What You Call Love
C27
I covered my face up as I hopped out the car and unbuckled Ema from her car seat. I made sure I kept we quiet so that we didn't attract any attention.
Is this really what Harry has to go through when he leaves out the house? I quickly walked over to the side of the car where Harry was fixing the stroller. I instantly smirked to myself as I watched Harry struggle with opening it.
"Ahem." Harry instantly looked up at me. Even though he said sun glasses on, it wasn't hard to tell that his eyes were wide like a little boy who just got caught doing something he shouldn't have been.
"Erm... Um..." Harry stood up and scratched the back of his head as he looked back and forth between me and the stroller. I shook my head side to side as if I was disappointed in him. I let Ema down into the ground as I walked over to help with the stroller.
"Stay right there Ema! Don't move." I warned her. She was old enough to walk, and she wasn't going to held for the rest of her life, so why not? As I unlocked the stroller and it popped into its position, I looked up at Harry as he looked at me with disbelief.
"It wasn't rocket science Harry! Use your common sense sometimes okay?" I gave Harry a small smirk as he playful hit my shoulder making me tumble to the side a little. I dramatically grabbed my arm and acted like I was in pain. My eyes widen as my mouth formed a "o" shape. Harry didn't buy anything that I was going but he sure played along.
"That's what happens when you mess with Harry Styles." He leaned over and buckled Ema into the stroller as he looked back at me with a smirk on his face. I playful rolled my eyes and crossed my arms against my chest.
"Oh shut up."
I held my stomach as I laughed hard from a memory that Harry just reminded me of when we were younger.
"I still can't believe you actually did that!" I manage to say between my laughs. Harry sat across from me as we both sat at a picnic table by a river.
"What? I like peanut butter!" Harry to offense to what I said. He just reminded me of a time of when me and Harry were younger and we were at our friends house playing truth or dare and they dared Harry to lick peanut butter off of my face without using his hands for anything! The way Harry attempted it was so funny!
"You must have loved it a lot by the way you was ea-" Ema yelled which caught me off. I turned her stroller around so she was facing me.
"Yes Ema..." I said unbuckling her from her stroller and sitting her in my lap.
"I wanna go play." She turned her body and pointed to the group of kids that were all over by the playground playing on wings and all those kid games. I felt very skeptical about letting her over there alone.
But then again, the park was in eye distance so if anything happen I could just run to her instantly.
"Okay Ema but stay close.." I stood her on the ground feet as her quick feet raced to the playground along with all the other kids.
"And no talking to strangers!" I cuffed my mouth so Ema was able to hear me clearly and understand what I was saying. After I watched her successful and safely reach the playground, my attention moved back to Harry who was just sitting there waiting for me to return back to the conversation.
"But yeah, I still can't believe you actually did that..." I murmured under my breath still trying to control my laughter. My eyes met Harry's and his face was no where a laughing expression, actually ... Serious.
"Taylor, how was it when you had Ema?" That's when the day that my sweet angel entered the world, came flooding back into my head like it happen yesterday.
~flashback
My left hand lays on my huge belly as my right hand holds the remote up and flicks through the channels on the television. The house was quiet, which it usually was but today the quietness was... Different. It was weird because nothing was different I did what I usually do everyday so why was I having those weird feeling come over me? I shrugged it off thinking that it was just a emotion change from being pregnant. I threw the remote down beside me when I found something on television that seemed to interest me. "Baby you light up my world like nobody else...." I turned the volume up on the television because I wanted my baby Ema to hear it. "The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed, the way you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell......" I tucked my hair behind my ear as I looked down at my stomach since I felt Ema kick once again. "You hear that Ema? That's your daddy. That's your daddy singing." I said to my baby Ema that was in my stomach.. And that's when it happen. That's when I felt this uneasy, sharp pain enter my stomach which made me cringe. Was I having contractions? I couldn't be, Im only seven months pregnant though. When I felt that sharp pain once again, my hand instantly grabbed the nearest thing, in order for me to get up from my seat on the couch. As I got up, I held onto my back as I waddled into my bedroom and grabbed the hospital bag I prepared for this day and this day only. My heart rapidly beated through my chest as I gathered the things that I needed. I was nervous and also happy. Happy because the person I have been dying to see for months, is going to been in my arms in a few hours and nervous because she was going to be premature and there were going to be some complications. I threw the bag over my shoulder and grabbed my cell phone as I walked out of my apartment trying to control these pains that were getting worst by the minute. The cold air hit my face as I walked outside to see the cab I already called for waiting for me. The driver cautiously got out from his side and helped me in the car frantically. More nervous then I basically was. My hand grasped my stomach as I closed my eyes and started to breath through my mouth and out my nose like they mention in the parenting books. "where too miss?" The driver said, with the car already in drive. "The nearest hospital.."
