What You Call Love

(Christians POV)

I walked back and fourth from the fridge as I grabbed some of Ema's food and stored it back into her bag.. Every couple of minutes, my eyes would glance over to Ema as she watched Mickey Mouse on the edge of the couch.

I begun to zip the bag up once I heard the bathroom door open and Taylor start to walk out in the shadows. A smile appeared on my face as I was about to tell her something.

"And Ema does this cute this when she sleeps where she puts her hand in her sh-"

"Your pregnant?" My eyes grew wide as I slowly looked up at her as she held the box the pregnancy sticks and the pregnancy stick wrapped in tissue in her hands. My heart started to beat rapidly fast through my chest. I wasn't ready for this, I wasn't prepared to tell her this.

"Ummmm,"

"Well, are you?"

"Yes." I breathed out. My eyes closed in shame as I held my head down low. Before I knew it, I felt arms wrap around me, hugging me tightly which was more than unexpected at this time.

"Oh my god! I can't believe you finally preggers! I can't believe I'm actually going to be a aunty!" She squealed as she hugged me tighter. I was a little taken back at first as she hugged me, but once I realized that this might be the last hug I get from her, I wrapped my arms around her hugging my best friend back.

"Yeah me too." I replied a little bum about the whole situation. Once she separated from me, she laid her hands on my shoulders and fake cried.

"I'm so happy for you! You really don't understand.. But let's talk in a place more private." She pulled my arm as she walked onto the balcony where we were still able to see what Ema was doing. I sat down into the chair precautiously while Taylor sat down across from me grinning widely.

She's more excited than I was.

"Okay first... How many months are you? By the size of you belly you look just a couple weeks."

"Probably About two months." I said shyly. Her eyes brows creased together. She looked at me with her head tilted.

"Really? Lift you shirt up." I hesitantly lifted my shirt so she could see my stomach. It was already getting bigger.



"Yup. Your like two months. Okay now, let's see about the doctors appointments."

"Have you gone yet?"

"Only once."

"What about food? What have you been eating?"

"everything I usually eat." She shook her head side to side.

"No, no Christina. You have to start eating healthy. There is this great food market that sells all tees fruits and vegetables there for a really low price. And then you need to start drinking water. All that caffeine and acid soda isn't good for the baby even though your only two months. Oh and you can exercise now because I know how much you love to, but you need to watch out how much you exercise. Especially later on in your pregnancy. Exercise is not good for the baby.. Oh, have you stared picking out names? For a boy I was thinking like Chris since your nickname is Chris or like Christopher. Those are nice but for a girl, Cassie or like...."

Just by what she was saying was overwhelming me. My hands combed through my as I took deep breathes in attempt to calm my nerves but it just wasn't working. My head was spinning as I started to feel very sick to my stomach.

"And I know this wonderful place where they sell cribs, chan-"

"Stop!" I yelled as I got up from my seat. I couldn't take it anymore. The guilt was eating me alive at this point. And my morning sickness which wasn't a good combination.

"Just stop.." I confessed as my voice started to sound cracky. Out if nowhere, I broke down in tears. This whole situation was too much to deal with. My held my hands to my eyes as the tears started to pour down my cheeks. Taylor suddenly ran to me and engulfed me with a tight hug.

"It's okay Christina, it's just your hormones kicking in. Relax." I pushed myself out of her grip as I wiped the tears from my face.

"This isn't the hormones Taylor!"

"Then what's wrong?" I winced once she said that. I knew that today was gonna be the day that I've been dreading.

"Promise that you won't hate me after I tell you this?" I watched as her hands clenched into a fist as she stepped closer to me.

"I can't promise you anything." She said between her teeth. By the way she was acting, I knew she wasn't going to get off this subject. So if I lied and didn't tell her, she would still be on it.

Just breath Christina, and say it.

I took a deep breath and held onto my stomach as I looked Taylor into her eyes. My heart beated rapidly as I tried to think about how I would say this in my head. But every way I put it, it still sounded fucked up. Because it was, actually.

"Taylor, me and Terrell had sex and this is his baby."

(Harry's POV)

I walked into the studio while my eyes scanned everywhere for the boys. Once I found them, I instantly ran over to them. They all hugged me tightly.

"Oooo, someone got the p." Niall said laughing historically. I looked down as my cheeks turned pink. I didn't want the boys seeing me blushing.

