
Just The Little Things
Chapter 1
It's cold and raining outside. I had so much to do since I have a lovely 1 year old daughter named Darcy. She was everything to me, I mean everything. Nothing could tear us apart, she was my little angel. I love her so much it's ridiculous. No words could describe how much she brings joy into my life. I was a single mother, Darcy's father took off before he got to know I was pregnant. To this day he has no idea that he has a daughter, I would like to keep it that way. I know I'm being selfish, but he left before I could tell him. I don't need to tell him now since it's been one year.
FLASHBACK
"Hey Nat, I think we need to talk." Harry says before pulling out his phone from his pocket and reading something that makes him smile.
"Sure, I'll be down in a second." I reply whilst doing the laundry that had to be done.
I finish the load of washing and walk down stairs where Harry was. He was looking at his phone smiling. Our relationship hasn't been on good terms lately, he would always go out and drink every night. Coming home at 3 am every morning and not even noticing or acknowledging me. He would barge into the bedroom and just go to sleep like nothing had happened. I didn't want to sound like a clingy girlfriend so I didn't even bother asking him where or what he was doing home this late. I left it.
"So…. What did you want to talk about?" I ask him while I pour myself a glass of juice.
"I think we need a break." He says, not even making eye contact with me.
"Why.. I know that we haven't been on good terms lately. Remember you said whatever happens we will work it out." I say and then look down at my hands.
Do not break down in front of him! I said to myself. I didn’t want him to see how hurt I was with his words.
"I'm sorry Nat, but I don't think this is working. I know I said that, but this won't work. We've tried but nothing is happening with our relationship. I'm sorry, I really am."
I laugh and go back into the bedroom and lock it. I slide down on the door crying. I loved him, so much. He was everything to me and now he's not mine, he's gone. I hate myself for not being a wonderful girlfriend.
I get a suitcase from the cupboard and pack all my clothes.
END OF FLASHBACK
I've gotten over him and I don't want him back. I glance at the clock on the side table. 9am and Darcy isn't awake. I get off the warm and comfy bed and go get the laundry off the line. I honestly loved being a mother, it's something you can't describe but it's amazing. The pain of labour was worth it, knowing that I brought this beautiful little girl into the world makes me cry with happiness.
I hear crying coming from upstairs, I go up to Darcy's room to find her crying in her crib.
"Hey Princess, you're awake." I coo while picking her up from her crib and holding her. She stops crying and smiles with her big dimples. She had his eyes and dimples, whenever she smiled it would always bring back memories with Harry and I. I would ask to touch his dimples, it was one of the things I admired about him. He wouldn't say no for an answer, he would always let me play with his hair and dimples. He was adorable. Everything about Darcy reminded me about Harry. I couldn't help but let a few tears out.
FLASHBACK
"Hey Nat, I think we need to talk." Harry says before pulling out his phone from his pocket and reading something that makes him smile.
"Sure, I'll be down in a second." I reply whilst doing the laundry that had to be done.
I finish the load of washing and walk down stairs where Harry was. He was looking at his phone smiling. Our relationship hasn't been on good terms lately, he would always go out and drink every night. Coming home at 3 am every morning and not even noticing or acknowledging me. He would barge into the bedroom and just go to sleep like nothing had happened. I didn't want to sound like a clingy girlfriend so I didn't even bother asking him where or what he was doing home this late. I left it.
"So…. What did you want to talk about?" I ask him while I pour myself a glass of juice.
"I think we need a break." He says, not even making eye contact with me.
"Why.. I know that we haven't been on good terms lately. Remember you said whatever happens we will work it out." I say and then look down at my hands.
Do not break down in front of him! I said to myself. I didn’t want him to see how hurt I was with his words.
"I'm sorry Nat, but I don't think this is working. I know I said that, but this won't work. We've tried but nothing is happening with our relationship. I'm sorry, I really am."
I laugh and go back into the bedroom and lock it. I slide down on the door crying. I loved him, so much. He was everything to me and now he's not mine, he's gone. I hate myself for not being a wonderful girlfriend.
I get a suitcase from the cupboard and pack all my clothes.
END OF FLASHBACK
I've gotten over him and I don't want him back. I glance at the clock on the side table. 9am and Darcy isn't awake. I get off the warm and comfy bed and go get the laundry off the line. I honestly loved being a mother, it's something you can't describe but it's amazing. The pain of labour was worth it, knowing that I brought this beautiful little girl into the world makes me cry with happiness.
I hear crying coming from upstairs, I go up to Darcy's room to find her crying in her crib.
"Hey Princess, you're awake." I coo while picking her up from her crib and holding her. She stops crying and smiles with her big dimples. She had his eyes and dimples, whenever she smiled it would always bring back memories with Harry and I. I would ask to touch his dimples, it was one of the things I admired about him. He wouldn't say no for an answer, he would always let me play with his hair and dimples. He was adorable. Everything about Darcy reminded me about Harry. I couldn't help but let a few tears out.
Notes
Comment and like!Sorry it's really late here so I haven't proofed read it yet!
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QUESTIONS
Do you think Nat still loves Harry?
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12/31/13