"Alright Ms. Keith, on the count of three I am going to need you to push as hard as you can..." The lady doctor said softly and nervously as she held one of my legs and the nurse held the other. "1........." My hand tightly grabbed the bedding from all the pain it was getting out threw. "2............." The other nurse that was in the room, patted my forehead with a cold, wet cloth to minimize the sweat that continually poured down my face. "3............." With all my strength, my teeth clenched together as my eyes tightly shutter close. I pushed, I pushed with all my might. I was so caught up with see her little beauty face that the pain didn't even cross my mind anymore. The only thing that was in my mind was life with my daughter Ema. "Alright, one more push Ms. Keith! I can see the head and she's almost out." Relief flew over my body because the part that I dreaded was soon to be over. My head fell back into the pillow as I looked up at the bright hospital lights. The doctors told me to repeat the actions that I have just done. And if I did, Ema was so soon to be in my arms. "1.............." I prepared myself for one last push. "2............." My stomach curled together as my body went into pushing mode. "3..........." I pushed with everything I was. I pushed more then I have been because I was so, exhausted I just wanted her out out me. That's when my heart melted. That's when the largest smiled appeared on my face. That's when I saw my new born baby squirming and crying in the doctors hands. "Waaaaaaaaaaaaaa" that sound was like music to my ears. Everything around me suddenly stopped except for me and that baby. All the pain suddenly had went away once the doctor handed Ema over to me, laying her on my chest as I looked down at this tiny, tiny person I made. Tears pricked my eyes was I watched her cry. I was already in love with her when I found out I was pregnant, but it's nothing like when you finally get to hold her. It was so surreal. It was the Most happiest moment of my life as I held her fragile body in my arms... But that all soon came to an end when the doctors rushed into the room and took her from me, leavening me lying in the bed, frantic and nervous on what was happening.
~end of flashback
"It was the best and worst moment of my life..." The same feeling on when I laid in the hospital bed, unaware of what was happening to my baby.
"Ema was premature by two months, and her lungs and other major body organs weren't fully developed....." I looked down at my fingers as I told Harry what had happen those horrible days.
"So they kept her in this machine for weeks. I wasn't able to hold her, touch her, and that's what mad me sad.." I glanced up at Harry who was staring at me with hurt in his eyes
"I visited that hospital everyday, and sometimes I even spent a night until they said I was ready to take her home." A smile appeared on Harry's face as I said that. When I went to check on Ema in her stroller, I remembered that she was playing at the playground.
My body turned as I scanned the playground in search for Ema. But when I finally spotted her, I was more then angry...
Is this really what Harry has to go through when he leaves out the house? I quickly walked over to the side of the car where Harry was fixing the stroller. I instantly smirked to myself as I watched Harry struggle with opening it.
"Ahem." Harry instantly looked up at me. Even though he said sun glasses on, it wasn't hard to tell that his eyes were wide like a little boy who just got caught doing something he shouldn't have been.
"Erm... Um..." Harry stood up and scratched the back of his head as he looked back and forth between me and the stroller. I shook my head side to side as if I was disappointed in him. I let Ema down into the ground as I walked over to help with the stroller.
"Stay right there Ema! Don't move." I warned her. She was old enough to walk, and she wasn't going to held for the rest of her life, so why not? As I unlocked the stroller and it popped into its position, I looked up at Harry as he looked at me with disbelief.
"It wasn't rocket science Harry! Use your common sense sometimes okay?" I gave Harry a small smirk as he playful hit my shoulder making me tumble to the side a little. I dramatically grabbed my arm and acted like I was in pain. My eyes widen as my mouth formed a "o" shape. Harry didn't buy anything that I was going but he sure played along.
"That's what happens when you mess with Harry Styles." He leaned over and buckled Ema into the stroller as he looked back at me with a smirk on his face. I playful rolled my eyes and crossed my arms against my chest.
"Oh shut up."
I held my stomach as I laughed hard from a memory that Harry just reminded me of when we were younger.
"I still can't believe you actually did that!" I manage to say between my laughs. Harry sat across from me as we both sat at a picnic table by a river.
"What? I like peanut butter!" Harry to offense to what I said. He just reminded me of a time of when me and Harry were younger and we were at our friends house playing truth or dare and they dared Harry to lick peanut butter off of my face without using his hands for anything! The way Harry attempted it was so funny!
"You must have loved it a lot by the way you was ea-" Ema yelled which caught me off. I turned her stroller around so she was facing me.
"Yes Ema..." I said unbuckling her from her stroller and sitting her in my lap.
"I wanna go play." She turned her body and pointed to the group of kids that were all over by the playground playing on wings and all those kid games. I felt very skeptical about letting her over there alone.
But then again, the park was in eye distance so if anything happen I could just run to her instantly.
"Okay Ema but stay close.." I stood her on the ground feet as her quick feet raced to the playground along with all the other kids.
"And no talking to strangers!" I cuffed my mouth so Ema was able to hear me clearly and understand what I was saying. After I watched her successful and safely reach the playground, my attention moved back to Harry who was just sitting there waiting for me to return back to the conversation.
"But yeah, I still can't believe you actually did that..." I murmured under my breath still trying to control my laughter. My eyes met Harry's and his face was no where a laughing expression, actually ... Serious.
