What You Call Love
C26
I pull the duvet back on the bed and pat the pillow a couple times to fluff it up. As I climb into the bed, Harry walks into the room on his side.
"so you've finally decided to sleep in our bed?" He sarcastically said with a chuckle behind his words. I flipped through the channels on the flat screen television as I felt the bed dip.
"Harry, it's weird if I'm sleeping in the same bed with my ex while I have a boyfriend. You get what I'm saying?" My eyes stayed lock on the television as I said those words to Harry. I mean, I know that me and Harry have slept in the same bed together over a hundred times but that was when we were a couple..
"Yeah, but your acting like I'm a stranger or something." He sighed deeply. After flipping through the channels, I couldn't find nothing to watch so I just decided to cut it off all together.
I laid the remote on the night stand and turned the lamp off, leaving the room pitch black, except for the moon light that shines in through the window as if it was a night light.
I wasn't able to see anything but I turned to my side and faced Harry to finish this lovely conversation we kept getting into.
"Harry, how would you like if your girlfriend was sleeping in the same bed as her ex? Just put yourself in someone Else's shoes and that will solve your problem." I wasn't yelling nor angry, me and Harry were both calm as we talked.
"Your right Taylor. But can I tell you something ex to ex?" I could tell Harry was drifting to sleep by the sound of his voice. And when I tell you I couldn't take it, I couldn't take it! His sleepy voice was just the sexiest shit ever..
"Yes Harry?" I composed my feelings as I spoke.
"I miss hold-" I knew where he was going to instantly cut him off before he was able to say anything else.
"Stop Harry! Now go to bed!" My voice grew louder in a loud whisper since Ema was just sound asleep in the other room.
"No Taylor! Just let me get this off my chest! I'm tired of holding it in!" Harry's voice was a mixture of shakiness, sleepiness and whining. But I sighed deeply and told him to continue what he was saying.
"I miss holding you! I know that since we've been apart I may have held girls but I had no feelings for them! But now since your back in my life and basically every day I have the opportunity to hold you, I just can't control myself Taylor! Please, ju-"
"Okay." I said blankly. I hated to hear Harry like that, especially when I know he's being sincere about his words. I turned my body around and Harry didn't hesitate to put his large arm around my waist, pulling my body in closely to his.
It isn't cheating if he holds me right?
I closed my eyes as I felt Harry's curls tickle the side of my face making me squirm in his grip.
"Taylor....." He warned me.
"Sorry, but your curls were tickling me." My cheeks were red, but it was a good thing harry wasn't able to see it. But I calmed down once his curls weren't touching my face anymore. I locked hands with Harry and brought his hand up to my chest as u drifted off to sleep.
"Good night Tay." Harry said with that beautiful sleepy voice.
"Good night."
My eyes immediately open as I felt someone touch me. I stay still as my eyes roam my surrounds. Once I saw where I was laying, and who I was laying on.. I quickly squirmed out of Harry's grip and stood from the bed.
"Well Good Morning to you too Taylor." Harry sarcastically said as he rubbed his eyes and yawned, from just waking up. I paced around the bed as my hands shuffled through my messy hair.
"No, no this should not have happen." I frantically said. Harry sat up on the bed and looked at me with a confused look on his face.
"What should not have happen?"
"This! We should never had touched each other last night! Let alone sleep in the same bed!" Harry quickly got up from the bed and walked over to me.
"Whoa! Taylor chill.. We didn't do anything so why does it matter? All we did was sleep in the same bed!" Harry's voice was very calm as if he didn't think this was such a big deal as I acted it out to be. But then again, maybe it wasn't ...
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes to calm my body down. Once I opened my eyes, I looked around the room in search for Harry. Once I found him, I laughed at the way he was looking at himself in the mirror.
"Start getting dressed Taylor." Harry said as he walked into the bathroom.
"For what?" Harry poked his head out from the bathroom door and looked at me, sticking his tongue out between his teeth.
"Because were going out. Me you and Ema.." Gosh.
I looked at my outfit once more in the mirror before I headed into Ema's room where Harry should be dressing her.
When I walked into Ema's room I saw Harry holding Ema by her arms, wiggling her body around as she giggled loudly. A smile appeared on my face as I walked up behind Harry.
"You ready?" I asked making Harry jumped from my sudden voice. He looked at me and then looked at Ema.
"It's up to Ema. Are you ready Ema?" I looked over at Ema. She shook her head up and down widely, as her curls bounced up and down.
"Ema ready!" She yelled as she threw her hands up in the air. The three of us all laughed, together as we walked downstairs to the front door.
Harry handed Ema over to me as he pulled the beanie onto his head and put the ray-bands over his eyes. When I thought he was done and we were ready to go, he stopped me.
"Take these." He handed me a pair of sunglasses. I was about to ask him what they were for but when I remember who Harry was, and what people were going to think if I was with him, I put the sun glasses on without any hesitation.
As we walked outside, I covered Ema's head in my chest and looked around for any paps. When I didn't spot any one, I buckled Ema into her car seat and hopped into the passenger seat at the same time as Harry did it too.
I watched Harry as he stuck the keys into the ignition but didn't actually cut the car on.
"Taylor..." He said trying to get my attention.
"Yes Harry?"
"Whatever you do, don't give you name out and don't make a twitter or any of that stuff, okay?" My eyebrows furrowed together as Harry said that to me. What did he mean to not give my name out and make a twitter?
"What do you mean Harry?" I wasn't getting where he was going with this.
