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What You Call Love

C40

(Harry's POV)

I sat with my hands between my legs as the interviewer when from boy to boy asking them false or true questions. I instantly knew what he was going to ask me so I wasn't in a rush for him to get to me.

"And Harry....." Oh gosh.

"Who are these two lovely ladies walking with you in this picture?" I looked on the screen where the interviewer was pointing and saw me, Ema and Taylor. Ema was walking in the middle of us and we were holding her hands.

"Well, who are they?" The interviewer as a little more persistint. A big smile crept on my face as I thought of them.

"That's my daughter Ema and her mother Taylor.." I sat straight up with a big smile when I said that. I wasn't ashamed for everyone to know them. If I could, I would bring them on stage right now and kiss the living shit out of Taylor.

Aw's came from the crowd as I looked over at the interviewer who's mouth was open with a smirk.

"Are you serious? I've heard the rumors but never knew that it was true." He said shuffling the cards in his hand. I shook my head up and down while I combed my fingers through my curls.

"Yup, they are."

"So are you two a couple? How old is Ema?" I grinned widely while I bit down on my bottom lip.

"That's another story for another time."

(Taylor's POV)

I took deep breaths before I knocked on the door to Terrell's apartment. I wasn't one for hurting people or breaking the news so this was going to be a lot for me. 'Just do it Taylor. Stop being scared' I said to myself.

I slowly closed my eyes and took one more deep breath before knocking on the door several times. My foot rapidly tapped on the floor as I waiting with anticipation for him to open the door. When I held my hand up to knock on the door again, Terrell instantly opened it with a large grin on his face.

"Hey baby, I've missed you so much." He said while he engulfed me with a hug. I laid my head into his chest as I let his scent fill my nostrils. But I immediately backs away when I came back to reality.

We both stood their awkwardly as I swung my pocketbook around while my eyes scanned the room so I didn't have to look him in the eyes.

"I need to tell you something." Terrell whispered finally breaking the silences

"I need to tell you something too."

"Well you go first."

"But you can go."

"No you can."

"Just go."

"No."

"Go."

"Fine." He held his hand out for me too take, and did. He led me to the couch. I slowly sat down keeping my vision on Terrell as he sat down right f ft tv next to me. We both stared into each other's eyes for a seconds before he slightly smiled.

"Taylor, I want us to be completely honest in our relationship. I want us to be able to lay everything on the table and try to fix them. Okay?" I nodded my head up and down for him to go on. My eyes watched him as he looked down and took a deep breath while he held my hands in his.

"Taylor I made a big mistake." I know where this is going....

"What do you mean?"

"I slept with Christina." Even though I know what happen, I wasn't used to this hatred feeling of when I hear about it or think about it. All these images of them doing this with each other just pop into my brain even when I don't want it to.

"It was a huge mistake and since were in a relationship that I think is serious, I feel we need to be honest because I love you and it was a h-"

I squeezed his hand tightly as I slightly nodded my head telling him to take a deep breath and shut up.

"I know." I whispered. His eyes got huge as I said that.

"W- w- what?"

"I said I know."

"What do you mean you know?"

"Christina told me this morning."

"So that's what you wanted to tell me?" I bit down on my bottom lip as I shoved my hands away from his.

"Actually, no." I said taking a deep breath. I watched as a small smirk appeared on Terrell's face as he looked me in my eyes.

"Then what was it?" He asked with that amazingly handsome smile on his face. It was sad to know that that smile would be gone just in a matter of minutes. I stood up from the couch and took a deep breath while Terrell held my had once again.

"Terrell, I can't do this anymore." I wasn't strong enough too look him in his eye at that point. But I watched his in my side vision as he stood up.

"What do you mean you can't do this anymore?" His voice was crackly as he spoke which made it even harder for me to go on.

"Us. This just isn't working out anymore. It's not you, it's me." I began to walk away to the door when Terrell forcefully grabbed my arm pulling me to him. I watched closely into his eyes as they began to water. I never seen Terrell cry and it hurt my heart to know that it was because of me.

"Don't give me that bullshit! Just fucking say the truth!" He yelled at me but tears streaming down his face.

"It's the truth Terrell! I'm not good for you! All this time, you have giving me nothing but your love and I can't even give it back too you! Your an amazing man and any girl would be so lucky to be able to call you hers. You deserve someone who's going to love you, care for you and say by your side forever! You deserve to be some ones first choice! You deserve, Christina. I see the way you look at her and the way she looks at you. You two have something that me and you don't have and I can see she makes you happy!"

I quickly wiped the tears away as they streamed down my face like a waterfall. Terrell walked up to me and cuffed my face into his hands as he wiped my tears away but didn't manage to wipe away his.

"I'm in love with you Taylor fucking Joy Keith! I don't fucking love you, I'm in love with you! And you can't just fucking walk away from this like its nothing! Yes Christina makes me smile and laugh but she's not you! She's not the woman I'm in love with!" Terrell's eyes were red and puffy as tears fell from his face.




I couldn't stand to see him in this type of state. His voice was horse and crackly. And it was all because of me.