"Taylor, how was it when you had Ema?" That's when the day that my sweet angel entered the world, came flooding back into my head like it happen yesterday.
~flashback
My left hand lays on my huge belly as my right hand holds the remote up and flicks through the channels on the television. The house was quiet, which it usually was but today the quietness was... Different. It was weird because nothing was different I did what I usually do everyday so why was I having those weird feeling come over me? I shrugged it off thinking that it was just a emotion change from being pregnant. I threw the remote down beside me when I found something on television that seemed to interest me. "Baby you light up my world like nobody else...." I turned the volume up on the television because I wanted my baby Ema to hear it. "The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed, the way you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell......" I tucked my hair behind my ear as I looked down at my stomach since I felt Ema kick once again. "You hear that Ema? That's your daddy. That's your daddy singing." I said to my baby Ema that was in my stomach.. And that's when it happen. That's when I felt this uneasy, sharp pain enter my stomach which made me cringe. Was I having contractions? I couldn't be, Im only seven months pregnant though. When I felt that sharp pain once again, my hand instantly grabbed the nearest thing, in order for me to get up from my seat on the couch. As I got up, I held onto my back as I waddled into my bedroom and grabbed the hospital bag I prepared for this day and this day only. My heart rapidly beated through my chest as I gathered the things that I needed. I was nervous and also happy. Happy because the person I have been dying to see for months, is going to been in my arms in a few hours and nervous because she was going to be premature and there were going to be some complications. I threw the bag over my shoulder and grabbed my cell phone as I walked out of my apartment trying to control these pains that were getting worst by the minute. The cold air hit my face as I walked outside to see the cab I already called for waiting for me. The driver cautiously got out from his side and helped me in the car frantically. More nervous then I basically was. My hand grasped my stomach as I closed my eyes and started to breath through my mouth and out my nose like they mention in the parenting books. "where too miss?" The driver said, with the car already in drive. "The nearest hospital.."
"Alright Ms. Keith, on the count of three I am going to need you to push as hard as you can..." The lady doctor said softly and nervously as she held one of my legs and the nurse held the other. "1........." My hand tightly grabbed the bedding from all the pain it was getting out threw. "2............." The other nurse that was in the room, patted my forehead with a cold, wet cloth to minimize the sweat that continually poured down my face. "3............." With all my strength, my teeth clenched together as my eyes tightly shutter close. I pushed, I pushed with all my might. I was so caught up with see her little beauty face that the pain didn't even cross my mind anymore. The only thing that was in my mind was life with my daughter Ema. "Alright, one more push Ms. Keith! I can see the head and she's almost out." Relief flew over my body because the part that I dreaded was soon to be over. My head fell back into the pillow as I looked up at the bright hospital lights. The doctors told me to repeat the actions that I have just done. And if I did, Ema was so soon to be in my arms. "1.............." I prepared myself for one last push. "2............." My stomach curled together as my body went into pushing mode. "3..........." I pushed with everything I was. I pushed more then I have been because I was so, exhausted I just wanted her out out me. That's when my heart melted. That's when the largest smiled appeared on my face. That's when I saw my new born baby squirming and crying in the doctors hands. "Waaaaaaaaaaaaaa" that sound was like music to my ears. Everything around me suddenly stopped except for me and that baby. All the pain suddenly had went away once the doctor handed Ema over to me, laying her on my chest as I looked down at this tiny, tiny person I made. Tears pricked my eyes was I watched her cry. I was already in love with her when I found out I was pregnant, but it's nothing like when you finally get to hold her. It was so surreal. It was the Most happiest moment of my life as I held her fragile body in my arms... But that all soon came to an end when the doctors rushed into the room and took her from me, leavening me lying in the bed, frantic and nervous on what was happening.
~end of flashback
"It was the best and worst moment of my life..." The same feeling on when I laid in the hospital bed, unaware of what was happening to my baby.
"Ema was premature by two months, and her lungs and other major body organs weren't fully developed....." I looked down at my fingers as I told Harry what had happen those horrible days.
"So they kept her in this machine for weeks. I wasn't able to hold her, touch her, and that's what mad me sad.." I glanced up at Harry who was staring at me with hurt in his eyes
"I visited that hospital everyday, and sometimes I even spent a night until they said I was ready to take her home." A smile appeared on Harry's face as I said that. When I went to check on Ema in her stroller, I remembered that she was playing at the playground.
My body turned as I scanned the playground in search for Ema. But when I finally spotted her, I was more then angry...
Notes
Ohhhhhh Why do you think Taylor got angry when she saw Ema? Tell me! Anyways, I tired to give y'all a little scene, no sex scene or any of that, but give y'all a little history into Taylor's pregnancy :) hope you liked it though! I didn't want to be too graphic because some people may have found it disturbing... But let's not forget that that's how you came to be...DUHHHHHHHHHHH! Anyways show my story some love y'all!
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I can't see any of the house pictures -_- but I really love your story I read the first one all last night!
2/28/16