"He's blushing!" But, they saw anyways.

I combed my hair through my curls as I ignored all the "oooos" and "ahhhhhs" from the boys. I say down on the couch but in just a matter of seconds, the boys surrounded me bum barging me with questions.

"I want all the details since I'm the single one and I gets none."

"Yeah harry, spill it. All of it."

I got adjusted on the couch as I was about to speak, starting at the dinner and ending at this morning. But write when I was about to speak, someone cut me off.

"Alright boys, time to get on stage. We have five minutes until the how starts." All the boys groaned and sighed deeply as we started to walk to the stage. I patted Louis and zayn on the shoulder.

"Story time later."

(Taylor's POV)

It felt like daggers stabbing my heart multiple times once Christina confessed that too me. My fist unclenched as I stopped and just stared at her. Her eyes showed sorrow but I could really give no fucks right now.

"A- are you fucking kidding me?" I said in disbelief. Maybe she's just playing with me.

"Taylor, I'm sorry. It j-"

"How could you do this too me!? That's my fucking boyfriend! And your suppose to be my best friend!" Tears started to prick my eyes.

"I am your best friend Taylor, and it was a mistake!"

"Best friends don't do shit like this!" I spat at her.

"I'm sorry." She said on the verge of crying.

"How could you!? Your like my fucking sister!"

"I'm sorry but your not virgin marry either! Let's not forget you cheated on Terrell with Harry multiple times with the kissing and shit! And the sad part is, you don't even feel bad about it." We stood their quiet as I tried to think about what to say. She did have a point...

"But it's the principle Christina! It's the fucking principle of this whole situation! The principle is that you, Christina that is suppose to be my best friend slept with Terrell, my boyfriend."

"You haven't even slept with him yet! Your fucking boyfriend! Instead of sleeping with your boyfriend you sleep with harry! That's not fucking right! You can't have two fucking men to yourself."

"If you weren't pregnant right now, I would have already beaten the shit out of you. You should be happy."

"Look Taylor, I don't have no one. I haven't told Terrell, my family hasn't even tried to contact me for years now and I'm alone. I've been alone for years. And I told you this because I can't lose you, your the closet thing I have to family and I can't lose you! I know I fucked up, big time but I have no one! I need you Taylor, I need you right now more than ever."

I watched as she sat down and cried into her hands. It hurt me to see Christina like this. Especially when I know what it feels like to be alone and raise a child alone. With all my might, I slowly placed my hand on her shoulder making her look up at me. This was very hard to do even though it hurt me to even look at her.

"I know what it feels like to be alone and pregnant first hand. And I don't wish it on no one because it is a terrible feeling. And I wish someone told me that they we're going to be there for me through my pregnancy and hold my hand along the way. But since I didn't have that, I want you too have it. Even though I can't even look at you right now, I promise I'll stand by your side. Because you are not alone." Before I knew it, she got up from her seat and gave me a very unexpected hug. I didn't hug back because if I did, I would probably strangle her and we wouldn't want that would we?




''Um, I still not very happy about all this so if you don't mind, can we hug some other time?'' She instantly let me go with a big smile on her face. I tapped my fingers on my leg as we stood their in awkward silence. There basically wasn't anything else to say to be honest. Usually we have some much to talk about but now, its like were strangers..

''Um, Im going to leave now. I need to talk to Terrell about a few things. And if you don't mind, can I leave Ema here?''

''Sure. Its helping me you leaving here. I'm learning what to do for the future but just don't tell Terrell about this yet, until I figure some things out.'' She said with pleading eyes.

''I wont say anything..'' I walked back into the house and bent down on my knees so I was level with Ema.

'' Ill be back later. Give mama a kiss before I leave.'' I puckered my lips and moved into me and pecked my lips, blushing and smiling once she pulled away. I stood up and ruffled my hands through her curls before I walked away to the front door. As I opened it, I heard my name being called.

''yeah?''

''Thank you.'' Christina said with a genuine smile.

''For what?''

''For not leaving me alone. You mean everything to me and .... words cant explain what you mean to me. Your like my sister, my mom and I'm very grateful for you.'' I gave her a small half smile before walking out of her apartment, closing the door behind me.



Now. time to deal with Terrell.

Notes

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