"Please Taylor, let's work this out! I'll do anything to have you be mine! Let's just forget about all this and move on with our life together! Just please Taylor! I can't see my life without you! Please."

"I c- can't." I choked.

"I'm sorry for sleeping with Christina! I'm sorry for everything I put you through! I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry."

"It's not the Christina thing and it's not you Terrell! I'm not good enough for you! You deserve better than what I can offer you! You don't deserve to fell hurt anymore because I'm spending more time with harry instead of you! You don't deserve to be lied to anymore! You don't deserve what I'm giving to you! Just please stop Terrell! It's over! We're done! Please, just make this easy for both of us."

I pulled Terrell's hands from my face as I walked to the door within him holding me back. Once I opened the door, I sniffled as I wiped my face free from all the tears that keeps pouring down my cheeks. I looked back at Terrell as he was on his knees in the middle of the living room with his face in his hands. I couldn't stand to watch this. It broke my heart even more.

"Please stay with me Taylor! I'm in love with you! Please!" His cried out loudly making this feeling in my stomach worst than it already was. I walked out of his apartment as I stuck my head into the apartment so I could see his face more last time.




"I'm sorry but I'm in love with someone else."






I dabbed the tears away with the tissue as I drove. My vision was blurry but I manage to see where I was going. I sniffled another tears as I pictured Terrell's face once again with tears running down his cheeks.

"Mama, what's wong? You cryin?" Ema said from the back seat. I watched her through the mirror as she tilted her head to the side.

"Mamas fine baby.. Don't worry about it." I said as I dabbed my eyes for the thousandth time. I pulled into our house to see that Harry's car was in the drive way.

I parked the car and hopped out walking to the back seat to unstrap Ema from her car seat. I held her under my arm as she played with my hair while we walked to the door.

I shuffled the keys in my hand as I opened the door to find all the boys here. Everyone's eyes were one me as we walked into the house. Especially Harry's.

"Uncle Zayn!" Ema shouted as she forced herself out of my grip. I planted her on the ground as she ran directly into Zayns arms. Harry immediately got up from his seat and walked over to me with a concerned looked on his face.

"What's wrong Taylor!?" He said me frantically as he wiped the tears away with his thumb. I gave him a small smile as I took his hand into mine while I lead him to the couch while all the boys and Ema were in the kitchen.

I pushed Harry onto the couch as I straddled his hips and wrapped my arms around his neck making out faces only centimeters away from each other's.

"It's over." I whisper to him.

"What's over?" I leaned in closer to his ear as Harry snaked his arms around my waist pulling my body closer to his.

"Everything that was holding us back." I back away from his ear as I watched a smile creep onto his face.

"Now I can have you all to myself." He whispered to me seductively as he bit down on his bottom lip. I leaned in slowly to kiss his lips but right when our lips barely touched, this sudden urge came over me.

I instantly got off of Harry while I made a straight line to the bathroom as I held my hand over my mouth. Once I got into the bathroom, I picked the toilet seat up and started to vomit. One hand held the toilet seat up and the other held onto the toilet.

As I vomited more, I felt someone hold my hair up and rub soothing circles onto my back. When I finished vomiting, I wiped my mouth and flushed the toilet as I sat against the wall to catch my breath.

Harry sat across from me as we both say there trying to think of what just happened all of a sudden. My eyes got huge as I held my hand over my mouth with all these thoughts passing through my head at once. Harry looked at me confused as I stood up and paced around the bathroom.

My fingers combed through my hair as I thought of reasons for what I'm thinking not to be true.

"Taylor, what's wr-"

"Did we use a condom?" I immediately say, cutting Harry off of what he was saying. He stared at the ground for a few seconds before giving me that guilty look that I was dreading..








Oh shit.

Notes

~ Hello Guys! Thank You For Waiting Patiently For A Update! Unfortunately This Will Be The Last Chapter Except For The Epilogue.. Hope You Enjoyed WHAT YOU CALL LOVE Because I Have With You Amazing Readers! Good News.. THERE WILL BE A PREQUEL So stayed subscribed so you know when Ill Have It Up! You Guys Have Been Amazing Readers And I'm So Honored To Have Great Fans Of This Story That I Thought Was Going To Be Total Shit When I First Made IT. So Thank You! I Will Be Updating All My Stories Before Christmas SO YAY!

TAYLOR BROKE UP WITH TERRELL?
TERRELL WAS CRYING?

TAYLOR'S THROWING UP?


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Plus I was getting teary writing this. I could feel the pain Terrell was feeling and it hurt so badly that I didn't have the right words to describe it.

Comments

I can't see any of the house pictures -_- but I really love your story I read the first one all last night!

OH MA GAHD TIS IS TE BEST ERMAHGERD IMMA HAVE A SEIZURE NOW

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10/23/14
omg! i finished it @Maya it was one of the best stories in the WORLD! I'm crying! literally! I PROMISE i will read your sequel! I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!
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brianna.smith brianna.smith
5/27/14

omg! Im on chapter 34! if i were Taylor i would have said a few things to alice by now....:) IM ALMOST DONE WITH THE STORY!!

brianna.smith brianna.smith
5/26/14

omg! im on chp 201 CRYING MY EYES OUT!!

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5/2/14