympathetic look and bended down to her level to lift her chin up so her eyes were looking into mine. "I know jay. I know it's hard okay!? I know you miss him. A lot but it's been two years now! Two years jay!" One tear slipped out of her watery eye down her red cheek.
"I- I miss him Lenora." She said too me looking back down at her tea. I took the tea out of her hands and placed it on my coffee table.
My eyes locked on Jaycee who's eyebrows were together like one. I pulled her into a hug where her head was on my shoulder and mine was on hers. "Don't hold it in jay. Let the tears go babe." I rubbed her back in circles as I was trying to beep a baby.
"Let it go Jaycee." I say one more time before she breaks down.
"I- I- I d- don't know w- w- what to d- do." She said between sobs. "Shh jay. Just please stop." I say soothingly.
"I c- c- can't." She stuttered leaving my shirt drenched in tears. "Why jay? Why can't you?"
"I- I- want t- to feel l- loved." That broke my heart into a million pieces. Jaycee has been my best friend since we were 6 so I've seen her happy, sad, angry, depressed. But I never seen her this defeated and vulnerable. I breaks my heart to see her like this. "Your looking for love in all the wrong place babe..." She didn't respond to what I said. I guess she was taking it in.
I pull ill away from her as I take the napkin under her tea to wipe her tears. "Come on baby. Your too beautiful too cry." I try to say as cheerful as I can to cheer her up. "I'm not." She looked down and started to play with her chip nails.
Either of us spoke and the silence begun to get awkward. "I'm going to get you some covers and a pillow for you can sleep here until your ready for me too drop you off at your apartment okay?" She nodded her head slowly and I pat her thigh.
I get up from my seat and open the closet door and pull out a cover and pillow.
I walk back to Jay who was sipping on her tea. "Sleep." I say handing her the things and walking up stairs to go to sleep with my lovely boyfriend.
I open the door very slowly to my bedroom just in case bobby was sleep. I don't want to wake him. As I open the door I see bobby in his pajama pants with not shirt getting into bed.
"Oh la la. Bobby looking good." I say with a smirk on my face. I watch him as he blushes and climbs into bed and I do the same.
He cuddles up with me holding me tightly as if I would disappear. I look up at the ceiling enjoying the silence between me and him. I snuggle my head into his chest admiring his warm chest.
"How's Jaycee?" He said out of nowhere.
"To be honest... She's bad. I get so scared when she's not in eye distance from me. I'm afraid she's going To do something very stupid that's going to take a big toll on her life bobby." I cling onto him a little tighter.
"She's going to be fine Lenora." He says calmly.
"No she's not. If she doesn't stop drinking and gets some help, she's not going to be fine."
I hold the kettle in one hand as I pour it in the cup in my other. I slam it onto the stove as I just think of Jaycee. Even though I'm used to her calling me around 4 in the morning for me too pick her up from a strangers house, I still don't like it at all.
I get tired of Jay getting 100% drunk and sleeping with any guy who has a d**k.
I handed Jaycee a cup of tea as she sits on my couch shivering under the covers. "What did I tell you?" I yell at her. She looked down from my eyes too her tea blowing her breath on it too cool it off.
"Thank you." She whispers not looking up at me.
"Jaycee! I told you, you need to stop!?" I yell at her once again. Yelling is basically the only way information gets into that skull of hers. If you don't, it'll go out one ear and out the other.
"I- I- can't." She choked out. I could tell she was holding back tears by the sound of her voice.
I gave her a sympathetic look and bended down to her level to lift her chin up so her eyes were looking into mine. "I know jay. I know it's hard okay!? I know you miss him. A lot but it's been two years now! Two years jay!" One tear slipped out of her watery eye down her red cheek.
"I- I miss him Lenora." She said too me looking back down at her tea. I took the tea out of her hands and placed it on my coffee table.
My eyes locked on Jaycee who's eyebrows were together like one. I pulled her into a hug where her head was on my shoulder and mine was on hers. "Don't hold it in jay. Let the tears go babe." I rubbed her back in circles as I was trying to beep a baby.
"Let it go Jaycee." I say one more time before she breaks down.
"I- I- I d- don't know w- w- what to d- do." She said between sobs. "Shh jay. Just please stop." I say soothingly.
"I c- c- can't." She stuttered leaving my shirt drenched in tears. "Why jay? Why can't you?"
"I- I- want t- to feel l- loved." That broke my heart into a million pieces. Jaycee has been my best friend since we were 6 so I've seen her happy, sad, angry, depressed. But I never seen her this defeated and vulnerable. I breaks my heart to see her like this. "Your looking for love in all the wrong place babe..." She didn't respond to what I said. I guess she was taking it in.
I pull ill away from her as I take the napkin under her tea to wipe her tears. "Come on baby. Your too beautiful too cry." I try to say as cheerful as I can to cheer her up. "I'm not." She looked down and started to play with her chip nails.
Either of us spoke and the silence begun to get awkward. "I'm going to get you some covers and a pillow for you can sleep here until your ready for me too drop you off at your apartment okay?" She nodded her head slowly and I pat her thigh.
I get up from my seat and open the closet door and pull out a cover and pillow.
I walk back to Jay who was sipping on her tea. "Sleep." I say handing her the things and walking up stairs to go to sleep with my lovely boyfriend.
I open the door very slowly to my bedroom just in case bobby was sleep. I don't want to wake him. As I open the door I see bobby in his pajama pants with not shirt getting into bed.
"Oh la la. Bobby looking good." I say with a smirk on my face. I watch him as he blushes and climbs into bed and I do the same.
He cuddles up with me holding me tightly as if I would disappear. I look up at the ceiling enjoying the silence between me and him. I snuggle my head into his chest admiring his warm chest.
"How's Jaycee?" He said out of nowhere.
"To be honest... She's bad. I get so scared when she's not in eye distance from me. I'm afraid she's going To do something very stupid that's going to take a big toll on her life bobby." I cling onto him a little tighter.
"She's going to be fine Lenora." He says calmly.
"No she's not. If she doesn't stop drinking and gets some help, she's not going to be fine."
Notes
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10/21/13