"Just trust me..."
"so you've finally decided to sleep in our bed?" He sarcastically said with a chuckle behind his words. I flipped through the channels on the flat screen television as I felt the bed dip.
"Harry, it's weird if I'm sleeping in the same bed with my ex while I have a boyfriend. You get what I'm saying?" My eyes stayed lock on the television as I said those words to Harry. I mean, I know that me and Harry have slept in the same bed together over a hundred times but that was when we were a couple..
"Yeah, but your acting like I'm a stranger or something." He sighed deeply. After flipping through the channels, I couldn't find nothing to watch so I just decided to cut it off all together.
I laid the remote on the night stand and turned the lamp off, leaving the room pitch black, except for the moon light that shines in through the window as if it was a night light.
I wasn't able to see anything but I turned to my side and faced Harry to finish this lovely conversation we kept getting into.
"Harry, how would you like if your girlfriend was sleeping in the same bed as her ex? Just put yourself in someone Else's shoes and that will solve your problem." I wasn't yelling nor angry, me and Harry were both calm as we talked.
"Your right Taylor. But can I tell you something ex to ex?" I could tell Harry was drifting to sleep by the sound of his voice. And when I tell you I couldn't take it, I couldn't take it! His sleepy voice was just the sexiest shit ever..
"Yes Harry?" I composed my feelings as I spoke.
"I miss hold-" I knew where he was going to instantly cut him off before he was able to say anything else.
"Stop Harry! Now go to bed!" My voice grew louder in a loud whisper since Ema was just sound asleep in the other room.
"No Taylor! Just let me get this off my chest! I'm tired of holding it in!" Harry's voice was a mixture of shakiness, sleepiness and whining. But I sighed deeply and told him to continue what he was saying.
"I miss holding you! I know that since we've been apart I may have held girls but I had no feelings for them! But now since your back in my life and basically every day I have the opportunity to hold you, I just can't control myself Taylor! Please, ju-"
"Okay." I said blankly. I hated to hear Harry like that, especially when I know he's being sincere about his words. I turned my body around and Harry didn't hesitate to put his large arm around my waist, pulling my body in closely to his.
It isn't cheating if he holds me right?
I closed my eyes as I felt Harry's curls tickle the side of my face making me squirm in his grip.
"Taylor....." He warned me.
"Sorry, but your curls were tickling me." My cheeks were red, but it was a good thing harry wasn't able to see it. But I calmed down once his curls weren't touching my face anymore. I locked hands with Harry and brought his hand up to my chest as u drifted off to sleep.
"Good night Tay." Harry said with that beautiful sleepy voice.
"Good night."
My eyes immediately open as I felt someone touch me. I stay still as my eyes roam my surrounds. Once I saw where I was laying, and who I was laying on.. I quickly squirmed out of Harry's grip and stood from the bed.
"Well Good Morning to you too Taylor." Harry sarcastically said as he rubbed his eyes and yawned, from just waking up. I paced around the bed as my hands shuffled through my messy hair.
"No, no this should not have happen." I frantically said. Harry sat up on the bed and looked at me with a confused look on his face.
"What should not have happen?"
"This! We should never had touched each other last night! Let alone sleep in the same bed!" Harry quickly got up from the bed and walked over to me.
"Whoa! Taylor chill.. We didn't do anything so why does it matter? All we did was sleep in the same bed!" Harry's voice was very calm as if he didn't think this was such a big deal as I acted it out to be. But then again, maybe it wasn't ...
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes to calm my body down. Once I opened my eyes, I looked around the room in search for Harry. Once I found him, I laughed at the way he was looking at himself in the mirror.
"Start getting dressed Taylor." Harry said as he walked into the bathroom.
"For what?" Harry poked his head out from the bathroom door and looked at me, sticking his tongue out between his teeth.
"Because were going out. Me you and Ema.." Gosh.
I looked at my outfit once more in the mirror before I headed into Ema's room where Harry should be dressing her.
When I walked into Ema's room I saw Harry holding Ema by her arms, wiggling her body around as she giggled loudly. A smile appeared on my face as I walked up behind Harry.
"You ready?" I asked making Harry jumped from my sudden voice. He looked at me and then looked at Ema.
"It's up to Ema. Are you ready Ema?" I looked over at Ema. She shook her head up and down widely, as her curls bounced up and down.
"Ema ready!" She yelled as she threw her hands up in the air. The three of us all laughed, together as we walked downstairs to the front door.
Harry handed Ema over to me as he pulled the beanie onto his head and put the ray-bands over his eyes. When I thought he was done and we were ready to go, he stopped me.
"Take these." He handed me a pair of sunglasses. I was about to ask him what they were for but when I remember who Harry was, and what people were going to think if I was with him, I put the sun glasses on without any hesitation.
As we walked outside, I covered Ema's head in my chest and looked around for any paps. When I didn't spot any one, I buckled Ema into her car seat and hopped into the passenger seat at the same time as Harry did it too.
I watched Harry as he stuck the keys into the ignition but didn't actually cut the car on.
"Taylor..." He said trying to get my attention.
"Yes Harry?"
"Whatever you do, don't give you name out and don't make a twitter or any of that stuff, okay?" My eyebrows furrowed together as Harry said that to me. What did he mean to not give my name out and make a twitter?
"What do you mean Harry?" I wasn't getting where he was going with this.
"Just trust me..."
I can't see any of the house pictures -_- but I really love your story I read the first one all last night!
2/28/16